Taylors POV
~past tense~
March
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Once I wake up to the sound of the gulls and Jay's soft breathing, I feel the sun beating into the room and sink further into his embrace. I hadn't even been aware when we drifted off last night, one moment we had been kissing and the next I was waking up in our peaceful little utopia.
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"Good morning" he says kissing my forehead.
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"Morning" I say back my head buried in his skin, his hands explore my body and I lay just listening to his heart beating steadily.
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"Ready to go on the boat again today" he whispers to me.
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"Yes" I glance up at him smiling, he's passed his sense of adventure onto me and I cannot help but to feel excited by watching him command the speed boat. Jay strokes my hair back smiling at me. As his eyes stare into mine I get lost watching him before he kisses me slowly. We break away to breathe a few times for air. He kisses me until I pull away from him. As I move away he smiles and pulls me back once more, I give into him softly planting kisses on his lips.
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"I'm sure that I could kiss you for the rest of my life" I say and then blush realising the implications of what I've just told him.
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"I could do that" he smiles, undeterred by me suggesting we remain together forever.
Jay proceeds to kiss down my neck and over my chest and after almost an hour of just kissing each other we get out of the four poster bed. I feel like my lips should be tired but they're not.
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Jay carries me through to the bathroom and we shower together, I begin to wonder how I'm going to do anything whilst he's not around next week. It will be a shock to the system being in dorms knowing that this lake house could have been an option. Draped in a towel I dry off looking out over the views of the lake, I can feel his eyes watching me and it makes me smile. It is beyond flattering that a guy like Jay could find me so attractive, my only hope is that his eyes don’t stray away from me, ever.
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Slipping on my new a line skirt that he bought for me at the dress shop, it stops just under my bum and has a classic dogtooth pattern to the print. I twirl in it and grasp one of his white Ralph shirts, I drape it over my shoulders and tuck it in. Looking out at the sun I skip tights and place my ankle boots on instead.
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“My shirt suits you” he whispers his hand tracing up my thigh as I smile. Pulling his phone out he takes a picture of us, it’s undeniably cute and I kiss his lips looking at the selfie of us.
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“Oh that one’s a screensaver” he smiles and I giggle. Jay waltzes down the marble staircase shirtless in just his jeans and I follow behind him gleefully watching how his jeans hang perfectly off of his hips.
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The kitchen is utterly remarkable, I had almost forgotten the grandeur of the marble worktops, the glass wine rack and the top of the range appliances.
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"Mmm that smells great" I say behind him, my hands going up his back as he fries up the eggs.
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"Good I hope it tastes great" he smiles.
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"Is this right?" He says, looking down at the eggs.
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"Perfect" I smile rubbing his chest, I just love and appreciate how he isn’t sure of what he's doing yet he tries anyway. I decide to take over the eggs, as he places the beans in a saucepan and heats them up. Before he returns slipping his arms around my waist hugging me from behind. I smile feeling like the luckiest girl alive as he kisses my neck.
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"That's a nice distraction" I whisper craning my head up to kiss his lips.
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"Now it's ready" I say breaking away from him.
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"Sit down and I'll bring it over" I whisper to him his lips just millimetres from mine. Quite honestly I’m ready to ditch the breakfast and let him explore my body again but I figure we should eat, seen as it's done. He kisses me slowly before retreating to the large oak table taking a seat at the head of it in a large upholstered chair. I set the food down before him and he smiles broadly.
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"Thanks" he smiles winking at me, setting my cheeks on fire as they blush red.
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"You're welcome my love" I lean down and kiss him slowly my hands ruffling his hair.
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"I honestly do not know what I did to deserve this kind of perfection" he smiles up at me.
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Finally and after a prolonged amount of staring into one another’s eyes, I take my seat next to him and we eat. Occasionally I notice that he glances up at me and it becomes apparent that he is unable to stop looking at me altogether. Jay has a disarming stare that triggers something inside of me making me feel like surrendering.
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“Taylor” he whispers as I leave my food for him, I’m utterly addicted to his hands. My need to be close to him always is stronger than my need for food even.
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"I miss you when I'm not touching you" he smiles over at me as I hook my legs over him in the fancy dining chair, sitting in his lap.
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"And I miss your hands being on me" I tell him stroking his face as he kisses me again. We get lost in each other's embrace kissing each other and his hand pulling my hair back.
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“Jay” I whisper slowly rocking my hips into him.
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“I want you all of the time" I whisper as I stare into his blue eyes and over his chest I reflect on how my feelings for him are overpowering and all consuming. They have become constant and inescapable. Strong enough to pull me into him whenever he is near. My lust for him has morphed into love and I couldn’t possibly not be with him now even if I tried.
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I've always looked subconsciously for the perfect guy; the guy that does everything right. The ones that say the right things. That do everything by the book. The way we have found love is unconventional. We haven’t done all of the right things or said all of the correct things to one another; we’ve argued and fought. We have both hurt each other yet somehow through these circumstances love found us. And as he stares at me now, his hands in my hair as he holds my face close to his he makes me abandon my doubts and follow him into the wilderness.
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Impulsively I pull my skirt off, standing in front of him in his shirt, he inhales sharply his hands stroking my thighs. I kneel down in front of him watching his stare as I undo his jeans and he stands to strip. I pull his jeans off and his Calvin Klein's.With no hesitation I kiss him and possess him in my mouth instantly.
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"Fuck baby" he sighs, his hand knotting in my hair. Travelling around my neck, I surrender to him allowing his hand to control my movements.
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"Close" he moans and he loosens his grip allowing me to let go should I feel I need too. However I keep going all the way until the end, he gasps as he finishes, his hands holding onto my neck again as he loses himself.
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“Taylor” he whispers helping me up to face him. him as he touches between my legs lightly. He watches my reactions as I sigh at his touch. Jay pulls me onto the table, lifting me up with his strong forearms and I giggle wrapping my legs around his waist.
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"And just like that I'm hard, again Taylor" he whispers in my ear.
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"Just from the sight of you. Just from the sound of that giggle. Just from the feel of you underneath me" he sighs.
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“I need you” I whisper as he undoes the shirt buttons exposing my chest entirely. He scoops my bum closer to him and takes me over the table.
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"You're perfection " he whispers as I moan his name and he smiles at me kissing my lips.
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"And fucking beautiful" he whispers pounding into me.
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"Going down on me in my kitchen I must be in heaven" he smiles, pushing the shirt off entirely. He pinches my nipple and I sigh in his ear whimpering.
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"Like that?" He asks a cheeky grin spreading across his face.
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"Mmm yes" I sigh as he pinches the other one biting his lip.
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"Mmm Jay" I gasp as he continues teasing my nipples.
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“I love you Jay" I say searching his eyes as he speeds up and finishes eventually.
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“I love you" he gasps and smiles wildly my head imagines up all the scenarios where he gets me pregnant and I bare his children. I blush bright crimson and he watches me curiously before lifting me off of the table gently and carrying me into the living room.
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Lying naked before the view over the lake I have to remind myself that the privacy blinds will allow us our modesty. He snuggles into me on what must be the largest sofa I’ve ever seen in my life. White and cream cushions adorn it and I hold onto his chest.
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"What is your full name" I ask smiling and he chuckles, staring into my eyes.
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"Just Jay. Gilbert Scott is my secoond name" he says stroking my back.
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“But you already knew that” he smirks and it’s undeniably cute, I kiss him again as he wraps me up in his embrace.
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"Jay Gilbert Scott. Wow sounds like a solicitor or company executive." I say smiling between kisses.
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"Taylor" he giggles holding onto my back. He pulls a fluffy blanket over us.
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“Taylor Gilbert Scott” he whispers looking into my eyes. Staying at me before he tucks my hair back.
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"That is the most perfect sounding name I've ever heard" he smiles as I grin. My mind runs faster than I can even begin to keep up with it.
Gazing at his chest and lips I feel a pang of regret wondering when I will see this house again, be in this space with him. Where he is mine and nobody else's. Where I am his; Mrs Gilbert Scott.
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