***Jays POV***
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I'm watching her, trying not to make it obvious. But I have to get a grip on this situation. It's driving me nuts, what did he say? What did she say?
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I trust her. Implicitly. But I feel like I need to know. She's not spoken yet, she's been completely quiet.
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I sneak another glance over at her. Shes looking out the window. I decide to give it more time.
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"I told him everything" she whispers.
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"And I owned up to the whole lot, I feel like a horrible bitch. But I know it was the right thing to do" she says and I just listen wishing I could erase that sadness. I created some of that, I tempted her the whole time and that was very wrong of me. To pursue her whilst she was taken.
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I stroke her thigh and pass her the cigarette. She smiles at me weakly.
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"I'm ready now Jay for forever" she utters and I start to think she's cracking up.
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She cries a little.
"I needed to do that, It was the right thing to do. And I love you in a way that I have never ever loved anybody. It used to scare me, the control you can have over me Jay. Over my happiness" she says turning to me and I'm so shocked. How is this possible, why does she love me? Over perfect Matthew James Henderson. Over Ross George Peterson?
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I must be looking at her like she's nuts because she looks uneasy. We're on a quiet road, trees lined either side and I pull over straight away. She's watching me whilst taking a drag on the cigarette and all I can think is I need my lips on yours.
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I kill the engine, instantly lean over and kiss her lips. I need her, she's crying and I can feel her tears, or are they my own? We kiss until we have not any breath left.
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"Taylor you scared the fucking life out of me" I say desperately and I realise I have been crying too. I'm holding onto her jaw and she's kissing me sporadically.
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"I thought I'd lost you, okay. I know that's fucking unreasonable. But him grinning at me like that and you saying nothing. I'm not used to this, fuck. I'm not used to having these all consuming feelings. I love you so much" I say and kiss her again my mouth crushing into hers as she undoes her seat belt.
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She moves me back and I get what she wants. I recline the drivers side all the way back. And she's pulling her pants off underneath her skirt. And what are we doing? Why does this feel so hot and needy and necessary.
I undo my jeans and I'm inside of her, it's the most cramped place we've ever done it and I chuckle.
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"What" she smiles looking down at me.
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"I just love you Taylor" I say and she moves on top of me.
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"I love you too" she smiles.
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She speeds up and I get so carried away so quickly.
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"I need you Jay, now and forever" she sighs in my ear. It all but makes me explode.
"I love you and I only want you" she sighs working her hips into mine.
"I will only ever want you, Jay" she sighs
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"Shhh you're gonna make me come" I tell her softly
"I love you baby, you're mine forever" I utter in her ear and she moans.
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We climax together and I hold her so close into me.
I kiss her over and over and eventually she climbs back into the passenger side. I still can't quite believe what just happened. Did we just in the drivers seat ?
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"That was unexpected" I laugh moving the chair back and starting up the car again.
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"I need you Jay I mean it. If you ever feel like you don't want to be with me, you need to let me know now, because I'd rather break now than later now that I've decided" she says staring at me.
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"I need you Taylor, I've needed you this whole time. I'm not going to ever leave you alone so don't think you're getting out of this that easy. You're my other half" I say and stroke her thigh.
I'm planning on something bigger but I can't tell her just yet. She's so instinctive and sensual right now and I can't stop looking at her.
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"Now stop ruining my surprises" I say and she smiles back at me. I start up the car again and we head to our home.
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"You're adorable" I say once we're driving.
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"Shh" she laughs.
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"I won't leave you, I love you. God I'm so fucking lucky having you in the first place" I laugh.
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"Hey I was just feeling needy" she smiles.
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"Mmm I can tell" I laugh
"Climbing on top of me and having your way with me" I smile
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"You love it" she says and I smirk.
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We arrive at the lake house and I park up. Once we're inside she curls up on the sofa and I make some food in the kitchen, she said she ate takeaway with Matty so I make something light. I didn't eat I was thinking about it all, what he could be saying and I couldn't even face it.
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I come out with a tray of toast and she laughs watching some movie. She instantly moves her legs and I sit down and she places them in my lap and I want to kiss all the way up them. I hand her a piece of toast and then settle for some myself.
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"Just a few more days and then you get your surprise" I tell her.
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She chuckles and I love making her make that sound.
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"I'm so excited, where are we going please tell me" she begs giving me her best smile.
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I stroke her legs.
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"Nice try but no" I say. I will tell her before the party on Thursday. And then Friday I'm planning on taking her shopping so that we have everything we need to go to Australia together and to visit the Sydney opera house. I stare at her wondering how I managed to get somebody so beautiful and not only that so caring and talented. And downright lovely in every single way to be with me.
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I used to think of myself as a monster, somebody who didn't deserve love in his life. Who definitely did not deserve somebody like Taylor who chooses him over other guys. Somebody loyal, sensual and instinctual. Somebody who makes me happy and complete. The perfect match for me, somebody who keeps me in her heart like I mean the world to her.
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"We're leaving the country ?" She smiles trying to guess and I laugh.
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"Maybe would you like that?" I ask her.
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"Ugh with you yes it would be a dream come true" she smiles and I can't resist her. The movies over and I scoop her up in my arms leaving the tray on the table for tomorrow. She giggles and wraps her legs around my waist.
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"I love how you do that, you just pick me up and put me where you want me" she laughs and I kiss her. Hearing her laugh, feeling her wrapped around me does things. I carry her up to bed setting her down and she looks up at me smiling and watching me undress. I need her again.
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"I love how you do that" I say hoarsely.
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"What ?" She smiles
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"Look at me" I say.
"I love how you look at me" I add.
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She stands up just inches away from my face, and she kisses me whilst undoing her blouse. It falls to the floor and I unhook her bra for her.
She inhales sharply when I have her nipples in between my fingers.
"I love how you do that too" she laughs her body moving into mine. Her skirt is off and I lift her onto the bed. She sits on the edge of the bed and I can't wait to be inside of her. Hearing her say my name.
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"Mmm Jay" she sighs when I put the tip inside of her. She's leaning back and I can't believe how good she looks.
"I want you" she sighs.
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"I love how you do that" I tell her.
"Telling me you want me whilst grinding your hips into me" I tell her.
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The feel of her is unimaginable, better than I could ever have thought it would feel. She moves along with me and all's I can think of is her, her voice, her body and her beautiful face.
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