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The final week of University.261Please respect copyright.PENANAdS3hMIurWS
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 261Please respect copyright.PENANArLLVufC1gU
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.261Please respect copyright.PENANAqVRVTWmaWw
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.261Please respect copyright.PENANAOksUDFnA6z
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.261Please respect copyright.PENANA9fL824FTbb
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 261Please respect copyright.PENANAqTEzgZvuEB
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 261Please respect copyright.PENANAYSLzcIPnRz
I can't think of anything.261Please respect copyright.PENANAeeONOSoDa0
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.261Please respect copyright.PENANA1trIh0PYYN
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...261Please respect copyright.PENANAwYrdUv9qxa
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 261Please respect copyright.PENANAuEEe8BzUuc
Instead, I've achieved nothing.261Please respect copyright.PENANAHR0NjHgNXH
And I didn't even have fun.261Please respect copyright.PENANAhxNzPh6N3v
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 261Please respect copyright.PENANAjzp7fK8KID
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.