“Fuck with that privacy and confidentiality!” with force she made him turn towards her and looked straight into his face. “You just tell me what you both have talked?”
“Why don’t you ask your brother straight?” with gathered frowns he groaned.
“As you knowing all that very much available to me, why do I bother to ask my brother? Just spit out, what you have talked.” Charita’s voice was firm.
Anirudh remained silent. He did not know what to do as he knew well Charita’s persisting nature.
“I don’t leave you without saying that to me and just remember.....” she paused for a moment as if to reiterate what she was going to say “..........don’t try to say something else instead of what you both talked. You probably not know about me in full and if I become full angry you cannot bear it.”
“I know how it is!” Anirudh forced a smile onto his lips. “But it may be very much disturbing to you. I don’t want to make you even more disturbed.”
“I have survived a gang-rape and nothing can disturb me more than that. Just come out with the conversation that you both have had together in the confines of that room.”
Then with an uneasy expression in his face Anirudh explained to her about Tarang coming across Anirudh while he was going to Ratan’s home and what he said to him. It was quite surprising to him that the Charita’s expression in her face remained the same calm and peaceful all the time until he finished.
“So he did not satisfy with the single time fucking he had with me like that on that day.” When he finished completely he said to her.
Anirudh did not know what to say to her and what she said to him was indeed shocking to him.
“So he wants to fuck me again. What’s your idea anyhow? You let him fuck me again? He helped you many a time in the past and may be now also and may be in future too.” Charita knitted her brows together.
“What the bloody hell you are talking?” Anirudh almost shouted. “How you can talk like that?”
“What’s wrong? Because of your indebted feeling to him, under obligation to him, you fucked me when he forced you to do that. How can I be sure that you don’t want to give me to him for the same feeling? Anyhow are you sure yourself that you would not do it like that?” the expression in her face was all sadistic then and Anirudh could understand that she was talking like that only to make him feel bad.
“It was true that I was under obligation to him on that day and he forced me to do that. But not just because of that coercion I did it.” He did not know how he was talking like that and a different sort of smile came onto his lips. “Whatever may be your feeling, I want to be frank. All naked and spread-eagled on the bed, you enticed me a lot! I also wanted to have the pleasure of fucking your beautiful cunt, so I did it.”
“You fool you failed!” she laughed and her laughter was painful to him. “You did not even know where my thing was and you burst in between. You have to take the help of the other guys even to put your thing into me.”
Anirudh remained silent and he knew anymore response to that would lead only in that direction.
“You prick! You don’t know even how to fuck a girl!” her face was with a sarcastic expression.
“I fucked you a long time yesterday, have you forgotten about it?” he could not remain without saying that.
“Oh, I forgot! You fucked me yesterday night. You did that much better to me on yesterday than Tarang on that day.”
Once again he was shocked! How could she talk like that? How could she bear remembering the incident on that day?
“Whatever your feeling may be, I also want to be frank with you. You and that Malathi’s brother are good for nothing guys! That Malathi’s brother was little better he could put it straight and keep it there for few seconds before discharging himself furiously. But that Tarang not only fucked me three times but each time he did it long. What it is quite often said in the books; orgasm he made me reach that.” There was the same sadistic expression on her face along with that small smile.
“How the bloody hell you can talk like that?” Anirudh was aghast! He did not even imagine not just Charita any other girl also could talk like that.
“Don’t be that much shocked! What’s wrong in what I have talked? I am just trying to express my true feelings. Despite its being forced like that on me, I also enjoyed that gang-rape.” Then she started laughing again.
“Please stop, please stop I say.” He put his hands on her right shoulder and shook her heavily.
She stopped laughing suddenly and a serious expression came onto her face. “Alright. You also did it in the best way yesterday. In fact you made me forget about the fucking of Tarang on that day. Fuck me again, just fuck me as vigorously as you fucked me yesterday.”
Anirudh has lost all his mood just in the last few minutes and he remained staring dumbly into her face. He could not understand what his feeling at that time, anger, hate, disgust, love or something else.
“I asked you to fuck me and just do that!” she yelled loudly and shook him with both of her hands as he did to her just seconds before.
“Okay” he said and started kissing on her face.
“I don’t want all this” she threw him back with force. “Just go down and fuck me straight.”
He became even more aghast when she took her petticoat up to her hips and widened her thighs making her thing completely visible.
“Just fuck me! Just fuck me as you fucked me on that day and yesterday also!” she was vehement and the expression in her face was fearful to him.
“I have to get atleast my thing up to do that” Anirudh sat on the floor beside her and removed his lungi from his body and in the night times he did not wear a drawer. But to his surprise his thing was up already.
“Your thing is ready for action just like on that day. Just go and fuck me. You have to fuck me better than that Tarang now also. Otherwise I have to go to that Tarang for the best fucking again.”
It enraged Anirudh to the maximum and his instant feeling was to fuck her then and there. But he still remembered the caution of Rose that it was not better to make her pregnant until they became confident that she was all normal. Now he himself was witnessing how she would become violent.
“I do put a condom to my thing and then fuck you. I don’t want you to become pregnant now.” He got up from the floor and went near to the bed as he put the condoms under the bed.
“You bastard if you try to fuck me with a glove on your thing I kill you. Just fuck me with your naked penis!”
She yelled that much, Anirudh did not think anything, straight came to her, adjusted himself between her thighs and try to manoeuvre his thing into her vagina as he did yesterday. On this day also he felt the same tightness and same warmth and despite the anxiousness in him, it was quite pleasure-some. He started moving his hips with force from the beginning itself, once his thing was completely into her and occupying her completely. But because of his anxiousness, it indeed took time to release himself into her.
“I am sorry, I am sorry indeed.” When he tried to slide on the right side of her, she stopped him from doing that just like the day before, kissed on his forehead and said.
“Are you really feeling sorry? Do you really mean it?” looking into her face straight Rajan asked her.
Charita closed her eyes and the tears were flowing down from the corners of her eyes confirmed that she did mean her sorry. “I just don’t know, don’t know why I behaved like that!” she did not try to stop him when he tried to slide on the right side of her then. “I talked very bad, did not I? I should not have talked like that.”
Even after he slid on the right side of her, he kept the hugging and put his right hand and right leg across her body and neither of them was bothering to adjust their dressing. “Its alright. Don’t worry about that. Try atleast not to behave like that in future.” he kissed on her right cheek.
She removed his hand and leg from her body, turned towards him and looked straight into his face. “That’s my fear! I just cannot control myself on some occasions. I want to be good with you all the time but sometimes becoming so sour and cannot refrain myself from hurting you.”
“That psychiatrist said to me about this.” Anirudh said “She said to me that the change in you may not be permanent and there are chances that you may become violent again and again. She warned me......” he paused for a second.
“What she warned you about?” she knitted her brows together.
“About your pregnancy. She asked me to see that you would not get pregnancy until it is convinced that you have become usual all the time. That was why I tried to......”
“Alright I do gulp a tab from the next time as my sister made me to do.” Charita cut him off and said.
“Tabs are dangerous things to your health. I do have a glove to my thing from the next time which is the safest measure to prevent pregnancy. Anyhow.....” this time he knitted his brows. “.....how your sister knows about it?”
“I don’t know. When I reached home and settled myself a little bit after the gang-rape, that was what my sister did. I think she knows many a thing! She would have bought that in the medical shop.” With a meaningful expression in her face Charita said.
“There is no medical shop in our village.” He cleared his brows but there were frowns on his forehead.
“She might have bought them in the town. Town is not very far from us and she went to town and bought them for me. She is very much intelligent and balanced. Even in such a distressing situation also she could think of the possible danger!” there was an appreciative expression in the face of Charita.
“She has saved you from the possible danger of pregnancy. But I am not thinking that she bought those tablets in a medical shop after the incident. She would have stock of them with her by then itself.” The expression in the face of Anirudh also was meaningful.
“What does that bloody hell mean?” there was suddenly an angry expression on the face of Charita.
“You got my point, did not you?” he kissed on her lips and said “Your sister has her regular fucking from some guy and having a tablet every time after satisfying her urge.”
“I kill you if you talk like that!” Charita put her both hands around the neck of Anirudh and mocked strangling him.
(……….to be continued)
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