“I have got an idea! If you suck on that Manoj’s thing just in this way, he never would ask it from you again.” Sadan said as if it was suddenly occurred to him and laughed loudly. Just before starting their sexual acrobats on the bed, Prameela said to him about Manoj’s demand for sex from her and his blackmail also.
“It is not a matter either to laugh or take lightly dear.” Prameela said. “We need to give serious thinking to this. That Manoj is a potential threat to us.”
“Let that bastard go. There is no problem.” Sadan said looking into the face of Prameela. “We can have some other capable chartered accountant into our office.”
“I said to you about his blackmail also.” Prameela said angrily. “He has lot of secrets of our business with him and we just cannot let him go like that. If those secrets are revealed to our rival people, it shall cause lot of damage to us.”
“Under these circumstances, I cannot see any other way except sharing your ass with him also.” Sadan leaned back in the chair and closed his eyes.
“I just cannot bear even thinking having with any other person except you.” The anger in her voice was increased. “You may have it with any other girl now also but after my commitment with you in such a way, I just cannot have it with any other guy.”
“I cannot give any other solution except that for the present.” Yawning heavily Sadan said. “We do think about it later. Don’t worry about it now.”
Then there was some silence between them both until Sadan broke it suddenly.
“What about your step mom Evalla? I did not have much talking with her recently? Did she remember anything more?”
“She did not share anything with me either recently” Prameela said. “It seemed she did not remember anything more. That Okatho also has not exposed in her after that day.”
“But there was no change at all in our feeling unusual sexual urge. I think it is just like between that Evalla and your dad also. You are right. I don’t think that Amsara’s influence on us is lessened or his power decreased. We need to be careful.” With a cautious expression in his face Sadan said.
Prameela laughed on hearing that. “You are thinking that there is Amsara’s hand in Evalla’s remembering about her past also?”
Sadan got off from the chair and said with a small voice. “Amsara’s ways are very peculiar! He is very cunning, calculated and dangerous.” He paused for a second and said again. “All the time we should see that he would not become angry with us.”
Then Sadan and Prameela dressed themselves up and came out of the guest house.
***
On the evening of that day while Evalla was reading a book sitting in the hall in their home, Prameela came to her and asked her how she was feeling and how everything between her and her husband.
“For the present I am feeling just alright. But the sex between me and your dad is in its usual way. We just cannot refrain ourselves from doing so.” With an uneasy expression in her face Evalla said.
“Don’t worry about it too much.” Prameela took the right hand of Evalla into her both hands and squeezed it gently. “It is just so between me and Sadan also.” Prameela’s cheeks were blushed while saying that.
“Can we be relaxed a little now? Is the problem of my split-personality cured?” Evalla knitted her brows together.
“How fast you can jump to the conclusions! You have been suffering from that split-personality problem for a long time, how you are thinking that you can be cured from it that fast? And.....” Prameela paused for a second with sudden surprise in her face. “...........how you have forgotten that your split-personality is not just a psychological disorder but Okatho, your sister, who is the devotee of Amsara also?”
While they both were talking like that Sadan came there and dragged a chair near to them and slumped himself in it. “May I know what is going on in between you both now?” then Evalla explained to him what she and Prameela were talking at that time.
“Prameela is right” Sadan said “In my confirmed opinion yours is not at all a psychological disorder. I don’t know why she is not exposed recently but the Okatho in you would not be satisfied until she gets the full grace of Amsara through you.”
“It is surprising!” Evalla said. “Sometimes I am feeling so much of love and affection on her. Sometimes I am feeling irritation on her doubting whether I really have a sister by name Okatho.”
“You sure would have, I have no doubt in it at all.” Prameela said. “Even your being possessed by Okatho now is just a myth and split-personality, I must say that Okatho is real, she is your sister and alive at one time.”
“Thank you, thank you very much!” with a strange expression in her face Evalla said. “You believed in me like this.”
“There is no question that I don’t believe you Samee.....I....” suddenly Prameela stopped with a startling expression in her face. “Okatho......you are Okatho again....” she exclaimed.
“Yes, I am Okatho.” Okatho’s voice was low and with distress. “Quite an unfortunate girl! My desire to take revenge on those who gang-raped me and murdered my parents before my eyes never can be fulfilled I fear.” Tears were started flowing down on the cheeks of Evalla.
“I gave the word to you that I help you in getting the grace of Amsara with which you can take revenge on those rogues. Don’t worry like this.” Looking into her face Sadan said.
“I just don’t know. Evalla herself does not have any love on me. I really doubt whether she would agree to offer herself to Amsara when she becomes pregnant. ” There was complete despair in the face of Okatho.
“Don’t feel disappointment like that! Evalla certainly agrees to that, you can get the full grace of Amsara and take revenge on those rogues and god also helps you.” Prameela said even she could not understand how really it was possible.
“Don’t say the name of god! As the devotees of Amsara, we should never think about god.” Suddenly Evalla’s face was with fear.
“Then Amsara helps you in taking revenge against them. He never spares those who torture and kill his devotees.” Prameela said.
“Amsara likes rapes like things. If I have agreed with that gang-rape I would not have been murdered like that. As I was against that, Amsara was angry with me. My mom also was against prostitution and try to live a normal housewife life while following the path of god and my dad just wanted to follow my mom. So Answara was angry with my parents also and he let them being murdered so.”
“I just cannot understand one thing here Amsara....I just cannot understand one thing....” however much she did not want she could not remain without saying that. “That Amsara did not save you while you were gang-raped and because of which you were dead. He just let your parents also murdered like that. That bad angel is no less than those three rogues who gang-raped you and killed your parents. But you still wanted to be a devotee of him and get his grace?”
“Amsara is a bad angel and that is his weakness. I cannot blame him.” Evalla said angrily. “It is just because of that Amsara the prior generations of our family have become abundantly rich and we lived so happily till my mother was against Amsara and started following god’s ways.”
“Are you angry with your mother then? Are you thinking if your mother followed the ways of Amsara forgetting about god, the situation would not have been turned out like that?”
“I am not angry with my mother. I loved her and thought so much to live like an ordinary respectable housewife as my mother so much wished all the time. I followed the ways of god along with her. But what god did to us? When we have decided in ourselves that much to follow him, why god did not save us from those rogues and that Amsara? Why he let me gang-raped like that and my parents’ to be murdered in such a way?” Evalla was suddenly very much emotional and vehement.
“Relax Okatho, relax!” Sadan came near to her and took her right hand into his hands. “You do get the grace of Amsara and take revenge on those three bastards. Don’t feel angry about those things with which you cannot do anything.” He said looking soothingly into her face.
“It is not as easy as you said.” Evalla also was looking into the face of Sadan. “I was gang raped like that while witnessing my parents being murdered so. Can anyone be relaxed remembering such incidents?”
Prameela vacated her chair and gave it to Sadan to make convenient talking with Evalla and she shifted herself into the chair which was vacated by Sadan. Sadan sat in that chair still holding her hand so.
Evalla relieved her hand from Sadan hands and put her both hands in her lap. She said still looking into the face of Sadan. “We were prostitutes for generations accommodating all the men in the village and outsiders also. Our profession has to be considered with respect as we not only do give pleasure to the men who come to us but help the unfortunate male who don’t have any other way to quench their uncontrollable urge except through us. But we always have been considered in the meanest and worst way by the people. Why it should be so?”
“Society behaves like that to the people who are so much helpful to it. This is some question even the great scholars also cannot answer.” Sadan paused for a second. “These type injustices are not uncommon in this world and getting emotional like this only tortures you but no one else. Try to be peaceful.”
“I said I cannot be peaceful. I just cannot be.” Suddenly Evalla got off from her chair and now her face was with full of anger. “I just cannot be peaceful until I torture those bastards to my heart’s content. I make those three do feel bad why they did such type of a thing to me and my parents.” Evalla started laughing loudly which created fear and uneasiness in Sadan and Prameela.
“What’s happening here?” Viswanadh came there and he understood in a minute after considering the situation there. “Okatho exposed in her again, is it is not?”
“You are right.” Prameela nodded her head and said with a small voice. “The memory of her being gang-raped and the murder of her parents made her very much emotional and vehement.”
“Those types of incidents do make anyone like that.” Viswanadh went near to her, put his both hands around her shoulders and kissed on her right cheek. “I can understand your anguish Okatho. I wish and pray god that you do get the grace of Amsara and take revenge on those bastards.”
Evalla suddenly stopped her laughing and looked into the face of Viswanadh with gathered frowns.
“Yes, Okatho. You are the sister of my wife. So I am also feeling the same love and affection on you also. I hundred percent wish that your wish to be fulfilled.”
“So, till now I am Okatho.” With a smile on her lips Evalla said. “It is indeed one week or so that Okatho exposed in me like this, is it is not?”
“Of course, dear.” Viswanadh hugged her once again and kissed on the same cheek without bothering with the presence of Sadan and Prameela. “But I came very recently and did not know everything once Okatho exposed in you. We both are going to be relaxed in the chairs and hear what these two people are going to say about it.”
“There is nothing new to say here in fact” sighing heavily Prameela said “Okatho is very much unhappy feeling fear thinking Evalla may not cooperate with her mission as she does not feel love on her. She is feeling disappointment thinking that she may not take revenge on those bastards for ever.”
“I just don’t know what to say to this! When she has to get the grace of that Amsara and when she can take revenge on those bastards? I am sure she would not leave my body at all until it happens and I don’t think it happens during my lifetime.” With an irritating expression in her face Evalla said and paused for a second before saying again. “Yes, she is true I am not feeling any love on her.”
(……….to be continued)
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