Jays POV
April
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"Say it again for me Taylor" I demand of her. She gasps smiling looking up and into my eyes. The very vision of her splayed out on the sheets, her hair flowing around her breasts is enough to bring out my possessive side. The fact that she adores my possessiveness is just a bonus. And actually, the knowledge that Matthew and Ross crashed in the spare room next door, that Nate is in the room adjacent to ours with Rachel and that Taylor is moaning my name very loudly is a massive boost to my ego.
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"Mmm please Jay" she sighs as I'm thrusting into her, and honestly it's really enthralling waking up to the woman of your dreams.
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"Jay" she gasps and it's honestly like she's craving me just as much as I need her back. Thrusting her hips into my own distracting me briefly as I gaze down at her hip bones and imagine living my life with a woman that utterly gets me. Imagining spending every morning in this way, through the difficult times and no doubt the challenges of a relationship. I've never had to navigate a woman's feelings before, as usually my relationships have been casual. But for Taylor, I savour every single one of her mood swings, holding her into my chest whenever she cries.
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Lowering my body close to hers I whisper in her ear how much I love her as she whimpers and I gently move her leg up to get closer to her.
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"I can't ever imagine having sex with anybody else ever again" I whisper before I even think about the implications of what I just said out loud.
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"Mmm Jay me too" she gasps as I look down at her stunned. Her eyes lock with my own and I lose all control surrendering myself to her.
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Collapsing into her arms as I lay on top of her kissing her afterwards. Our bodies slick with perspiration as she kisses me back breathless and holding me in her arms. I love her. Every second with her is special, different and unique.
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"That was perfect, thankyou" she sighs rubbing her hands up my arms and stroking my hair back away from my forehead.
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"I mean it" I say softly staring into her eyes.
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"If you should leave me Taylor, I'll become the male version of a nun" I smirk and she giggles, I love watching her laugh and even more being the reason for her smiles.
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"I'm almost curious to test out whether you would actually do that" she jests with me and I laugh kissing her lips before I climb off of her. Helping her up and out of the bed and carrying her over to the small en-suite.
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"Come on then let's test out this shower" I laugh looking up at the white plastic shower head apprehensively. Turning the dial up as the water sprays out sporadically from the shower head. Pounding onto the shower tray, cold water spraying down.
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"Fuck me that's cold" I laugh as my hand splays out under the stream.
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"Just wait Gilbert it's a cheap one they take a while to get going" she laughs tossing her hair back. I look at her incredulously as she puts her hand under the icy stream of water and walks in past me. Her thigh brushing past me as I watch her stand under the stream of water cascading down her back. The water drenching her hair and making it slick and shiny. Straightening it out so that falls down her back as I watch her momentarily my mouth practically hanging open as she turns to face me and smiles. I'm very lucky, I think to myself as she pulls me in under the now warm water.
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"Darling" I say softly and she smiles, her arms around me, her lips on my own. I'm lost to her barely aware of the water running down our skin as we only just about manage to wash utterly distracted by each other's lips. Eventually we climb out of the small shower, the steam fogging up the mirror as I watch Taylor dry her hair. It lays straight today down to her waist as she places on some lipstick and brushes her face over with pressed powder.
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I follow her into the bedroom, taking a seat on the small bed and watching her, savouring every moment spent with her as my girl. Wrapped in her small pink towel to cover myself up as my hair drips water down onto my shoulders. I watch her slip a leotard over her frame and I'm utterly fascinated by it. For most men, it's lingerie, yet seeing Taylor in a leotard with nothing underneath is now my favourite sight.
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"My love you kind of need to get dressed too" she smiles turning to face me as my eyes drink in the square neckline of the leotard.
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"Mhmm" I smile pulling a shirt on that I left here in her wardrobe for all of the times that I knew I would be staying with her. Scraping my damp hair back and pulling on my jeans. She slings her leather satchel over her shoulder clasping her keycard in her hands. I stare at her small plaid skirt and boots and smile before we leave the room behind ready to head out and go to our lectures together.
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"Let me buy us some breakfast from the cafe" she smiles up at me as we are sailing down the hall.
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"So it was the lucky Jay" Nate says and I wonder how I haven't hit him yet. Taylor jumps at the sound of his voice, and I instinctively brush her arm pulling her away from him as he ducks out from this door.
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"Last night we were discussing whether it was indeed you or Matty. Taylor's got a great poker face" he smiles.
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"But hey Justin really stood up for you so I assume he wants a place in line too" he finishes.
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"Have you not had enough warning." I say in a low voice.
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"Or do you just enjoy being punched" I ask him sarcastically.
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"Truth hurts does it" he says rubbing his cheek a bruise blossoming on his face from the night before.
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Taylor jumps worried I'm going to hit him again, her eyes darting from me to Nate as he grins.
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"Well I'm just wondering when Taylor you might consider me as an option" he says looking at her, I refuse to back down pulling my fist up as he smirks and I imagine my fist connecting with his nose. I follow through and the hit lands where I had planned it too. Blood spurts down his nose and I know I haven't lost it.
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"Fucks sake" Matthew says behind me and I only smirk pushing my hair back as Taylor jumps again.
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"This is not okay" she says and she's pissed but really what kind of a man would I be if I let some guy talk about her in that way to her face as I just walk away nonchalantly, that's not me. And yes it may be what a guy like Matthew would do, good honest Matthew her ex that always happens to be around us whenever I'm acting out.
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"We're leaving now" she says warning Nate to fuck off. Taylor walks away from the entire situation her boots clinking down the hall as I follow her.
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The sun beams down on us once we're outside and the air feels cool against my scathed knuckles, Taylor says nothing. Simply, she just walks to the cafe and I stay quiet it's my best option. She walks up to the porch of the cafe and opens the door striding over to the counter as I trail behind her. Wondering when she will break her silence.
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Ordering two large breakfasts and coffees before she pays and guides us over to a table. One by a window with a single flower in the vase in the middle of the table. Taking a long sip of her coffee before she looks up at me finally and assesses the situation. My heart falters, deciding that she's realised who I am and that she no longer wants to be a part of us.
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"What was that babe?" She asks calmly setting her drink down, giving nothing away.
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"You think I'm gonna let anybody talk about you like that" I say defensively, my guard up. It's typical of me to lash out and truly it's something I should rein in, but I care about her too much to allow that kind of talk.
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"He's an idiot, doesn't mean you need to bloody your hands" she sighs.
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"Twice" she says exasperated flicking her hair back.
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"Okay sure, I get it. I just thought if I didn't then he wouldn't shut up, he will get worse" I explain softly now, placating her. Mood number two of the day seems to be frustration on my behalf.
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"Taylor what he said was fucking disrespectful, so he deserved it" I defend watching her and worrying deep in my gut that this is it. I'm causing her stress and that's not my intention.
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"The state of your hand" she huffs grasping my hands and stroking them as I relax perceptibly.
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"Sorry " I say softly and she laughs looking into my puppy dog eyes. Her laughter fills me with joy, and I consider the argument over for now.
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"I think you really hurt him" she says smiling.
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"That was nothing" I say confidently and she sighs.
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"Wonder how long he'd been waiting to say that just lurking by his door." I laugh.
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Once the food arrives I thank her, she keeps hold of one of my hands as we eat together one handed. I stroke her wrist with my fingertips as she eats and I sip my black coffee.
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"Justin did stick up for me last night before you went in with your fists" she admits looking over at me and I smirk.
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Justin. Justin Teller. Another English major. An awkward ladies man. I will not be hitting him, he will plot to kill me, I smirk to myself. The guy is intense.
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"They were smoking in the hall." She describes and I nod paying attention again. Her lips, distract me and I gaze at them briefly before sipping my coffee and smiling.
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"He was just trying to bait me" she says and I nod, pay attention I say to myself in my head. Instead I lean over the table and impulsively kiss her lips. She giggles irresistibly.
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"You are something else Gilbert Scott" she laughs finishing off her food.
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"Wanna go to mine tonight?" I ask her and she smiles, I briefly imagine holding her in my apartment. Making love to her on my comfortable couch, cooking with her in the kitchen with no interruptions.
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"That way we can actually sleep and enjoy dinner together just us" I tell her as she nods happily I consider that I haven't ruined my chances with my fists just yet.
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