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The final week of University.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡluh1TIvCT5
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcMHBLz0PJ1
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM271CEIUcl
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhY8HnaiWWn
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFLKgp0ExXU
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtpLodjUwNw
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx1uAaecEHH
I can't think of anything.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDlraOgN5l
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtJYC8Z40Fi
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiy9Bs2TSkP
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqRnO0ipDcL
Instead, I've achieved nothing.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡueJY3eg1mb
And I didn't even have fun.461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIraHxfzXaY
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 461Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVlXcyWsVsh
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.
