Taylor's POV
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Just one more morning, I tell myself. Before my world returns back to normal and Jay is home.
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I turn to face Matthew in bed, the sheets wrapped around his waist, his hair flowing all over his face. Smiling I dare to reach out and stroke his hair back. He grins as my hands stroke him, hands going over his shoulders and jaw.
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"Don't tell Jay" he whispers hazily.
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I sigh, I know exactly why he doesn't want me to tell him. It's not because of the inevitable fight, it's more to do with the fact that we will never have this again if Jay knows. It's game over.
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"Don't" he says again more awake.
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"I had this dream last night" he says moving closer.
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"You and the baby. We were looking after the baby together. And I need that" he says softly his eyes opening looking at me.
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He smirks and I watch him uncomprehending of his next move.
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"Don't tell him" he says softly, his hand stroking bump under the covers.
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"I'll take the hit no problem, but losing this time we can continue to have together. I can't do it" he says.
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I smile at him stroking his face and hair.
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"Taylor, please I'm begging you just give us this one thing. Companionship" he says holding onto my hips.
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"I won't even touch you anymore if you feel better about it, but please keep me here" he explains.
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A few stray tears fall down my face and he wipes them away quickly.
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"Deal?" He asks softly.
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"Yes" I nod slowly. His eyes glisten and he pulls me in close.
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"Thank you" he says eyes washing over me.
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We spend the morning at cherry tree, together. Not mentioning anything about our behaviour over the last few days. He finds every moment to touch me and hold me close and seizes all of the opportunities.
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Helping me into the 4x4, he closes the door behind me and climbs in the drivers side. Starts up, the music coming on which he instantly turns down. He puts the car in reverse and takes us down the long drive to the gates.
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His hand travels over the console and comes to rest on my thigh as I'm staring out the windshield.
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"You've got to let me know if you don't want me to touch you anymore" he says and I squirm. Feeling like I'm losing myself over and over again.
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"I know" I say simply and he strokes my thigh up to my bump. He rests his hand there and I sit back and close my eyes.
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"When is Jay back" he asks me after a pause. I realise I haven't even checked my phone. I pull my purse out from under the dash and grab my phone. Unlocking it, reading his message which was sent an hour ago telling me that he is boarding.
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"Well actually" I begin slowly.
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"He boarded about an hour ago which means he'll be back tomorrow by like 12" I say.
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"Means we have another night ?" He asks me his finger rubbing bump.
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"Yeah, I didn't consider the flight time" I add lounging back.
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He smiles over at me, hands continuing to feel Henry's kicks from my tummy.
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He pulls into the hospital lot and finds a space, comes around to my side of the car and helps me out. Matthew holds my hand as we walk through the hospital. Dressed in black Levi's and a dark olive green t-shirt with his leather jacket slung on people look at him. Women eye him up but he holds onto me his hand in mine.
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I opted for a cream silk camisole today and a light denim skirt completed with wedge sandals. They make a dull clink on the hospital floor as I walk hand in hand with him.
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Ahead I see Olivia, she's hard to miss with her red hair. It's the kind of attribute that sticks out everywhere. Wearing proper scrubs today and crocs she's glances up at us. The pale blue hospital uniform contrasting awfully with her red hair.
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"We should probably stop holding hands now considering how close we are to the suite" I say and he looks down at me.
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"Olivia is not going to say a darn thing" he smiles.
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I smile up at him and he removes his hand from my own. Keeping my eye contact he places his arm around my lower back.
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"You don't want Jay to know" I whisper.
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"Then you need to minimise who sees us" I say.
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"Olivia is nothing to us" he says smirking.
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"You really think Olivia and Jay are ever gonna sit down and have a chat. Nope didn't think so" he laughs at my expression, his other hand pulls my lips to his and he kisses me quickly.
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"There, she saw that" he whispers, I gasp.
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"Plus if he asked; we just say I was trying to make Olivia leave me alone. He may be mad but he'll understand" he laughs.
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We approach Olivia together and he acts cool around her.
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"Morning" she says curtly looking up at us briefly and then back down at her clipboard.
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"Hey Olivia" I saw sweetly.
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She meets my eyes with a look that is mixed with jealousy and disdain. It's unfortunate that all of the women that come into my life wind up hating me because of my relationships.
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"I've been working all night, he's great. physio today" she says coldly looking at Matty, ignoring me entirely.
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"Thanks for the update" I say lightly disengaging myself from Matty, my emotions high. I wipe my eyes lightly; it's embarrassing that almost every negative situation renders me to tears.
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She looks at me horrified and then looks down at her clipboard.
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"Taylor, baby is everything okay" Matthew asks concerned. He turns his body to face me. I smile up at him weakly.
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“Honestly it’s just the hormones” I say, why does everybody hate me? Negativity kicks back in again and I tell myself it’s because I’m selfish and I can’t leave him alone to just be happy with somebody else. Somebody like Olivia.
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"I'll give you a minute" I say leaving him and walking into the suite.
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