Ah, the love of money. 268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9EVBUjHvM
I've always been a cheapskate with anything but food.
But there are so many things that require money. I'm lucky enough to not pay for bills and rent. But doctor visits, dentists, optometrists... all cost so much money. Insurance.268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ8oXRqn1ZF
I scratched the car again.
It's a lot of money. My apple pencil broke. Photoshop doesn't work properly. My tablet's old. I want a PC. A microphone. A webcam. Software programs whose subscription costs an arm and a leg.
Art, music and writing won't make me a living. It's always been just a hobby. It'd be great if I could, but... it's a lot of effort. Marketing, improving my skill, and even then, there's no guarantee to get you a living.
Accounting? It's easy, but you can't earn that much.268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6K0lTlMXht
Lawyer? Can't read and write for shit.268Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFdKx0PsGld
Doctor? There's no way I'm memorising all that crap. And 7 years? You've got to be insane. Without genius talent or a fiery passion, I could never.
Then what? Something in between. And I hate it. It's difficult. I'm not a genius. And I'm absolute dogcrap at studying. Yet I have high expectations. Sigh.
Even though we're not poor or anything, I'm always scared of losing all our money and ending up on the streets. I'm pretty spoilt, so I always want clean toilets. But most of all, it's the fear of people looking down on me. It's humiliating, living on the streets and scraping by. Of course, I don't look down on those who do, but I just can't shake the feeling.
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