Taylor's POV
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Chapter one reimagined from Taylor's POV
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Jay got us home safely, we sped through the water, it turns out the boat can go pretty quickly when he wants it too. Which is good because I wanted him right that very second. As the boat docked into the boat house, he climbed off extending his hand to help me off board. The second my bare feet touched the deck he lifted me up in his strong arms as I giggled. Carrying me, tucked into his chest over to the house. Smiling down at me as he carried me up the winding staircase to where I'm laying now underneath the canopy bed with him astride me thrusting into me.
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"Mmm I love you" I tell him wondering just how so much has clicked into place for me over the past couple of months. From being Ross' roommate to living with Gilbert Scott. Jay takes up my entire headspace most of the time, he has captured my heart and if he dares to break it then there will be no fixing me or putting me back together.
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"Tell me again baby" he whispers as I grin, I love him so completely and I've told him many times.
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"I love you" I whisper back as his eyes rake over my chest. His lips fervently travelling down my neck and kissing my nipples as my body squirms underneath him.
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"Mmm Jay baby" I say unable to contain myself. It feels incredible, it always does with Jay. His voice whispering in my ear I love you's as I savour the seductive timbre of his voice. Opening my eyes I realise that I'm saying his name over and over again, getting lost with him in this perfect moment.
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"No Jay, I want you" I plead with him as he pulls out slowly, switching things up. He grins down at me and I find that I utterly adore his face. His smile and the way his blonde hair falls over his head. His lips travel all the way down my chest again, further down and over my tummy as I gasp. They reach their destination between my legs, and I call out his name unable to stop myself. His strong hands hold my hips in place as he works his magic on me.
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"Jay baby, I'm so close" I gasp opening my eyes and looking at the silk voiles circling the bed.
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"I want you" I gasp desperately as he briefly looks up at me and I take in his beautiful blue eyes watching mine. His eyes soften as he moves up my body holding my eye contact.
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"I want you too" he whispers once he's reached my face. I rest my hands on his hips and finally he gives into me, thrusting into me as I gaze into his eyes. The depth of my feelings for him overwhelms me, he watches me just as closely as he makes love to me.
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"I love you" I tell him as I close my eyes, set on losing myself entirely. Committing this moment to memory and forever holding him in my arms.
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"I love you more" he says desperately as I open my eyes looking back into his.
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"Don't ever leave me" he smiles and I gasp.
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"We can stay here forever" he whispers smiling down at me as I let go entirely, breathing deeply and finding intense pleasure in my release.
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"Now I can die happy" he chuckles looking into my eyes before he lays down next to me playing with my hair. My hands trace lines over his chest as he rests next to me watching me with starry eyes. I wonder what living here might be like and get utterly swept up by the idea of it. Seeing the view every morning, being somewhere with Jay that nobody knows of, our secret home.
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"What would you like for dinner?" He whispers and I smile up at him kissing his lips. Realising that we're going to have to leave this bed eventually, I pull him closer and he chuckles.
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"Can we have pizza" I ask, considering that we could order in and not leave the bed at all is a big motivator.
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"I can cook something better than that, give me some credit" Jay scoffs at me, tickling my sides before he grasps his shirt and hands me it.
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"Anything you like Taylor, and if I fuck it I'll get takeout" he says smiling as I slip the shirt on, he is my whole world.
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"Okay make me lasagne" I smirk as he pulls his boxers up and I stare out at the night sky illuminated by the stars, the horizon line holding the moon proudly. Climbing off of the bed to get a closer look out of the window, nobody can see in yet we can see out for miles.
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"Okay I'll give it my best shot" he says and I smile back at him. Glancing over at him as I stand at the end of the bed in his shirt marvelling at how ready I am to be in his arms again. There is a vulnerability to wanting somebody that much I realise as he stands in all of his glory before me, looking every bit the model in his Calvin Kleins. Jay doesn't give me any reason to doubt his sincerity or his love however the mere possibility that he should stop wanting me leaves me feeling so devastated. He looks at me quizzically, two hands rested on my face as he stares into my eyes fascinated.
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"What?" I whisper as I throw my arms around him. Feeling his warm chest and strong arms go around me.
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"I'm just very happy you're with me" he whispers telling me the very thing I so desperately needed to hear. That statement deserves a passionate kiss. We lock lips for some time.
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Grasping his hand smiling and pulling him along with me through the expansive bedroom and to the two double doors we head downstairs him holding onto my waist and hips. As we walk practically conjoined to one another, into the marble kitchen. He opens up a bottle of wine, popping the cork and pouring me a glass before setting it down in front of me. I position myself on the velvet bar stool, ready to help should he need it.
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I watch his bare back as he starts chopping the onion, very well using the knife like a chef would. The meat browns in the pan as I sip my wine and enjoy being cooked for.
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"Taylor" he says facing the pan.
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"Jay" I say slowly smiling.
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"I can't imagine being anywhere but here with you" he says before turning and smiling at me. The food simmers in the pan as he crosses the kitchen, lifting me off of the chair bringing me into his arms and swaying with me. I love that he likes to be close, he doesn't shy away from affection or physical contact. He doesn't hide behind his feelings. He owns them.
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I think of the Jay that I met years ago, the one who annoyed me in Ryan's kitchen whilst I was making cocktails with Rach. Before all of the drama that ensued with Jen and Matthew. Looking into his adventurous eyes remembering how he made passes on me even though I was with Matty, and how I fought with him for some time before my defences broke away. Jay was so damn charming, hot and addictive. I could never ever admit that to myself then. He rubbed me up the wrong way, he charmed me when I didn't want to be charmed.
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He dared to barge his way into my life and shake things up. He showed me that life needs to be lived and enjoyed. He never hid his flaws or mistakes. He protected me from bears, and listened to my mindless rants when I was going on at him about the little things. He stood by me, as a friend through the difficult times. He never sugar coated anything, and he never lied. On our first date he showed me he could naturally dance, just like he's doing now in our kitchen in a magnificent lake house.
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"Mmm I lose myself with you" he sighs smiling at me, his hands on the small of my back before he checks on the pan.
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"I will Jay" I say following him over to the oven.
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"I will live here with you" I say finally as he stirs the pot before looking up at me with a surprised expression on his face.
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"You will" he stutters pulling me into his embrace.
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"I will" I smile as he kisses me fervently.
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"I love you, thank you for showing me so much care and devotion. I want to formally live here with you as your partner" I say smirking as he showers me with kisses.
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"I love you, partner” He grins holding onto me and refusing to let me go. I nod excitedly and he giggles, picking me up in his strong arms and sitting me up on the counter top.
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"Now we have to layer it all up" I whisper looking down at the pan. He winks at me before retrieving the baking dish and layering the sauces with pasta sheets. I watch him as he places his masterpiece in the centre of the oven, he tops up my glass and then lifts me down from the counter and into his arms.
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"Where were we" he says smiling as we fall back into our embrace. I can feel his arms around me and I close my eyes. A slow song comes on the radio, a Johnny Cash one. He starts humming along in my ear and I marvel at how on key he is. Impressive. Who would have known that Jay could sing. Singing a few of the lyrics that I know in his ear as he relaxes.
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"Just beautiful" he smiles as I chuckle and he catches his lips in mine. There's that charm again, in how his hands hold me and the tenderness of his kisses.
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After swaying and kissing we manage to stop touching long enough to eat Jay's lasagne which is also very impressive. He's proud of it and I give him tons of praise, smiling. We wash up everything together, I insist helping him out. He pours us some more wine and we head into the living room to look out at the lake.
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