Jays POV
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I bought her a Lamborghini, of course I did. It is scarlet red and she looks gorgeous in it. The brand new Urus model, is totally practical, I promised her. And let's face it I enjoyed driving it home.
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"Jay" she moans and I smile looking down at her. Our sheets crumpled around her. Nobody can pleasure my wife like I can.
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"Jay" she calls out, eyes closed grasping onto my back. I've barely thought about Matthew. Actually it's at the very back of my mind, behind work and my job. It's low on my priorities. I'm sure he's doing the nurse by now anyhow.
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"Mmm" I moan as she moves her hips underneath me allowing her to pull me in.
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Once we finish I lay down onto the bed, looking up at the canopy and feeling breathless. Telling myself a gym session is needed again. I've been eating too many lemon cakes and pasta bakes. Drinking too much Italian wine. I gaze out at the morning sun, looking at the balcony and the vineyard that stretches out before my eyes. Happiness, for me comes in the form of waking up to Taylor in our very own Italian farm the sun glowing through the drapes.
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The warm golden palette of the bedroom and the chic wooden furniture makes me feel at home. Forget having an en-suite, each bedroom has a large sized bathroom attached to it. I look over at Taylor lying watching me wrapped up in the sheets and smile. My wife and my baby. I'm going to shower with her, in our new bathroom. Dress with her, she needs more help with bump now.
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"I love you" she whispers softly reaching out and brushing my blonde hair back.
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"I love you" I whisper back. We have a plane to catch today. From Florence to California. Twenty or so hours, of me worrying about my baby and my wife.
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"Come on beautiful" I say helping her up, our bags packed at the door downstairs. She follows me into the bathroom suite.
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It's traditional but it's totally unique and magnificent. Like an Italian spa. Two marble pillars around the bathtub, and a large open wet room with two huge shower heads. I turn the brass taps and the shower heads turn on. Water collecting on the cream marble floor and draining away.
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I smile down at her, as she rests her head in my chest under the shower. I'm not imagining it, she's attached to me endlessly. I can always feel her on me and I love it.
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I wrap her up in the fluffy towels from the heated rack and follow her into the walk in wardrobe next door. She pulls me along by hand, and I just watch her wet hair fall over her back. Dying to kiss her again.
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She pulls a white tank top on, her tan glowing under it. I help her with her skirt, it's very warm today and even though we're going to be on a plane soon, Taylor is feeling the heat.
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With her hair dried and pink lipstick on, I smile at her and she laughs.
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"What?" She says laughing.
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"You look beautiful" I say softly meaning every word.
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"I look like a beached whale" she laughs, pushing her waves off of her face. I pull a navy blue t shirt on, put my hair in a top knot and pull on some Levi's. I should probably have a haircut and a shave too, I just love the way she always has her hands in my hair and for that reason I've let it grow.
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She comes to wrap her arms around me again.
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"Can I wear your blue shirt" she smiles up at me and I kiss her lips, softly.
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"I'd love you too" I say pulling it off of a hanger. Placing it around her shoulders and scooping her hair out from under it. She looks good in blue, it matches her eyes perfectly.
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After breakfast, Taylor decides to take one of the lemon loaves back with us to the USA and to hide a bottle of our wine in the luggage.
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"Baby they won't question a pregnant woman" she explains laughing when I look at her with a wry smile on my lips.
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"Oh Taylor I think you could get away with anything with just your smile" I tell her grinning and grabbing the keys to the new car.
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I load the car with the bags and book parking. Taylor is in the babies room again, making sure everything is in place for when we arrive back here. All of the furniture sits proudly in the room, the cot and the snoo. Even the pram is up and ready to go. I purchased a rocking chair and a changing unit too and I imagine sitting in there rocking a baby to sleep.
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Taylor has placed all the babies clothes in the dresser, and we even have a little wardrobe for when he gets bigger. All of the diapers and changing clothes are placed ready to be used. Bottles are in the kitchen along with a steriliser and pacifiers.
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"Tay" I call up the stairs and I hear her moving towards the grande staircase.
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"Ready for a bit of the USA" I laugh and she smirks walking down the marble steps, slowly.
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"Of course" she says softly a smile on her lips.
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Locking up and setting alarms I leave as she sits in the new car. I climb into the leather seats and she eyes me.
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"Jay" she says and I turn to smile at her, she’s sipping a smoothie we made before we left.
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"Mhmm" I say starting up the car, nothing like starting up a new engine. It growls at me and I watch the dials move up. The music system starts up and I put on some classical music, for bump. She’s determined that he’s going to be musical.
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"You look wonderful, I love your hair longer" she says sweetly and I smile at her rubbing her thigh.
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"Let's be honest you always look stunning" I tell her.
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"Jay" she says more seriously as I reverse and head towards our wooden gate. The sun beating down on the gravel and the birds singing a tune outside.
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"Thank you" she says softly, I glance over at her and she smiles.
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"For providing for us. For Italy and the farmhouse" she smiles brushing my hand with her own.
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"You do not need to thank me" I smile and I kiss her quickly, eyes returning to the country lane down from our place.
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How I'm going to miss the olive trees, and the scent of lemons. The rustic feel and the charm. Even if this is just a brief departure, a temporary diversion from our Italian forever after. I look over at Taylor by my side in her all white linen outfit, my blue shirt undone reaching her thighs and I smile.
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Italy agrees with her, her skin looks wonderful, the perfect shade of brown. The sun bringing out lighter shades in her hair. Watching her as the breeze pushes her hair off of her face, I think about being back in USA with her. I’m even more protective of her now. Unsure of how I’ll react if Matthew so much as enters her personal space. I’m not threatened by him, not in the slightest, my plan always goes above any of his.
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Taylor’s admission exclaiming she would stay here with me forever, was a revelation for me. Not because I thought she didn’t love me, but more because she would leave her entire world for me. Her career, her friends, the places she’s grew up in and her family.
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However I can't imprison her because of my insecurities, I care about her too much. I could easily sell cherry tree, but it would be silly not to keep the door open there. Firstly because of her needs, her need to be close to her own family. Her absolute right to have the choice to be there if she wanted. Secondly, it’s important to keep that option open for business. However the admission that she would sacrifice everything for me is enough.
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“Why are you staring at me” she smirks and I look over at her.
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“Because Taylor” I begin.
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“You told me that you would live here with me forever and that’s a big deal to me” I say softly looking at the road.
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“I’m determined to” she says and I glance at her smile.
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“Mr Gilbert Scott” she whispers and I smirk.
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“You are my world. Our world actually” she says rubbing bump.
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“Forever?” I ask her softly and she nods smiling.
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“Forever” she says sweetly.
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“What about your whole entire life?” I whisper to her.
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“You are it” she counters and I look at her shocked.
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“What about Rachel and Ross and Matty” I say tacking his name on at the end. She looks at me unwaveringly.
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“They will be fine we can visit them or they can visit us” she says honestly. I wait, I know there’s more. There is always more when it comes to women. I know my wife.
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“Jay” she says softly and I face her briefly checking on the road. It’s clear, baron only the trees ahead.
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“I will never ever be able to take back what I did” she says and her eyes water.
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“I can only show you how much you mean to me. How much you have always meant to me. And living with you forever for the rest of my life is what I always intended. It’s what I want” she says and I slow the car down. She wipes her eyes and I stop the car, pulling over aside by the trees.
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“I want us, Jay. Not my life. I want our life. Together” she explains and I stare at her uncomprehending how I managed to illicit this response from her.
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She’s still talking to me and I probably should respond but I love the sound of her voice and how she keeps saying we, our and us.
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“You could drive us back right now” she whispers.
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“You have to see your mum” I say softly wiping my eyes. What is she doing to me? I’m beside myself.
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“Okay” she whispers pulling my hands onto her.
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“You” she says softly pulling her lips into my own and kissing me.
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“Are everything to me” she replies deepening the kiss.
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“And I’m sorry if that scares you Jay, or shocks you. Or makes you want to call everything off. But you’re my choice, my world.” She says and I open the drivers door with my free hand breaking free from kissing her. Stepping out into the sun, and walking around the car to her side.
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She stands in front of me in the midday sun and I watch her, my hands going through her hair.
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“I’m going to demand you say something” she says slowly.
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“You are worth more than me, when we first dated I used to dream about these moments. Dream that by some miracle I would be able to keep you for the rest of my life. Dream that you would see something in me. I used to fear that because” I begin and I shake my head, crying, I don’t cry. The last time I cried like this my mum had miscarried. I push the thought away fervently.
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Looking down at Taylor as she watches me her cerulean blue eyes glistening.
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“Because of how I managed to get with you, because of everything that happened between you two. Because of the fact that Ross and Matty were the better guys. That you would realise I was not worthy and you would go back to him or start up a life with Ross. You’d have another baby. And I would be alone. Without you forever” I tell her and she strokes my face.
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“I thought you just wanted me then, to heal from what happened, and I would have understood that Taylor” I explain and she looks at me concerned.
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“But, you telling me that you would leave everything behind for me. For us. That’s monumental for me. Taylor okay ? Jesus. That’s your mother and your dad that you haven’t seen for years. That’s the first love of your life, even though I hate him I can’t deny that you loved him. Your most dear friends okay” I say and I’m falling. Out of control.
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I wipe my face, breathe in and out again and close my eyes briefly. When I open them she smiles at me softly.
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“I love you Jay Gilbert Scott” she smirks and I sigh looking down at the gravel.
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“There’s nothing in my life that means more to me than us.” She says making me look at her. I kiss her passionately on the side of the road, pulling her into me making her breathless.
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“We can do this for the rest of our days, I will never ever let you down. I will care for you and our babies. I will cherish you” I tell her stroking her face.
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“Now” I say shakily, she chuckles smiling at me, the breeze lightly pushing her hair around. I guide her back inside of the car. Take a deep breath and make sure I’m okay to drive.
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“Now” I say once I’ve calmed my nerves and sat back in the leather seats of our lambo. She chuckles stroking my arm and I look at her briefly stunned by the intensity of that moment.
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“We go back to the USA and see your mother.” I say slowly. I pull out checking all of my mirrors.
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“We can get plane tickets for her to come over once we have settled and the baby is a couple months” I say planning. It’s what I do. Planning makes me feel in control. Taylor just very much took all of my control away from me, I’m putty in her hands.
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“My dad and my mum too, by the way she very much will do you a baby shower in the USA so be prepared” I chuckle looking at her grin.
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“I’ll be there too don’t you worry about that” I say fully intending on being at the baby shower to rein my mother in.
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“Can we make it kinda like a party, rather than a chick thing” she laughs and I full on guffaw. Trust Taylor to make me laugh after a moment like that.
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“Baby shower party with alcohol. Lots of it” she adds.
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“We can make it a farewell send off” she smiles at me and I look at her checking that she’s not gone into shock.
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“Like a goodbye party” I check in with her.
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“Yes” she says simply and I stare out ahead into the Italian sunshine, elated her hand in my own.
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