Matty's POV
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What an annoying noise I think to myself, eyes opening glancing at my own phone. A picture of Taylor looking back at me and the clock showing me it's 7 am. It's barely light, and my body clock tells me to sleep. I gaze over at the window thinking of Taylor and the cherry trees, her hair which I used to run my fingertips through and the way she never set an alarm.
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Confused, I try to turn the alarm off on my phone but there's no alert because it's not my phone making the noise. I place my phone back down. Turning over and remembering the events of last night; Olivia, the wine and the sex. How unusual it is for me to not have to worry about impregnating somebody after sex, I almost laugh but hold myself together. I must behave and be nice Matthew today.
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She faces me in my bed and opens her eyes having shut off the damn annoying alarm. I look into green eyes begging them to be somebody else's. Lord this is a mess, I think to myself. My head aches slightly and I push my hair back, irritated.
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"You all good?" I ask, venturing on conversation.
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"I'm okay yes" she says shortly.
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"Not sore" I comment, I did take her virginity last night.
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"A little bit" she admits and she's shy again.
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"Was it good for you?" She asks and I scoff slightly. I'm not insensitive just bemused. Perhaps she's aware of me not finishing after having sex with her.
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"Of course it was Olivia" I smile.
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She pulls her phone out and flicks through it briefly, I sit up slightly and wince at my head. Two beers, a glass of wine and I'm feeling it, I must be getting old. Time to settle down, I laugh to myself.
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"What is so funny" she says annoyed. I hadn't realised I'd openly laughed.
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"No I'm hungover, after two beers" I laugh again.
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"Right, and the rest" she smiles. How dare you judge me, I fed you. I decide arguing isn't the best way to win this one over.
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"Wanna shower" I ask her and she looks at me horrified.
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"What I'm not gonna hassle you in the shower I was just going to wash" I explain hands in the air.
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"Sure" she says and I wonder why she doesn't want to be naked around me.
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I light up a cigarette and begin walking to the bathroom she'll either follow me or not. Her choice.
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"Ugh Matty" she says.
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"Where are my clothes" she asks.
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"Right, they're downstairs. Let's just wash" I say calling over my shoulder. Jeez get a grip I think, I won't be watching you naked anyways.
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This is no rain shower, there aren't any views over cherry trees and there certainly is no Taylor looking up at me. Ditching my cigarette I walk in under the stream of water, feeling the water pound onto my back, washing away my poor decisions.
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I close my eyes and let the water fall over me.
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"Thank you" she whispers.
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"For what" I say facing the other way.
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"For making that special" she explains softly.
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"It's important to me" I say softly.
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"I didn't know you hadn't had sex before, how old are you anyways" I say callously and I feel her freeze slightly.
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I turn and face her, wipe my hair off of my face and her eyes soften. Her hair turns a dark auburn under the water, it looks less fiery. She eyes me curiously trying not to look down.
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"I'm twenty nine" she says. Okay, so four years age gap I think to myself. Lord what am I doing ? We're not going to be together, so why am I questioning our age gap.
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"How old are you?" She asks softly.
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"Twenty five" I tell her and she smirks.
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"You act older" she laughs.
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"Is that an actual compliment?" I laugh back.
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"Jesus, I take your virginity and make you orgasm for the first ever time, and my compliment is that I act older" I chuckle.
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She softens, looking at me. And I decide round two is on. Not sex, not yet. That would be too far.
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"I can't believe" I whisper my lips by her ear. I turn her around, and she obeys me. My hand going over her breasts. Well she seemed to like that last night.
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"That you've never" I say softly my hand travelling to her hips.
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"Just put one finger" I say kissing her ear.
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I place my other hand over her, feeling her body language change and relax around me. She leans against me and I move my hand over her, slowly.
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"You haven't, have you?" I whisper.
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"No" she says softly.
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"Never" she says.
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"Good girl, this is mine now" I say as I slip one finger inside of her. She gasps and rests her head on my chest.
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"Okay?" I ask her.
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"Okay" she responds.
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"Ohh I hope you're not too sore?" I whisper in her ear.
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She breathes heavily and I smile.
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"Answer me" I say and she nods, already losing herself.
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"I'm not too sore" she says softly.
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I work her up and she holds onto me in Ross' shower, it doesn't take me long at all. I could probably count up to twenty in my head and this would be over.
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"Olivia" I say as she releases.
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"Tell me that I'm all that you want" I say softly in her ear.
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"You're all that I want" she says breathlessly.
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"What's my name" I ask her.
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"Matty, you're all that I want" she says and I release her.
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"That's better" I tell her switching the shower off.
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I pull the towel off of the hook and hand her one first, getting out and drying myself with the second. I wrap it around my waist and she follows me down the hall back to my room.
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I dress as if she isn't there, putting on aftershave and pushing my wet hair back. I head to the small wardrobe and pull the doors open. Grabbing a black v neck jumper and yet another pair of Levi's. She remains on the bed watching me, and I do wonder what's going on in her head. But I don't care enough to ask.
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She gets up silently and goes down to retrieve her uniform. I sit on the bed and grab my phone. Maybe I laid it on a little bit thick in the shower. I should have been more casual about the whole thing.
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Once she returns to the room with her clothes on, I suggest I buy breakfast asking her when her shift begins.
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"Nine" she says and I look down at my phone, she's pissed at me. She's being short with me and it aggravates me. She glances over my shoulder at my phone, my wallpaper is me kissing Taylor, still. She huffs slightly and looks away. The tension between us is high. And had I of just been taken out for dinner, had my virginity taken and been pleasured in the shower in the morning, with no expectation of doing anything back. I wouldn’t be picking at straws. I sigh realising I'm most probably going to have to change my phone wallpaper. Stick one up of me and Ross or something.
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"Well I'm fucking sorry okay" I say turning on her and she looks at me abashed.
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"For trying, for getting carried away in the shower. For fucking opening my mouth and trying to talk to you and offer you breakfast" I say frustrated.
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"Jesus" I say putting my phone in my pocket.
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"Matty" she says and I look at her annoyed.
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"It's just I've never done this before" she says softly.
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"And I'm just not sure of how to be around you" she says.
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"I get it" I say, immaturely.
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"I'll take you to work" I add and I leave the room, more annoyed than I was when I woke up. I assume she follows me down the staircase. Grabbing her things as we leave.
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