Taylors POV
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Tom managed to fracture my wrist just in time for the biggest opportunity in my life as a young dancer. My interview is in a few days for a dance company and as we arrive at the lake house I consider postponing it. I have a splint over my arm, a bandage and a whole host of negative feelings and animosity for my ex boyfriend. I see his contorted face in my mind as Jay walks around the cab to retrieve my door. He helps me to climb out before guiding me in my stilettos up to the front of our home.
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"You are great at this" I say turning around to look at him when we finally reach our canopy bed upstairs. His blonde hair disheveled as he looks down at me in the almost dark room.
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"I know I'm truly shocked too Taylor" he giggles as I stroke his hair back with my good arm. Lightly turning me around to face the bed he begins undoing my evening gown, one silk button at a time. Jay is utterly silent when he removes the dress letting it fall to the floor with a soft thud as I stand before him in my fanciest lingerie yet. I laugh slightly at the addition of my bandage accompanying my sexy garter belt as his hand brushes up my waist.
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"Please wear this again" he sighs fiddling with my suspender belt, gently turning me to face him and kissing my lips. Settling me down on the side of our bed he begins to undress himself before me. I consider him the most beautiful man I've ever met and so I unashamedly stare. Even as he removes his Calvin Kleins.
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"What's caught your eye" he asks me smiling.
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"You" I tell him without any hesitation. He climbs on top of me slowly and delicately. Directly evading my wrist which is beginning to ache.
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"I'm going to worship your body tonight" he smiles moving aside the garter belt and unclipping it. Bending in front of me he slides it down my legs with his teeth and I blush heavily.
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"Now" he whispers his lips kissing over my thong as I breathe in and out heavily.
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"Let's take these off too" he sighs looking down at the black stringy panties before removing them in the same fashion as he did the belt.
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"Are you comfortable" he whispers checking in with me as I'm about to explode declaring that he makes love to me right this second.
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"Mhmm" I whisper lifting my leg and hooking it over his hip as he stands at the side of the bed. Jay watches me intently as he pushes inside of me and I gasp at the feeling of him possessing me.
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"You feel incredible" he says in my ear and I smile to myself into the dark.
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"So do you" I whisper back clutching onto his hips.
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"You're mine Taylor" he whispers in my ear as I grin.
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"You looked unbelievable tonight." He says kissing my ear and I moan, he thrusts deeper into me.
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"I will not share you with anybody" he looks at me, directly into my eyes and I sigh.
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"I'm all yours, Jay" I tell him as he reaches his climax inside of me. Holding his hips into me afterwards and not wanting to leave. I hold onto him pulling my arms around him.
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"I love you" I whisper.
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"I love you" he says with a smile.
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"Try and rest, I've set an alarm for meds" he says stroking my back. I shuffle closer to his chest and in no time I'm asleep against him breathing him in.
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The new alarm clock is making a noise. Which is strange because I can tell it's still dark outside and I am not willing to get up. I move my arm to shut it up and then curse myself because of the pain.
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"I've got it" Jay whispers shutting the clock off.
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"Pain pills babe" he says smiling, standing up and retrieving the pills from the cabinet across the room. I sit up and do as I’m told taking them before laying back down with Jay, the love of my life.
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"Did you mean it - the whole love of my life" I ask him hazily waiting for the pills to kick in as I stare over at his face.
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"Josh looked dumbfounded" I scoff as he delicately wraps his arms around me.
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"I mean it you are the absolute one and only love of my life. I fought pretty fucking hard Taylor to be with you and before that even to not pursue you even though you were with Matthew. It was impossible; falling for you and telling myself to leave the situation be." He says smiling as he strokes my face. My mind whirls trying to understand how he could possibly see me in that light, it’s true that he is devastatingly beautiful. And honestly when we began dating I had thought this would be fleeting for him, my resistance to his charm had been due to that fear for a very long time. The circumstances surrounding us during the time we had been flirting with one another and the fact that I was still romantically involved with Matthew I assumed would make him think less of me. Naturally I would expect him to worry about my loyalty.
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"In my relationships I wasn't totally fair on the other person, I am going to apologise to Matthew because though I was with him it was wrong to even entertain others at the same time" I say hazily as the medication begins to kick in.
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"I'm genuinely in love with you. I'm trying to tell you that even though you have literally witnessed me be with someone and not be as completely honest as possible that I do not feel anything for anybody else." I tell him sincerely as he sighs stroking my face.
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"Taylor I don't think that you are a bad person, I idolise you. You care deeply for people. I know that you have a connection with Ross and I also know that you have a history with Matty. That means something. I don't expect you to be somebody else for me. I take you as you are and I want you forever" he declares holding onto my hips under the covers.
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"And hey you're talking to somebody who was an unbelievable dickhead to every single girl he was with. I accept that's who I was. When I was young I kind of vowed that I would not ever get close to anybody for a whole host of reasons" he says as I stare into his eyes, wondering idly what those reasons could be. His expressions softens and he pauses before speaking again.
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"I ugh" he stutters as I stroke his back.
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"I can't quite believe how lucky I am, when I first saw you I know you know how obsessed I became with you. Trying everything possible. Being an asshole, being everything but myself. But for you to accept me? To love me? Like this. That's beyond what I could ever hope for in life Taylor" he expresses genuinely.
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A few happy tears escape my eyes and he wipes at them, smiling.
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"Shhh now sleep, I'm always going to be here." He whispers kissing my forehead as I huddle into him. Staring into his chest briefly as the conversation turns into silence and my thoughts take over. The ring sitting in my jewellery box, the one that Matthew proposed to me with is not mine anymore. It’s something I’ve held onto for long enough and should I give it back to him perhaps it will allow him to move on from us. I decide in my head that I must arrange a time to sit down with him and air out our relationship properly and most importantly to give him back the engagement ring that I no longer wear.
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"Jay" I whisper rubbing his chest.
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"Mmm" he says kissing me.
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“You’re it for me. Forever" I say and I close my eyes. I'm so tired and the morphine is shutting me down. I feel his arms around me, breathe him in and fall asleep.
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