“It is not so that she has no love and affection on you.” Sadan said. “She still loves you a lot. But she does not believe that you are in her body. She is just thinking it is a psychological disorder of her and wants to get it cured.”
There was some silence before Okatho was breaking that. “So I have to make her known it is not her psychological disorder but I am really in her. I have to prepare her for the big incident also, to offer herself to Amsara while I am in her body.”
“What does that mean? That means......” Prameela was cut off before she completed.
“If you are guessing it, you are right. She is pregnant now.”
“How, how you can say it like that?” Prameela took her right hand into her hands and shook it wildly.
“What did I say and for what you are feeling excited like this?” with gathered frowns and confusion, Evalla asked her.
“My god! She went away.” Prameela left her hand, leaned back in the sofa and closed her eyes.
“That means Okatho exposed in me again! Now I am sure that devil never leaves me and I have to suffer all my life with her in this way.” Evalla angered and it reflected enough in her face full.
“Don’t talk like this, it just makes Okatho more distressed which does not do good to you.” Sadan said. “Even Dr.Rose also suggested that you should try to be friendly and with positive feeling with that Okatho.”
Evalla sighed heavily but did not say anything. She leaned back in the sofa, closed her eyes and her face was with full of irritation.
“Don’t you remember anything about your past life Eva? Cannot you remember anything about that Okatho still?” Prameela knitted her brows and looked straight into the face of Evalla.
“Just whatever I have seen in those dreams but I am not feeling emotional. I just cannot have the feeling that a sister naturally does have to her other sister. I just want to be free of her and lead a peaceful life.”
“It just happens like that you don’t worry.” Sadan said. “Try to be peaceful without thinking about unnecessary maters.”
“But this is what troubling to me. Why she suddenly exposed in me again while I am so happy that I have been freed of her completely? The thought I never can be free of her and have to suffer like this is making me mad.” She paused for a second and said before either Prameela or Sadan said anything “I want to meet that Dr.Rose again. I am feeling only she can cure my problem completely.”
“We do that tomorrow itself. We all go to her on tomorrow morning and see what she would say. This is not a very big problem and you just be relaxed.” Which an assured expression in his face Sadan said but he could not feel it in himself.
“Alright” Evalla got off from the chair and said “I go and take rest now.”
“Just a moment Samee” Evalla turned and looked into the face of Prameela when she heard her voice. Prameela got off from the sofa and went near to her. “Tell me one thing! Are you pregnant now?”
“I am not and I don’t hope I would ever.” Suddenly Evalla laughed with amusement in her face. “If it can happen to me, it would have happened a long time back.”
“Alright, go and take rest now.” Prameela said after smoothly hugging Evalla, kissed on her right cheek and relived her.
Evalla nodded her head still with a smile on her lips and went away from that place.
“I am afraid that I have given a very dangerous suggestion indirectly to Okatho.” When Prameela came and slumped herself in the sofa in the same place, looking into her face Sadan said.
“How it is so?” frowns gathered on the forehead of Prameela.
“I said to Okatho that Evalla does not believe that she is in her body and thinking that it is her psychological disorder. Did not you hear Okatho’s saying that she has to do something to make Evalla realise that? I am afraid that Okatho will really do something to make her sister realise it is indeed Okatho in her body and I just cannot imagine what she would do and the following consequences.”
“My god! Sadan, what we should do now?” anxiousness filled the face of Prameela.
“Just waiting!” leaning back in the chair Sadan said “But I don’t know whether to pray to god or to that Amsara to see that the situation would not become worse.”
The silence ensued then was sinister and both of them remained silent like that as they did not know what to say.
***
Her sister was in her hands, with her bloodied body lost her life just seconds back! She could hardly find any place in her sister’s body that was not scratched and bitten by those rogues. It was not just the urge they have satisfied with her but got sadistic pleasure in mutilating her body in the way they wanted. She could imagine how it would have been to a small fourteen or so years of aged girl in the hands of a senseless fifty years or so aged brutes. Suddenly she found her thighs wide opened, blood was still oozing from her main thing and sensible enough to close them near.
“How it has become possible to you Eva, how it has become possible?” she heard that voice and turned back. There her sister Oktho stood fully dressed and in her usual way.
“Okatho” it was just like she remembered everything, Evalla went fast to Okatho and tried to embrace her but she could not. It was like she hugged air.
“Okatho, why cannot I touch you?” with confusion in her face Evalla asked her.
Okatho laughed on hearing that. “You cannot touch a spirit Eva. I died because of that gang-rape in the hands of those bastards. But before dying I took a promise from me. You promised to me that you let me stay your body and get the grace of Amsara while you are pregnant. But how did you forget about the promise you made to your own loving sister? What happened to all that love and affection on me?”
“I really forgot all that! Till this moment I did not remember anything!” Evalla said with an angry expression in her face. “Now I remembered! That bastard Charakka Champarpole did something to me. He made me forget about everything of my life. I don’t know how I have remembered everything.”
“That Charakka Champarpole did it for a good purpose Evalla. You achieved your life aim. You could become the wife of Michivako, our great grandfather.”
A small smile was forced onto the lips of Evalla. “The moment I laid my eyes on that guy, I know that he is Michivako. It is just because he is Michivako without another word he married me. Yes, I got my strongest desire fulfilled.”
“But what about the promise you made to me Eva? You promised to me offer yourself to Amsara once you became pregnant.”
“I never do forget about it sister Okatho. I have no objection to do that once I become pregnant. But I don’t hope...........” with gathered frowns Evalla tried to say something more.
“You are already pregnant Eva. If you don’t believe get yourself checked.” Okatho said. “The time has come to fulfil your promise you made to your dearest sister.”
Evalla was about to say something but then her sister and everything there was disappeared.
“Sister Okatho, sister Okatho.” Evalla sat up on the bed and started yelling loudly.
“This time you saw your sister Okatho in your dream?” Viswanadh also sat beside her and asked her looking into her face.
“Yes, yes you are right.” Evalla said but her face and voice were with full of excitement.
“What happened to you Eva? Why did you suddenly became like this?” Viswanadh asked surprisingly.
“Now I remembered everything! Every tiny detail of my life. Particularly the promise I made to my sister Okatho.” Her voice was with the same excitement.
“Helping her in getting the grace of Amsara! But to do that you have to become pregnant.” Still Viswanadh’s face was with full of shock and surprise.
“You are absolutely right!” Evalla’s face was filled with brightened expression. “But sister Okatho said I am already pregnant and I have to check myself.”
Then just in one hour or so she got herself checked and it was found out that Evalla was pregnant. There were no boundaries to the happiness of Viswandh on knowing that. He never expected that he could become father again but when he came to know that he was going to be, he just did not know why he was feeling that much happy.
“I never allow you to offer yourself to that Amsara” with firmness Viswanadh said. “I know very few pregnant women who were accepted by Amsara could survive their pregnancy. I don’t want to lose my child.”
“But Viswa, you have to understand. How can I break my promise made to my sister? You just cannot imagine under what circumstances I made the promise to my sister.” Evalla was very much agitated.
“I just don’t know all about that. I never allow you to do that.” Viswanadh’s voice was with the same firmness.
“I am having better solution to this.” Prameela said “We go to that Dr.Rose and see what she would say.”
“There is no necessity of any psychiatrist now.” Suddenly Evalla’s voice was also firm. “I have not been suffering from any psychological order. It is Okatho in me, Amsara is in existence and Viswanadh is no one else but Michivako so I got attracted towards him.”
“What a surprising change in so little time!” Sadan exclaimed.
“But I still recommend to go to that Dr.Rose” Prameela was persistent. “I do believe everything you say but I just want to hear her. Even she does not believe in paranormal, she did not behave vehemently against it. She even encouraged Sadan to go ahead with what he intends to do. Then we can get the best suggestion from her.”
“I agree then. In one way I also have impressed by that Dr.Rose.” Evalla said. “But no one can change my decision. Offering myself to Amsara hundred percent will happen.”
After talking some more time, Viswanadh phoned to Rose and secured her appointment on the evening of that day itself. Viswanadh, Prameela and Sadan intended to take full leave on that day.
***
Before going to that Rose and settle opposite in the chairs in her chamber, Evalla explained everything about her life and the prior generations of her family also to Viswanadh, Prameela and Sadan. She did not miss to include Amsara also while explaining the matters to them. The other three hearts were filled with different types of feeling while listening to her with shock and surprise. They could not see any particular expression in Rose’s face while Evalla explaining everything again to Rose also.
“Now I can understand what you are going to say Dr.Rose. You say all this is nonsense and I should not do such type of a thing. But you know one thing!” Evalla paused for a second as if to reiterate what she was going to say. “No one can change my decision. I never go back on my promise I made to my sister and I certainly offer myself to Amsara.”
“Don’t jump yourself to conclusions! Why you are thinking I do say like that?” her charming smile was climbed onto the lips of Rose.
(……….to be continued)
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