"Mmm" he pulls my hips into him. Jay has a preoccupation with my hips, I'm beginning to think it's his favourite part of my body. His hands always find their way to them and stay there.
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We're hot and sweaty, and I feel the perspiration run down my back. Jay is lying under me. I'm exploring his chest with my hands, kissing him each time I thrust into him.
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"Taylor, tu es incroyablement doué pour ça" he sighs.
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"Mmm I didn't quite catch that one" I chuckle speeding up just slightly.
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"You are incredibly good at that" he sighs opening his eyes and watching my hips. His finger tracing lines around my hip and over my tummy.
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He lifts me up with his strong arms, and he's angling to get on top. I lay down and he smiles at me looking me over.
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"This bump" he smiles touching me, cradling it in his hands.
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"Is getting bigger by the day" he says and I chuckle.
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He lowers himself so that his arms are either side of my head. I kiss his lips over and over again, whispering that I love him, that he's all mine and that I never ever want to be without him.
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"Daddy" I moan as he pushes fully into me. His lips go to my ear.
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"Naughty, what are you trying to do to me" he sighs. I know just how much it turns him on when I call him that, I can feel the effect it has on him.
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"Ohhhh" I say feeling myself come undone.
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He sighs watching me fall apart underneath him.
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"Mmm" he moans pulling out all the way to the tip. I gasp just yearning for him.
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"Mmm I want it all" I tell him in his ear.
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He circles the tip around and I arch my back. My breathing ragged I look up at him. His blonde hair falling over his face, blue eyes looking into mine possessively.
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"Jay" I call out as he pushes himself all the way back in. I let go surrendering to him.
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"Taylor" he gasps hands fisting in my hair.
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I lay on his chest as we get our breath back, looking out of the window at the lake. This place is special, it's serene and secluded. I watch the water rippling and dancing in the morning sun, so blue and clear. I rest listening to his heart beat, the movement of his chest as he breathes softly occasionally kissing my forehead. Stroking my hair back. He regulates me.
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"Are you sleepy again" he mutters softly.
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"Yes" I say kissing his chest lightly.
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"I think you two should rest" he smiles touching our baby bump.
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"I'll cook, bring it to you in bed" he says and he rubs both hands over bump.
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"The perfect husband" I say softly as he stands up, in all of his 6ft glory, naked. His skin is flawless, I lose myself gazing at him.
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"The perfect wife" he sighs looking over me on top of the sheets. My hands around my belly.
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"Toast ? And jam today? Or eggs" he asks. My cravings have been all over the place. One day it's sweet and the next it is savoury.
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"I would love" I begin mouth watering.
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"Toast and avocado" I finish.
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"Oh and tea" I laugh.
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"Is that all?" He smiles pulling on shorts. I eye his bare chest and get distracted all over again.
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"Mmm and you" I smile.
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"I'm always yours" he smiles.
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"Rest" he says softly kissing my forehead before he disappears down the hall to rustle up breakfast.
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I wrap the white sheets around myself and cuddle into his pillow which smells just like him. Breathing in the smell of him, I fall back asleep.
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"Choppers are loud" he says sticking ear defenders on my head and checking my safety belt for the fifth time.
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"Ready" he smiles excited and part of me wants to hop out of the helicopter and return to our little bubble. Our little secluded haven of luxury where only we exist.
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"I'm ready" I say instead. Returning to normality is going to be hard, on both of us. Neither of us want to be apart from each other, and when we return that will inevitably happen.
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Jay sets off and I watch the trees disappear out of the windows. It's only when I take in the acres and acres of wilderness below that I realise just how far out our little lodge is. He concentrates the entire flight and I take everything in. I've still got this little voice in my head that tells me something is up. Something is amiss back home, and call me crazy but I need to investigate.
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Crazy enough to make my husband fly us out to the nearest town just for cell coverage. The flight takes around half an hour, but in comparison to the time it would take to drive its nothing.
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"Ready to land" he smiles over at me and I smile up at his cheeky grin.
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"God yes" I laugh and he chuckles.
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As we descend, getting closer and closer to the heliport I see the small town below. It's teeny tiny compared to flying into Australia. It's rocky, mazes of bending roads, like the ones you see on car adverts. Clusters of buildings and greenery. It looks small and quaint. Homely and comfortable.
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Jay lands us safely, turns my head to his and kisses me.
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"Imagine every time we wanted to go grocery shopping we had to fly out like this" he laughs.
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"I'd take it for the lodge" I laugh.
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We both are aware that we will not be permanently living in our new lodge, even though we would both like too. We have cherry tree house, back in the states, which is prepped for the baby. But dreaming about this time never ending is a personal favourite past time for us.
The wilderness, the exclusivity of it and the solitude are pretty strong attributes that the lodge presents us.
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I climb out of the helicopter and he kisses me again looking over the views.
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"Hey it's a nice little town" he smiles and he gets that twinkle in his eye.
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"You do not need to buy us another property" I laugh reining him in. He chuckles.
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"I know I know" he laughs.
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Eventually we head into the town; it reminds me of a Wild West movie. Full of little shops and bars, I half expect tumbleweed to roll through the streets. It is cultured. The backdrop of the huge mountains is its main selling point. Everybody is friendly and nobody is in a rush. It's a slower pace of life.
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Jay pushes the door to a little cafe open, the bell rings and we are greeted by the smiles of the owners. We take a seat in one of the little booths and Jay orders two breakfasts for us. I smile looking up at his blue eyes. He's dressed in a denim shirt today and light beige chino jeans. He's effortlessly hot.
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I pull my pale blue dress under my bump and decide it may be time to start investing in maternity jeans, as every pair I put on this morning did not want to do up. And even when they did, the discomfort wasn't worth it.
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I grab my phone from my denim jacket pocket and wait for it to turn on. Setting it down on the table and returning to gaze into my husband's eyes.
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"You look especially radiant today" Jay comments his phone sat opposite mine on the table. We hold each other's eye contact, the hustle and bustle of the cafe surrounding us. Coffee machines whirring, bacon sizzling in a pan and the bell going off as another order is up.
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"You look especially hot" I say and he chuckles. He doesn't believe me, even though people stare at him everywhere we go. The young waitress pretty much fainted when he looked up at her explaining how I was pregnant and that any food must be cooked and prepared carefully. Her eyes washed over me, not seeing anything special and wondering why a man like Jay could settle for a girl like me.
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My phone connects and I glance down as it illuminates. A few missed calls from Matty and a voicemail show up as notifications. It's not usual for him to call me, but it doesn't necessarily mean something bad has happened I decide. I count in my head, keeping myself calm and flicking through my messages.
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"All good" Jay says placing his phone down having checked it.
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The more I think about it the more it feels strange that Matty has left me a voicemail but hasn't followed up with text messages. It must be important and so I click on the voicemail and place the phone to my ear. All the while Jay is watching me concerned.
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I turn up the volume so that I can hear above the noise of the food cooking and above the country music that is playing over the speakers.
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The stress is evident in Matty's voice and I glance up at Jay who isn't doing well waiting to know what is going on. He's on edge, I'm listening to Matty and the sorrow in his voice concerns me. It's a short message just asking if we can call him back, it was left at five in the morning yesterday.
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Somewhere in my subconscious whilst I'm trying to decipher what is going on I register that Matty left this message when I had my dream last night. It's an odd coincidence. I try to connect the dots, what could it all mean? His soft conflicted voice, his worry. It was a call for help, out of desperation. Help for what? What could have happened?
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I fear the worst and press replay on the message handing the phone to Jay. I watch as he puts it to his ear whilst our breakfasts are served with a smile by the owner who assures me that the food is pregnancy safe. She regards my bump; smiling softly she asks if we're having a boy or a girl. I tell her that we believe it is a boy, and she leaves us to enjoy our meal.
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Jay listens looking down at his breakfast as if it wasn't even there. I watch him not even touching my food. I get the sinking feeling that I was right, something has happened back home. His eyes flick up to mine, and concerned he watches me. He pushes his hair back out of aggravation or concern I cannot tell which.
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"Eat first" he says placing the phone down.
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I look at him uncomprehending and he glances up at me, eyes piercing blue. Rather than the soft ocean blue eyes that usually regard me.
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"You are pregnant. You are a priority. Any extra stress is not good" he says softly.
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I scoop up some beans and begin eating, barely tasting the food.
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"I just knew it" I say softly and he glances up at me again.
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"We will sort it, first we will work out what has happened. But before any of that you are my priority" he says.
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"Deal? I will sort this out, but please don't stress and don't refuse to eat" he asks and he smiles.
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"Deal" I say softly. He stretches his hand over the table, I regard the tattoos on his hands. My initials just poking out under his wedding ring. In Australia the day after we got engaged we got matching tattoos around our wedding fingers. To encapsulate that moment.
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"I'm your husband, I will take care of everything" he said softly and tears escape from my eyes.
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"I understand that this is stressful, but I will take it on for you. You don't have to deal with any of it" he says and he begins eating and drinking his black coffee.
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"I love you" he says and I wipe my eyes.
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"I love you" I tell him back.
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