I decided to delete it all because it’s awkward if I consider them friends but they don’t - also a part of me hopes I’ll never see them again when I graduate.
Erm, what now? The story of how we met? Why is that even important? I find it funny but I don’t want to talk about something not worth talking about… you see, I have a huge complex where if I think about a person more than they think of me, or if I care more about someone than they do for me… it’s not worth it. Probably a really bad perspective that won’t get me far in relationships in life, but, well, I don’t know if I can change it.
It’s hilarious I’ve been an avid hater of friends my entire life… maybe because I was a stuck up loser, I never learnt how friendship worked. I would always be super self-conscious of who I called my friends, and sometimes in fits of impulse, I’d decide to hate them all. A bit weird, but in primary school, we would have to write down a list of people we consider as friends and write nice things about them. I wrote down a bunch of people, but it turns out, I had the least number of people who wrote my name. Most of the people I wrote oh my list didn’t even include me. We hung out often, played soccer, go to each others’ homes… haha. From then on, I scribbled out all their names from my piece of paper and decided to hate everyone instead. No one was my friend. Melodramatic or what?
Ah, I talked to someone I knew from Primary school the other day… insane, I just assume they ceased to exist after so long.
Well, I should at least write down some crap me and my friends in high school have said, right? Funny that I talk with online strangers many, many times as much as I talk to people in real life.
F: ”If I were a girl, I’d be a lesbian.”
Me: ”Yo, me too!”
F: ”Huh, then in an alternate universe, maybe we’d…” *wheezing*
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Me: ”You’re my sun…”
”Whenever I look at you, my eyes burn. Also because I prefer you 150 million kilometers away from me.”
F: ”F*cking c*unt.”
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Me: “I think you’ve only really pissed me off 5 times.”
F: ”lol that’s quite a bit, sorry man.”
Me: ”it’s cause of your face.”
F: ”PISS”
”…please sponsor my plastic surgery.”
- reminds me of good times but he hasn’t read my last message for 3 months…
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Random quotes from out of context in 2019 because one of my friends had it documented:
”My whiteness is catching up to me”
”I don’t have words in my head”
”You seem like a very hairless person”
”Something went wrong?” “Yeah, your genetics.”
”Come on, get that friction”
”Your thing is so hard”
”Are you straight?”
”My hands are naked”
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