Williams opened the book, flipped some pages, put his finger at some point and gave that to Rose. “You read it Rose. I want to hear while you are reading it.
“If you want it to be so; I have no objection.” Rose took that book from him with sleepy eyes. She was feeling so much sleepy then but once Williams asked her like that she could not deny.
‘Not much time passed after that day to me to become a woman. My grandmother was so happy that I have become a woman at last and her idea was to make me do that immediately but my mother did not agree to it. Even my father also was not supporting to her and has objection to make me do that, my mom was very much firm.’
“Are there fathers in the world like him also?” Williams could not remain without exclaiming.
“There are worse fathers than his in the world.” Rose said. “It is mostly the mothers in the world who worry about their daughters in such situations.” Then she continued her reading again.
‘I am not going to let my daughter do that. Hundred percent I would not.’ The firmness in my mom then was surprised to me and I came to know that how much my mom wished that I should not live a life like that. She was earning something through the profession and I don’t know how the situation for me would be if everything is like that from then also. But my dad suddenly became ill and we have to expend lot of money for his treatment. The meagre amount that my mother was earning was nowhere to meet our expenses at that time. Then on one day I saw my grandmother was talking with someone while my mother was weeping in the corner of the room. After sometime my grandmother came to my mother and said.
‘No one offers that much amount. We can come out of our present difficulties completely with that. You know sooner or later she has to do that. So, stop weeping, go to her and prepare her for it.’
‘I cannot do it. I just cannot do it.’ Amidst weeping my mother said.
‘If you can’t, I have to.’ My grandmother said came near to me. Just behind my grandmother, that person who was aged probably forty five years also has come. ‘You are not that much of a small girl to tell you what this man wants from you.’ Looking into my face straight my grandmother said.
‘I am sure that this girl has it with other guys on more than one occasion.’ He said
He was also looking into my face and I just could not know what feeling was going on in me.
‘He will be gentle with you if you cooperate with him. Don’t waste much time and go with him. He has paid lot of money to us so be with him as long as he wants and in the way he wants.’
I just don’t know how a woman can talk like that without any feeling forcing a tender girl like me to do such nasty work! I was feeling worse looking at my mother weeping so than the fate I am going to face about then
‘I will be gentle with you unless you want it rough. Anyhow now a day girls want it in the roughest way possible.’
I just could not bear looking into his giggling face and I wanted to go far away from that place. But I could not do so and just remained where I stood as if my feet were transfixed to the floor. But when he took my right hand into his right hand and was dragging me away from that place, I moved like a doll after him.
I did not know how many hours have passed on the night of that day along with him but that was the longest worst time in my life. I have become conscious of every second I spent with him and there was no place in my body that he did not touch. It seemed that he indeed believed that the girls then wanted it in the roughest way and I think that he did to me then in the roughest way he could. When it was all over I felt fear even to look at myself and I could not weep when my mother came into my room, hugged me and burst herself into weeping.
“Just stop....just stop.....I don’t think that I can bear any of this!” closing both his ears with his hands Williams yelled. “What she has gone through? How people can be that much cruel to a small girl?”
“There are people who can be more cruel to small children Williams” Rose closed the book went near to the table, opened the same drawer and put that book into it. “I have expected that book would be poignant like this so I did not want you to read it.” After lying herself on the bed beside him, she said again.
“No, Rose” Williams nodded his head in negation. “Reading this book is making me to see the other side of my mom. However much it is unbearable; reading this full may make my feeling towards her changed.”
“If it happens like that it is indeed for good Will” she put her both hands around his neck and kissed on his right cheek straight before hugging him straight. “It is surprising that I am feeling your thing tight on my thigh” she whispered in his ear.
“It is surprising to me also but suddenly I am also feeling lot of urge” reciprocating to her urge, Williams said. “But it is even more surprising to me to think that now I want to do it to your sister rather than you.”
“Just like me. I want to do it with Swaroop rather than you.”
Then she imagined Swaroop in her hands and Williams imagined Liza and that went on like that nearly half an hour and by the time it was finished both of them were not only completely satisfied but exhausted also.
***
Even in the morning also Rose was quite disturbed with her last night feeling and she just could not understand why it was so to her. Why she wanted it from Swaroop so? It was not the first time that she wanted to have it from him so, on many occasions she thought like that after Liza and he entered into their house. Swaroop was young and handsome but not more than Williams. Even Williams was more aged to Swaroop, he was the more handsome person. In fact Williams was the handsomest. Irrespective of the point whether Williams was handsome or not, how she could imagine to have it with Swaroop? Swaroop was just like a brother to her. Against her conscious will, she imagined all the time Swaroop in his hands and enjoyed that. How wrong it was and how could she do it? She dared even to express herself so to Williams. Even Williams expressed his thought like that, how could he do so?
She knew about Williams and he always considered Liza as his own sister and never has any other opinion on her. In fact she was more young and beautiful than her sister. No man who has in possession of her would worry about her sister. Her sister was of course beautiful but only in the absence of her. What made Williams want to have it with her?
What even more shocking was; they both were suddenly affected with such thinking and wishing immediately after she finished reading of that book to Williams. Both of their hearts were full of sorrow and sympathy knowing about Margaret so and how within seconds their feelings were changed like that? In both of their cases thinking and wishing like that seemed quite improbable unless for one reason. However much she did not want to think like that; her mind was forcing one thing all the time onto the surface, it was Amsara. Without his involvement, there was no way that they would indulge in such type of incestuous thinking and desires.
“You are thinking too much about something Rose. You are not concentrating on what I am saying.”
The accused tone of Charles took her into this world, she startled but did not show that feeling in her face. “You are talking about your book ‘All about sex’, you have completed the first draft of it but you are thinking it needs more sprucing. You want my help to do that.”
“Absolutely Rose. I need your help to make that book all the best.” With a pleading expression in his face Charles said. “In fact it is not completed. I want to add some more chapters also to that.”
“I sure do help you, don’t worry” her mellifluous laughter was sexy also to Charles and it made him notice his thing becoming more and more strong.
“I send you a word file of that book to your email, go through of that and tell me your opinion. You promised me to have an elaborate discussion with me on the matters in that book with me, don’t forget.” Charles leaned back in his chair.
“I do it, first send that email.” She nodded her head and remembered however many times she thought to read the book written by her mother in law before Williams indulged himself in doing that but could not do that because of no time. How she could read the book Charles has written she did not understand
“Alright” he did something in his laptop which was already opened before him and just in seconds she heard a ‘ting’ sound in her smart-phone.
“I think I received your email” Rose freed her chair and stood up “After I have gone through that; we both shall have some discussion in it.” Then she moved straight from there into her chamber and by the time she entered into her chamber she was relieved from her troubling thoughts.
***
Until she has seen her first patient and came to know about his name, she did not remember her conversation with her friend Sukanya.
“My grandpa wants to meet you Rose, he wants suggestions and counselling from you.” After formal talking with each other for some minutes Sukanya expressed the real purpose behind that call.
“Why don’t you take him straight to my home for dinner? I can give the necessary psychological help while we do have a wonderful dinner together?” Rose suggested to her. Rose knew her grandpa. He was a seventy year aged old man retired as a gazetted officer from the central government. And it was not unusual that aged old people suffer from psychological problems.
“No, Rose. He wants to have it with you privately” there was trouble in the voice of Sukanya saying that “In fact the problem he is facing is not something that he can express freely in public.”
“Then Charles is the best one to suggest Kanya” Rose said. “Charles is senior and more experienced and he can be more empathetic and provide best counselling also.”
“But grandpa wants to talk only with you Rose and he has very good opinion on you also. Please you attend on him rather than anyone else there.” There was pleading in Sukanya.
(……….to be continued)
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