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The final week of University.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUFQBEjLbGU
I've been swamped with assignments, several overlapping assignments per course.
Now that I've finished most of them apart from two, it feels strange. I've been putting off applying for jobs... 432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡc149G9n280
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Strange to think I'll probably never set foot in university as a student again.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXS9drJSQj
Looking back these years, I didn't do anything. I went to several events, but they were all talks for me to get free food. All the parties took place in peak assignment time, so I never went to any. Clubbing, drinking with the faculty, nothing like that happened.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3aRjEnDp9M
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All I did was stress and procrastinate.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡY0HMBqRf53
Sure, I did make quite a few friends, but we're not close or anything. I spend most of my time alone.
A sense of numbness dawned on me today. Maybe because I've been stressing the past few weeks, and now I'm left with nothing to do. 432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡidFiD1ecP3
I reflected on what I've been working for all these years... and in the end, if you asked me, "what's the best thing about uni?" 432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwx0WaOmOze
I can't think of anything.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpHbLSm36HE
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I wasn't a president or executive of any club. I didn't make any lifetime friendships.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1qbH2s8Trj
...well. Whatever. It's all over now. I can't get back that time.
When I was young, I thought I would have achieved a lot by now; written my own book, get scholarships, lots of job offers...432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2Ah1L0tD1h
I thought you would just get offered jobs without applying, haha. 432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlIhyvNoZlg
Instead, I've achieved nothing.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJENsy7BUnP
And I didn't even have fun.432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSeMpw6OwE8
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Not that I didn't have any fun at ALL, but in general, I definitely experienced more stress than happiness. 432Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7VX7Dru2Ap
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Thanks again for reading my depressing ramblings. Hopefully, you'll have fun when you go to uni. Or you had fun when you went to uni.
