(A break from the Japan holiday food rant. Next and final Japan blog issue will be out next week!)
My family keeps pestering me to get a job. I know... I really want to move out again, too. 244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqe2xKkdi1q
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But the thing is... I'm worthless to companies. The economy is declining, so of course competition will be more intense.244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8x2P1xX8uZ
And me, in my field. Sure, my GPA is a little above average, but so what? There are so many people out there better than me.244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDKWrbMwARQ
What else can I offer to the company? I don't have anything special. They're looking for talented, passionate individuals. I don't have talent nor passion. I don't have a reason to work that's not money. Sure, I like talking to people, I work well in a team, but come on. 244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZn3h3xc1Bm
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When it comes to technical work, I'm not confident in anything at all.244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq3EBuCTZ13
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A year ago, I didn't know anything. I was optimistic, excited to get an internship. So I aced my interviews.
But this time, I'm as unsure as ever. It's not even just "impostor syndrome". It's a fact. I have crap time management, I'm not motivated at all, not passionate, I don't like learning new things, new systems or anything related to the field. Who'd want to hire me?
And all this reflects in my digital interviews as well. I get choked up, and mess up multiple times.
I just... 244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyoQ2KzHCJE
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I wish I could be happy without needing that money and status. Be fulfilled. Content.244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHBhKpnGjlY
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Anyway, that's that.244Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbPFVEVMsaC
(Though at the time of publishing this, I have a job. Not relating to my major, but it’s fun. I wrote this a while ago.)
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