Taylor's POV
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"It's okay, I'm here" I'm telling ross, stroking his hair back. He was so calm yesterday, the medication is wearing off and it's left him in a state of despair. Worrying about his legs, suffering from flashbacks of the accident and feeling the pain.
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"The fact that you can feel pain, is actually a good thing" Matthew says.
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"Means that your nerves are all working" we tell him together. I hold onto him, I will not let him go. He looks up at me with glassy eyes. His hand holding onto my own.
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"How are you" he says looking up at me.
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"I'm great, baby is moving now" I say to him and he smiles. I place his hand, avoiding all of the wires running up his arm, on bump and feel the little kicks.
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"That's incredible" he smiles softly. He holds onto me and the baby jabs at him, it makes me chuckle and he laughs smiling up at me.
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"Where is Jay" he asks.
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"He's on a business trip to Dubai" I reply softly stroking Ross' hair back.
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"Business trip" he scoffs.
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"It's an important one" I tell him.
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"Hey I'm sorry" he says softly looking into my eyes as I start crying in front of him. Matty rubs my back and I wipe my tears away.
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"I thought" I sob and he shh's me.
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"I thought you might have fatally hurt yourself Ross" I say sobbing again.
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"I know, I know" Ross says softly as there's a rap at the door.
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Matthew goes to attend to the knock and I stand staring at Ross; tears in both of our eyes. I missed you he mouths to me and I mouth it back to him not breaking his eye contact. The nurse is back, just when Matthew thought that he was off the hook. She begins filling out charts an air of importance about her.
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"Breakfast" Matthew says to me and I face him.
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"Here" he says handing me an egg muffin.
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"Are you making sure that Taylor is okay" Ross says softly.
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"Of course" Matthew says sitting down next to me.
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"Jay wanted to hire professional bodyguards" he jokes and Ross scoffs.
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"It must be important to leave you for a few days with this one" Ross laughs eyeing up Matty with disapproval.
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"He's alright, he cooked dinner last night" I chuckle and I stroke Matty's arm.
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"He's pretty good isn't he" Ross laughs looking at me.
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"He cooked a lot at mine" Ross clarifies chuckling.
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"It was a lovely steak" I say looking over at Matty.
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The room goes quiet, and I glance up at Olivia as she fills out some form, the door swings again.
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"Brace yourself" Matty whispers as Rachel makes her entrance.
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"I just have to say I'm not impressed that you didn't get me any breakfast" Rachel huffs swinging her pink jacket over her shoulder. I glance at her and stand up smiling.
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"Want half of mine" I ask her giving her a hug.
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"Oh lord no, I am not taking food off of a pregnant woman. Matthew ?" She says demanding his breakfast. I laugh and hug him, I can't help it. He hands over his sandwich to her and the whole room eyes my arms around him.
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"Hey, I can't help it I'm emotional okay, you nearly died on me. And I'm full of hormones, I need hugs okay" I laugh wiping my eyes.
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"Mhmmm he's great at hugs" Rachel smirks laughing and I wink at her.
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"Oh hey by the way this one" Rachel laughs pointing at me whilst talking to Ross.
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"She believes she has a psychic connection to you through her dreams" she laughs and I swat her.
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"Honestly" I say smiling.
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"When you had your accident, we were off grid, no cells, no internet. And I had a dream" I say to Ross.
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"She had a dream" Rachel repeats sarcastically.
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"Shhh you" I laugh.
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"I dreamt that you needed me, you were in pain. And I made Jay fly us by private jet to the local town because I was that sure something had happened to you" I say looking at him.
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I stand up and look into Ross' eyes, stroke his face and his eyes water.
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"I needed you" he whispers.
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"I'm here" I say and the nurse watches me completely abashed.
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"Stop it, going to throw up" Rachel laughs.
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"Don't waste the food I sacrificed for you" Matty laughs.
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"So, Matty you're looking after Taylor" Rachel laughs, probing.
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"I'm making sure it's all okay, yeah" he stutters.
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"Jay is a bit of a dick, come on asking that of you" she laughs and I sit down.
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"Not at all" Matthew says.
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"I'm happy to do the job" he says softly.
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"I'll bet you are, pretending to be together again are you" she smirks.
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"No" both me and Matty say at once and she laughs.
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"Rachel why are you in such a mood today and where is Nate" Matthew jibes at her.
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"I'm not in a mood, just reading the room. Nate is actually with his family out of town. Something he didn't invite me too" she rolls her eyes.
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"Oh and Matthew why are you in such a good mood this fine morning" she jibes back.
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"Stop it" I smirk at her.
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"Nothing is going on here" I say softly.
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"I'm watching you Henderson" she says looking at Matthew. His second name is Henderson, it suits him. The nurse places her pen on the board and stares at him briefly. She tightens her ponytail and puts on a pair of specs that I haven't seen before.
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"Right Ross" she says finally.
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"You're all good to be moved over to your private room. Your mother has paid extra for a private suite. There you will still be monitored, and provided with pain relief. Physio will be an option going forward, you may find daily activities hard. Don't push yourself, any help with stuff like getting dressed and support with walking, we're not expecting you to get up and go straight away. Remember your ribs, legs and arms need time to heal. Overall this is great news, congratulation's you survived the ICU" she smiles.
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"That's amazing" I say smiling.
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"Where is the new suite, get you" Rachel asks and I sigh.
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"It's on the other side of the hospital, the private side" Olivia explains graciously. She stares at Matthew and he pushes his hair away uncomfortably.
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"Thank you" Ross says to Olivia and I smile at him.
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"Not at all." She says curtly.
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“I wish you all the best in your recovery” she says and then she removes herself from the room.
I wipe my eyes and grab for my phone, pulling up my messages and sending one to Jay. I explain how Ross is being moved from ICU and that things are looking better. I tell him how much I miss him and love him. I sign it off with kisses and my name.
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Matthew strokes my thigh and stands leaving the room. I nod to Rachel and she laughs.
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“See” I say softly a small smile on my lips.
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“What he’s donking my nurse?” Ross laughs.
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“Hope so” I laugh back.