“Amsara is not against women marrying men and try to be wives but they should not limit themselves to their husbands. They should love sex and try to have in the way Amsara likes.”
“I marry my great grandfather Michivako whom Pomya said I am destined to marry.” With firmness in her voice Evalla said. “But I don’t limit myself to one man. I always follow Amsara rules and please him.”
“That is indeed a wise idea!” with an appreciative expression in his face Charakka said.
They started walking once again to reach their home.
***
Evalla sat straight on the bed with a start and found her body with full of sweat. For the first time, she remembered a crucial part in her life! She could not have any feeling when she came to know that Okatho was her sister, but now she has! Now she could remember everything that she saw and hear in the dream and she has a doubt whether it was really a dream. A dream could not be that much vivid and people could not remember their dreams with this much of clarity once they woke up.
Her mother was a prostitute! She has to accommodate those men also who gang-raped her like that. She could remember everything in that dream so clear. She wanted to be a prostitute. She wanted to have fucking from more men. Moreover, while she was thinking that her heart speed increased even more, she wanted to marry the person who made the people in the prior generations in their family to adore Amsara. She has chosen to marry Viswanadh. She did not know why she felt that strongly but she wanted to marry Viswanadh, expressed herself so at him and now she was his wife. Would it mean that Viswanadh was that very person, her great grandfather Michivako? Was she getting her fucking every day from her great grandfather? She sighed heavily as it would not matter now as per the god’s rules also. Even Viswanadh was her great grandfather, he died and took another birth so it was not matter.
There was a lot, lot need to be thought about it and should be discussed with Viswanadh, Sadan and Prameela also.
***
“It is nice! It is very nice!” while she was rubbing at that place he exclaimed with happiness in his face. “Just see. It stood up now.”
“Yes, my dear! It stood up now.” Looking at his tiny erected penis she said.
“Mom, it is so good while you have been rubbing on that so.” He said looking into her face with the same expression. “Just do it like that for some more time.”
“No, my son.” She hugged him strongly and kissed on his lips. “I must not let you have such pleasure!”
But in her hugging also, as his penis was strongly pressed to her belly he was having the same pleasure. She too did not want to leave but hold him like that kissing on his face.
“Another piece of your past Williams.” He did not look at her even after Rose put her right hand around his shoulders and kissed on his right cheek. “I am ready to hear if you share it with me.”
“But I am not ready to share it with you.” Williams said with a hateful expression on his face. “Very disgusting piece of my past. Very much disgusting!”
“Just look at into my face and then talk!” with force Rose made him turn towards her. “You cannot escape from sharing it with me.”
“You hate me if you know about it.”
“That never happens” the deep distressing expression in his face shocked Rose. “First let me know about it.”
“I think I was seven or eight years aged at that time” Williams started and with a small measured tone and troubling voice Williams explained about that to Rose. As soon as Williams finished that Rose laughed out.
“It is incest! I tried to have sexual pleasure like that from my mother.”
“Oh! God! You were such a small kid at that time and you did not even know what was sex then.”
“But that bitch....she perfectly knew....how she did it like that?” this time Williams face was with lot of irritation. “She rubbed my thing, hugged me, kissed me all the time and when my thing pressed to her and I....”
“You cannot blame her Williams whatever her character may be at a later point of time, you cannot blame her for such simple act of hers. I am sure that she did so only just in a casual way. Moreover how she could clean that place without rubbing while giving you a bath? Parents hugging their naked children is a very common and natural thing and it just happens like that at that time.” Sighing heavily Rose said.
“Can you be sure that she has no sexual feeling in her by hugging me so?” Williams knitted his brows together.
“I cannot rule that out completely” suddenly with a serious expression in her face Rose said “But I am sure of one thing! She did not do that for sexual pleasure. You were just a small child of hers and she did that only with love and affection.”
Williams face was still with confusion and uneasiness.
“Will despite being an adult you are behaving like a child! Did not you hear about Oedipus complex? Sexual attraction between the opposite sex of parent and child is quite natural. Girl children try to be nearer with their fathers and boy children try to be nearer with their mothers. Even after they become adults also, sexual attraction between the children and the parents cannot be ruled out completely. It is just because conscious mind does know the difference but body and subconscious mind do not know. If a daughter comes by mistake all naked before her father, his body gets the same reaction as if he sees a complete stranger like that. It happens in the same way if a son comes to see his mother all naked suddenly.” She paused for a second “However much young you were then, you were opposite sex to her and she just could not get rid of the sexual feeling which crept into her by hugging you like that. But her act of hugging you and kissing you was just out of love and affection but nothing else.”
“But it is incest is it is not?” with a horrifying expression in his face Williams said.
“If you think this as incest world is never free of incest Will” Rose said with a serious expression “Sexual attraction between the opposite sex just cannot be prevented by whatever means despite the relationship between them. However much close the relationship may be between them, brothers and sisters, parents and children, even they don’t face each other all naked a type of sexual attraction will be between them and what all has to be seen is it would not be turned out into a sexual relationship.”
“My god! It is abhorring! I just cannot believe there may be such relationships also!” with a shocking expression Williams exclaimed.
“It has nothing to do with our beliefs and we cannot rule out such happenings.” Rose yawned heavily and fell back on the bed. “During the time of Romans, they performed marriages between the brothers and sisters to keep the properties in their families itself.”
“You are just saying more and more shocking things to me.” Williams also fell parallel to her and put his right hand around her neck “But I think I am digesting the information.”
“The main reason to put a complete ban on the sexual relationship between close relatives is; the children take birth out of those relationships would not be fine as there would be biological problems to them. It is not a rule made by the god I think.”
“That means......”
“Don’t ask the question that it is alright to have a relationship without having the children! Irrespective of the reason why such a prohibition is there on sexual relationship between the close relatives, at present it is abhorred everywhere in the world. It is alright if an involuntary attraction is there but there should be never any voluntary advancement because of that. So whatever happened in your life is just accidental, without any intentional advancement for sexual pleasure either from your side or your mother. So just be peaceful.”
“Anyhow hearing you like this gave me peace for some other thing also.” With a thoughtful expression in his face Williams said. “When I saw my sister all naked like that with that brute, I got sexual arousal! Despite the rage and anger in me, I found my thing completely erected! I am feeling so much bad as I got a reaction like that seeing naked my sister so......”
“Now it is just so that you got an answer to your question.” Rose smiled “Now try to sleep and let me also sleep as I have to be in BAMC in the usual time tomorrow also and you need to go to your office.”
But suddenly the expression in his face was changed and he made her face up on the bed and as if it triggered something in her she also started participating in it in a vigorous way. She just could not believe this time also that she has such type of desires in her while she was sucking vigorously on his thing. She just did not mind when he was cleaning his thing with his mouth without bothering with the juice there. They did not know how much of time passed by the time they exhausted to do so any more rather than satisfied. There was no natural sexual intercourse between them then as they were involved most of the time in oral sex like that.
***
“What is troubling you that much Charles?” looking straight into the face of Charles, Rose said. “Just by looking into your face I can say that you are worrying about something very much.”
Charles sighed heavily and looked into the face of Rose and despite the fact he was seeing her so every day, he got the same reaction on that day also. Her dense, black and wavy hair on her front and back, her beautiful small and active eyes, her even more beautiful flat nose and slightly opened mouth with glistening small teeth inside have the same affect on him as her thrust up round and rotund breasts under her clothes. Her blue colour silk saree could not conceal completely the cleavage under her neck which was the result of binding up her big breasts together with her brassier and blouse. Even under the thick fabric of her saree and blouse he could see the outline her brassiere and there was an unbearable urge in him to rape her then and there. He found his thing strongly erected and the desire to go and masturbate himself was too much in him then. Putting lot of effort he was controlling himself.
“I just don’t know how to say this Rose, you just laugh it off if I say this to you.” With a troubling expression in his face Charles said. “You consider me like an illiterate, a person who does believe in nonsense.”
(……….to be continued)
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