“You said you have experience with some guys. It was just someone’s fucking to you, you just remembered it like that. Don’t think about it too much!” he always felt odd why he was not feeling otherwise even he knew that she has multiple sexual experiences before.
“It was not just that!” when she tried to relive from his hold and sit, quite reluctantly he allowed that. “It was just like a very first time experience to me and I was not even a woman by that time. It was the fucking in the hands of fifty years or so aged man with a cleanly shaved head on a river bank.”
“A cleanly shaved head? Did he say his name?” Viswanadh also sat beside her and looked into her face with knitted brows.
“There was no exchange of such things. I think we both were known to each other quite well.”
“I already said to you people that some man accosted me on the road suddenly on one day .........” Viswanadh tried to say something more.
“.......he was fifty years or so aged, has a cleanly shaving head and said some strange things to you. I still can remember!” she said with gathered frowns. “You said he said his name as Charakka.”
“Yes, he said his name was Charakka. You remembered it better than I” there was brightening in his face.
“That means that Charakka fucked you when you were just a girl and you remembered it like this?” frowns gathered on the face of Viswanadh also.
“We have to take it like this I think.” Evalla nodded her head. ‘Doing better than anyone did so far.’ She thought in herself. She could not forget the pleasure she enjoyed on that day in his hands.
“You were manipulated....” Viswanadh said suddenly with an angry expression in his face. “........you were manipulated by so many men from your very childhood itself. Your having experience in that even before becoming a woman is the proof to it.”
“What is the surprise? If so far whatever I have remembered are true, I born in a prostitute’s family and supposed to become a prostitute.”
“Even then too........” Viswanadh’s face was still angry. “.....fucking a girl even before she become a woman is wrong and nasty.”
“Oh, I must say one thing! Whatever feeling you may get I just want to be frank with you. Even I am feeling hate on myself for that, I just want to express only truth to you.” suddenly there was a distressing expression in her face.
“My feeling on you is just the same whatever you may express at me.” He kissed on her lips straight and said. “Just pour your heart and relieve yourself.”
“No one ever has taken advantage of me; in fact I have taken advantage of the situations to satisfy my urge. I always feel too much of it and want to get it satisfied in some way or the other. On that day also, I am sure, he did not force himself on to me and I would have invited him to do that. It was appearing I enjoyed every bit of it.”
“Its alright dear! What it is then? If you are feeling it that much and I cannot satisfy you in full, I never mind if you go to someone else also for full satisfaction.”
“I kill myself before doing something like that!” she hugged him heavily and kissed on his both cheeks perfunctorily. “However much urging it may be; you are going to be the only man to do that to me. I must be frank, you are doing it in the best way also.”
“Alright, alright then.” He laughed and said. “Shall we sleep or put ourselves into that enterprise if you are feeling it that much now?”
“Instead of those both, I want to say something very important to you.” She relieved from his hug and went little far “I am thinking that it is a disease and I am a nymphomaniac! It needs treatment Viswa. Next time we go to that psychiatrist, we ask her what is the treatment for it.”
“We think about it, I have no objection if you are really feeling about it like that.” Viswanadh said “But I have another idea about it. I am not thinking it is because of your nymphomania.”
“I know what you are going to say.” Evalla said with frowns. “In your opinion it is because of Amsara, that snakehead god who causes unnatural and unusual sexual urge in the people. But I just don’t want to believe in that.”
“Why so? Why don’t you want to believe it like that?” Viswanadh knitted his brows together.
“If I start believing in such supernatural, I have to believe my sister Okatho also really in my body. No, I don’t want to consider it like that. There is no paranormal, there is no Amsara and there is no Okatho in my body also. I have been suffering from a split personality disorder and nymphomania and both of them deserve treatment in the hands of a skilful psychiatrist.”
“And Rose is a skilful psychiatrist, no doubt.” Viswanadh laughed. “We sure will do in the way you like, shall we sleep for the present?”
“Even after agreeing that I am a nymphomaniac, how you can talk like that?”
“In fact......” he laughed loudly. “..........I am feeling happy that you are a nymphomaniac!”
This time her straight kiss on his lips galvanised him into action, then it continued in the usual way but until the oral sex also was over neither of them were satisfied completely.
***
“After a very long time we both are having an intimate discussion, are not we?” Prameela laughed when her father Viswanadh looked into her face straight and asked that question.
“Of course dad, you are right!” she said. “We have become that much busy in our business affairs and could not find time at all to do that.”
“But do you know one thing! In this discussion I want to broach some odd topic also which you may not like at all.” There were sudden frowns in the forehead of Viswanadh. “I am just worrying why not I talked this a long time before itself.”
“Alright dad. Do it now atleast.” Prameela was thinking furiously what her father was going to talk with her. “I am all years to hear it.”
“Yesterday Evalla said something to me. She said to me that she has been suffering from nymphomania and wants to take treatment. She said she has been feeling strong sexual urge all the time and it is just because of the disorder, nymphomania.”
Prameela once again laughed on hearing that. “Dad, is this the thing that you want to discuss with me that too long time before? This needs a discussion between you and her only.”
“But in my opinion you are also have been suffering from the same disease and needs treatment Pramee.” When she heard it from Viswanadh like that Prameela’s face became serious. “Are you thinking that I don’t know about your sexual affairs in our guest house. You did not take a back step even to have it from mere an office boy.”
Prameela did not say anything and she guessed her father also would have been known about it. But his broaching like that suddenly was surprising to her.
“You are so dear to me all the time and however much odd and awkward your behaviour is; I just could not say anything to you. Now you are in love with that Sadan and going to become his wife. What happens if he knows all about this?” he knitted his brows together.
“Sadan knows all about this dad.” Prameela understood why her father suddenly broached that subject.
“Sadan knows all about it?” surprise filled the face of Viswanadh. “Did not he say anything after knowing all this?”
“He did not say anything. He understood me well and we both are in perfect love with each other just like you and Evalla. Perfect lovers always can understand other lover’s weaknesses.” Prameela said.
“But still I am not thinking it is alright.” Viswanadh sighed heavily and leaned back in the chair. “I think you also better take treatment for your disease just like Evalla who is thinking to take?”
“Dad....” Prameela leaned back in the chair and adjusted herself for more comfort but still was looking straight into her father’s face. “I agree I am not orthodox and traditional to think to have it from my husband only after marriage. I agree I already have it with some guys and Sadan also is one of them. But.....” she paused for a moment and her face became grave. “......I am thinking the excessive and unnatural sexual urge I have been feeling at present is not because of any disorder. It is because of that Amsara, that snakehead god. Only he is responsible to make me have it even with an office boy.”
“I said this to Evalla also but she is not agreeing with such paranormal. She is saying that she has been suffering from nymphomania and needs treatment. I think she is more advanced in thinking than both of us. Why we both have stuck in this paranormal pit I cannot understand!” Viswanadh said.
“Evalla wants a quick solution to her problem and if she agrees with Amsara and her sister Okatho which are paranormal, its not possible. So she is forcing herself to think that Amsara never exists and she has been suffering from nymphomania and split personality.” Prameela sighed heavily and said.
“Is she is not right in her thinking then?”
Prameela stooped forward in the chair and balanced herself putting her both arms on the table in between still looking into her father’s face. “Before asking this question dad, you just think why we both started believing in paranormal? We both are educated, intelligent and never believed in these types of matters until Evalla entered into our lives. But why, what made us believe in them?”
Deep frowns gathered on the forehead of Viswanadh and he leaned back in the chair. Yes, his daughter was right! They both were never believed in such type of matters. But the way Evalla coming forward to marry him, his agreeing also to marry her, the unnatural sexual urge in him also and never flinched to satisfy it orally too. There were other things also. “You are right dear! We are forced to believe in them. Now also we don’t want to believe in paranormal but we have been left with no option. It is all enough proof to Evalla also that there is paranormal but she wants a quick relief for her problems and forcing herself to believe that there is no paranormal.” Viswanadh said.
Prameela went near to her chair and slumped herself into that. “Surprisingly for the last few days there is no abnormality in Evalla. Shall we forget about her problem? Will she become all normal herself?”
“I cannot think like that. If that Amsara is real and hers is not a split-personality problem, are you thinking that it is such easy to her to come out of that all? It is just like recession. I am afraid the problem rises again and we have to prepare to that.”
“However much I don’t like your saying so, I am inclined to agree with you dad. Something deep inside me is telling the problem is not solved yet and we have to prepare to face whenever it arises again.” Prameela said.
“Here is something I want to say to you. As you and that Sadan are in love with each other like that, what would be the problem to you both for the marriage? I am just thinking to perform your marriage as fast as possible.”
(……….to be continued)
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