Like many people, my life is primarily online. I create different personas, each with demographics of their own. However, they mostly have the same personality as I can't bring myself to act differently.
Contrary to what one might think, I do have a life outside the virtual world. One that is mundane, where I just drag myself to places I need to be and do the things I need to do in order to live a mediocre life.
To extroverts, I'm an introvert. To introverts, I'm an extrovert. I have no trouble making conversation with people sitting beside me, but being in groups larger than three drains my energy. How do people always have someone beside them while at university?
I want to be special, but I don't have the talent nor the ability to put enough effort towards trying.
Ah, the complaints of someone living a life privileged enough such that these are the worries plaguing my mind. If I was born 30 years earlier, would I have been more influential than I am today?
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