“You understood me and I can say that by looking into his face. That is enough to me.” There was sudden happiness in his face.
“You are quite genuine in your words and expression and anyone can understand you.” She hugged him and kissed on his other cheek. “Are you feeling awkward because of my kissing like this? I told you that I came here for some experience and doing this to instigate you for that fast?”
“No, of course. I am not thinking like that.” With gathered frowns he said. “I can see the worry and sorrow in your face. I already have become a good friend to you and you are feeling too much for my pathetic situation.”
“You are right!” Sailaja left him and adjusted herself in the sofa for more comfort. “What I am worrying even more is; I can be a good friend to you for these six hours or so and what’s next? You may feel even worse with that torture after having this comfort in my hands.”
“I keep the memory of these six hours forever in my heart and that is enough!” with full confidence in his face he said. “I can live so happily with the rest of my life with that memory.”
“But tell me one thing frankly and just like you I also love frankness” she paused for a moment before saying again. “Are you really thinking that a girl who came to you just for that experience can be a good friend to you and even worth your friendship?”
“Your asking like this proves that you worth it” he said that with a smile. “My deep inside feeling is that you worth it.”
“Alright, no botheration!” then her laughter was mellifluous even to herself. “We both have become friends what just remains now is to share our feelings and everything with each other.” Suddenly her face became serious and she said. “Did you find something quite surprising? We both have become good friends but have not exchanged our names yet. My name is Sailaja whether it is sweet to you are not. Tell me your name?”
“My name is Anurag. You say it is certainly sweet.” He laughed.
“It is certainly sweet Anurag.” She laughed. “I am just too curious to hear more from you. You have educated at the expense of your uncle and started your business at his investment and because of the promise you made to your uncle long before any of that, you married his daughter. There is no surprise that your wife has no respect on you and there is no surprise at all that your children also are following her just because children just follow her mother. Now tell me what your daughters are doing now.” She remembered then that he said he has two daughters.
“My both daughters are studying medicine, first daughter final year and second daughter second year. I told you that I have earned enough and there is no problem to me with money.”
“I have completed my degree just three months back and now preparing for competitive examinations.” In fact she was not serious for preparing for the competitive examinations either. She knew her parents were searching a groom for her and ready to perform her marriage and settle her in her life if the guy was appealing to her also.
“That means you are aged just twenty one years or so and one year or so young to my eldest daughter also.” Suddenly there was regret in his face. “Can you guess, I am fifty four years aged now! You are thirty three years young to me.”
“What does that matter? Can age will be an issue between two people to become good friends?” Sailaja knitted her brows together and she could not find anything awkward in that.
“There is no problem for friendship. But I cannot do that to someone who is that much younger to me.” The regretful expression was just so in his face.
Sailaja laughed loudly on hearing that. “What your exact idea when you phoned to me after finding me in the website? You could not guess my age at all then?”
“You are just beautiful to me and I have that idea also besides the main idea to make friendship with you and share my feelings. But I did not expect that you are this young!”
“Alright, alright! First we put into action your main idea and when it is over we think about the next. What do you say?”
“Absolutely agreeable to me.” Anurag nodded his head.
“Then tell me Anurag what’s the other matters you want to share with me.” She once again shifted ino the chair opposite to him “Just pour your heart. Then I tell about mine. I myself don’t know why but I want to share about myself also with you.”
“I really do like it.” there was once again a small smile on his lips. “That means we both indeed became good friends.”
“A long time back, probably one hour or so.” Her smile was charming. “Tell me now, what about your parents, siblings, what business you do and your hobbies also. I just want to know inside out of you.”
“I am the only son to my parents and my dad died when I was just eight years old and my mom and I were in my uncle’s home, that is, my mom’s brother who looked after us. When I was studying my intermediate, my mom also died and I continued my living in the house my uncle and my uncle has two daughters and kept me in his consideration for his eldest daughter as he has pretty good idea about my intelligence and capability and took the word in those days itself that I do marry his daughter once I complete my study and settle in my life with his investment. One big fault in me is I cannot trust myself much and always felt fear for the future so I agreed and everything was as expected by my uncle.” He sighed heavily.
“So you have been known about your would be wife from the very beginning. Was her attitude just like that in those days also, I mean, before your marriage, from the moment you know about her?”
“As I have grown up in my uncle’s home itself, we both were known to each other from the childhood itself. She used to be good when she was a child and then she was sent abroad for her education and when she returned from there her attitude was just like her attitude now. She considered me just like a servant, a slave and her marrying me was indeed a great favour to me in her opinion.” He sighed heavily.
“Then I need not ask you about sexual life in between you both. Quite a conservative type and never to your satisfaction.”
“Once again you are absolutely right! I just don’t know even after studying in abroad; she remained such conservative during sex or it was just because she has no better opinion on me, she was always so much conservative and reserved during sex. I never have got full satisfaction with her and it is just like a vacuum to be filled up in me.”
“I shall see that vacuum to be filled up on this day.” Sailaja laughed and her heart filled with an unknown thrill. “Now about your daughters! Even they don’t respect you much, you must have lot of love and affection on them, is it is not?”
“Of course, right! I love my daughters a lot.” there came a smile onto the lips of Anurag.
“Ever there are intimate discussions between you three?”
“Sometimes. Even they don’t give me much value, they discuss their matters with me which they cannot do with their mother. Both of them are having boyfriends and I suspect both of them are having it with them also.” Suddenly there was a smug smile on his lips.
“And you don’t feel anything about it at all?” surprise masked Sailaja’s face.
“I am ready to fuck a girl probably aged as much as my daughters and why should I feel if my daughters do the same with other guys. They are women now and they can exercise their choice. I do believe in individual freedom a lot.”
“It is really very much appreciable! Your daughters are very much lucky and they have to feel proud of you.” There was an appreciative expression in the face of Sailaja.
“I told you all that I want to tell you and now your turn. Now tell me everything about your life, your parents, siblings and the rest.”
“If I tell everything about me, the whole of the time we have may not be enough. Anyhow I do tell you as briefly as possible.” Then she shared everything about her life, about her parents, about her sister and brother and about her having it with the commerce lecturer on a sudden impulse and their continuing it for a long time. She did not forget to include her sister Charita’s gang-rape and her being forced to marry one of the guy who gang-raped her.
“It is indeed very much bad! Her being forced to marry one of those rascals is more horrifying than her gang-rape itself. How you people made her to do that so?” his face was with a horrifying expression and it was quite troubling to her.
“Situations have come like that. Our family is not a very rich family and when my sister is going to be settled in her life and our other family problems are also going to be solved like that, we just could not think anything else. The silver lining to that black cloud is; she is happy with her husband and our family problems also have been solved.” Sailaja sighed heavily.
“If your sister also is as much beautiful as you are; it is a boon to that rascal! He has got a wonderful reward for his wrong doing rather than punishment.” That time his face was filled with sort of envy.
“My sister is more beautiful than I. I got her photograph in my cell phone and I show that to you.”
“You are absolutely right. She is more beautiful than you are. I am really feeling envy towards him.” Looking at the photograph in Sailaja’s cell phone when she opened it and put before him, Anurag said.
“So I said about me also in full even briefly.” She put her cell phone into sleep. “What other things we can share I am thinking.” frowns gathered on her forehead while she was thinking and suddenly they were cleared. “Is it is your own home? Are you living in this home with your family?”
“It is one house among the four houses I have and I am making it ready with all furniture and other things to some of our relatives to live in this very soon.”
“How did you come to know about this ‘Choose Your Mate’ website?”
“Through my daughters in fact.” He laughed. “They said how people are using it for sexual favours also. On this day, when I was all alone in the house without any work to do, I started going through the website and suddenly found your photo and you struck me quite beautiful! Your address also is not very far from here so I have chosen. I must say......” he paused for a second before saying again. “.............I have an idea to have some sex also with you than friendship.”
“You are going to have it and get the vacuum filled up. Don’t worry.” Sailaja laughed and said.
(……….to be continued)
(I hope you enjoyed it so far. Please don’t forget to rate and review it. I update the next chapter as early as possible.)
ns 15.158.61.5da2
