***Taylors POV***
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"Hey" Ross says sympathetically, but I'm not listening to him. His arms are around me and he's comforting me. I didn't realise I had been crying until I moved my head away from his chest and there were tear stains on his top.
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"Oh Taylor, I'm gonna be honest. For once." He begins his head lowered to mine. His hands cupping my face.
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"We could have just been together and it would have been so simple and perfect. No stress, no tears no fighting right?" he smiles and wipes my face.
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"We could have just continued as we were" he smiles laughing.
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"Us. Seeing shows and going out together and watching all the movies that you like" he laughs and I chuckle along with him.
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"You will always be welcome to come back to me" he says earnestly and steps away. He pushes his blonde hair back and Jay appears. He strides over to me in a few steps and takes me in his arms. He gives me no choice but to yield to his affection.
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"I'm sorry" he whispers.
"I love you so much" he says.
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"I'm sorry too I just fell asleep" I say looking into his eyes.
"I love you more" I say.
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"Home ?" He asks whispering in my ear shielding me from everybody else.
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Matty appears by the door. Smoking his cigarette.
"Taylor I'm sorry I just got carried away because of the pictures and stuff that's all" he explains and my heart burns a little. His eyes looking at me, watching my reactions. I know that he is still in love with me. Looking at those pictures took me straight back to our time together.
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"I understand you two are together. " he adds.
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I go and hug him it's not his fault entirely, I was laying on him. His arms pull me in and just as he relaxes I pull away. Not wanting to give anybody else the wrong idea.
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"What's happened" Rach calls out of her window and I look up.
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I see her small head poking out looking at us. She sighs and rolls her eyes taking in the scene of Jay, Matty and Ross surrounding me crying. Quite the triangle were becoming. This is all I need, I want to run away as quickly as I can. Disappear completely.
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"Nothing's going on" I sniffle and I'm about to cry again. Full blown ugly tears.
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"Get back to whatever it is you were doing" Ross sighs looking at her. He grabs his skateboard and we stroll off to the car park. He gives me an escape route and I take it.
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I smile over at him and he winks at me. "Anytime" he mouths.
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I head with Jay to the car decidedly sulking about the whole thing. I feel bad, for everybody in this situation. Including my own silly self.
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We sit down and he starts up the car quietly. Once we are back on the freeway he glances over at me.
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"Tay I overreacted and I could have handled that differently, truth is I'm pretty impulsive. When my emotions are high I find it hard to contain my shit. I saw him and the way he was looking at you, holding you and I just flipped. I'm going to make it up to you" he says intently. I notice he's smoking and grasping the wheel with his free hand.
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My cheeks redden and I cry. Hes being reasonable. More than reasonable, Matty is my ex and I need to set clear boundaries and stick to them.
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"I'm sorry I should not have allowed any of that to happen, I'm not making excuses. I had been drinking and I noticed a picture on his phone. It was a memory and I looked at it. Then I zoned out" I say, better not to mention our theatre trip at the moment.
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"It's okay I'm not getting on at you" he says and smiles over at me.
"I love you, I need to better manage my emotions." He sighs.
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We go silent. I see the familiar woods, just past the trees I can see the water and I relax. Just seeing our place, the familiarity of it, comforts me.
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"It won't happen again" I say to him and I squeeze his thigh.
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"I understand you two have history" he begins softly.
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"But I know for sure that I am your future, I want to make that future happy, and stressless and fucking exciting, and perfect like you, I will not get on my high horse again. Okay ?" He smiles.
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"I love you" I say my heart beating out of my chest. He evokes a reaction in me each time. Whereby I am yearning for him. His words make me feel high. Like I'm floating up to heaven surrounded my his love and care.
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"I love you, sorry for getting jealous" he sighs.
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We park up in our garage and he comes around to get my door. As soon as I am up I am in his arms.
I'm not sure how long we stay there. Just in each others space.
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Damp tears trickle from my cheeks and I pull away from him realising that he is crying. There is moisture behind his eyes, they are glistening under the light and my heart breaks a little.
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"I'm sorry Jay" I say instantly.
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"It's not a thing. I just realised something. I need you for the rest of my life and the actual possibility of you not being a part of that is so fricking painful" he says cupping his hands around my jaw.
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"Me too" I reply instantly and he softens.
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"Now let's go in and I'll cook" he chuckles then takes my hand and guides me into our home.
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I sit up on the stool and watch him moving around the kitchen: he's perfection. Dirty blonde hair, tan skin and eyes that wander to me every now and again. I begin to wonder how I ever got so lucky attracting his attention. My phone buzzes but I ignore it.
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Soon he brings over the food, and I smile up at him. He sits on the stool next to me facing me and sighs.
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"Where's yours?" I ask noticing that he's only made one plate.
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"I'm not hungry for food" he smiles.
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He puts some on the fork and indicates that I open my mouth. I do and he spoons it in. It’s tastes delicious and he smiles.
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“What are you going to eat” I ask him and he chuckles.
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“Stop thinking about me, and start thinking about you instead” he says smiling.
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He feeds me until all of the food is gone. Then he pushes the plate away from us and stands. He takes my hand and I follow him to the bedroom. Wordlessly he undresses me, taking in every inch of my body as he does.
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“I can’t stop thinking about you” he mutters in my ear and I melt.
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He sits me down on our four poster bed and I lay back. Instantly he takes me in his mouth, and I’m at his mercy.
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“Jay” I sigh.
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“Yes babe, I’m hungry for you. Now I’m gonna eat you out” he says and I sigh.
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“You taste amazing” he says between licking me.
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He continues swirling his tongue around me until I’m close.
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“I’m close” I tell him.
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He kisses up my body and I sigh before I know it he is inside of me. He pushes all the way in his face inches from mine.
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“I need you Taylor” he whispers.
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“I need you more” I sigh.
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He pulls all the way out. And I’m yearning for him I push my hips up to him and he sighs.
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“So impatient” he laughs yielding to me and thrusting again.
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“Wanna go on top” he asks.
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I take him up on his offer and when he is underneath me, I look down at him, his beauty and I’m carried away moving on top of him.
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“I love the way you do that” he says smiling and his breath hitches.
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We’re both close, held on the edge of our orgasm and I speed up a little.
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“I need you” he says as he comes inside of me.
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“I need you more” I say.
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Afterwards he holds me close and we end up falling asleep in each others arms.
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