***Jay's POV***
-future tense-
April
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"Mmm Jay I love you" she moans as I'm thrusting into her. Her hands in my hair as I lay on top of her in my skyline apartment. Taylor drives me to the point of insanity, I've dreamt about having this physical connection with her for years, to the point where I have to continually check that I'm not still dreaming.
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"Tell me again baby" I demand of her, opening my eyes to finally see her gorgeous body under mine. Her blue eyes looking into my own, a wry smile playing on her lips which I kiss instantly. Pulling myself back I assess her, watching her and contemplating how she is solely and completely mine. Trusting me, loving me implicitly, she pulls my hips into her and I sigh closing my eyes again as she whispers that she loves me in my ear.
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My hands run though her silky long hair and down her chest. Her skin soft and warm under my touch as I lower my head into her breasts and she giggles.
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"Jay" she whispers in my ear, moving her hips underneath me and I'm blown away.
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"Your tongue, jheez" she sighs and I giggle moving up to rest on my elbows and smiling down at her.
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"You kept me waiting all day long" I whisper down to her, watching her move underneath me. How I have managed to sit through two psychology lectures with her head rested on my chest, endured her eyes exploring my body all though lunch in the refectory and not taken her against any walls or bent her over any tables. It's practically a miracle.
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"I want you so badly all of the time. Seeing you bite your lips like that whilst you're looking at me" I whisper and she moans my name each time I thrust deeper into her. Softly moving her leg up, she smiles at me and her hands go around my waist resting on my hips pulling me further into her.
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Grinning down at her I move all the way out and she waists for my familiar rhythm to return, gasping as I watch her captivated.
"No Jay, I want you" she pleads and I smile mischievously as she giggles. Teasing her as she moans my name, I circle my hips over her and she sighs. Kissing down her beautiful body intent on tasting her, not missing a single millimetre of her skin. I glance up at her, watching her biting down on her full pink lips and how her cheeks redden as I get closer to my objective.
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Moving my tongue over her, possessing her entirely as she calls my name out over and over again. To hear her voice saying my name finally is like all of my dreams have come true. Her hands pull at my hair and honestly I could stay down here all night, hooking my arms around her hips that I've admired for years.
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"Jay baby, I'm close" she sighs and I pull her hips into me devouring her, before I slowly crawl up her body. Resting both of my arms either side of her face she gazes up into my eyes and I thank all of the stars that I get to have her.
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"I want you" she says breathlessly.
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"I want you too" I whisper gazing into her deep blue eyes. Her hands find my nipple ring and she plays with it briefly as I kiss her savouring the moment of her wanting me and needing me. It's heady, almost as if I'm having an out of body experience. I'm sure it's going to give me a complex, Taylor allowing me to feel like the only man in the world is making me very sure of myself.
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Matthew and Ross no longer exist to me anymore, although they linger around her. I refuse to notice their roles within her life as every evening I bring her home and make love to her in the kitchen, the bedroom, the bathroom and on the sofa. On one occasion she kissed me so fervently in the elevator that we ended up pulling clothes off as we ascended up towards the apartment, the doors chimed open and I carried her entirely naked into the apartment and straight into my bed as she kissed me. Our clothes travelling back down to the foyer, as Taylor shouted out my name all evening whilst I kept her happy in bed.
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"I love you" she tells me again as I thrust into her feeling her orgasming over me.
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"I love you more" I gasp as I lose control.
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Before Taylor, sex had become a chore, in the sense that there were no reciprocal feelings within my relationships. I would spend time finding what works for a girl and then once I realised how to make her achieve orgasm I would just do that until I eventually finished too. With Taylor just hearing her tell me that she loves me sends me over the edge, and I find that I'm continually holding onto myself, trying to maintain a sense of control.
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Opening my eyes as we both get our breath back I watch her as she stares at me happily and consider how I have never ever told a woman that I love her. Kissing her insistently as she chuckles her hands in my wild blonde hair. The intensity of my feelings for her especially directly after sex leave me utterly clingy and possessive. I've not until now felt connected to a woman and although she makes me feel confident in being the sole love of her life. The depth of my feelings for her drown me, like I'm continually losing myself and my control around her. She is the first ever woman to make me vulnerable. The first that’s made me question; what would I do without you?
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"Now I can die happy" I joke and she giggles lifting my chin up to look at her. Before kissing her lips softly, I lay on my side facing her.
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"What do you want for dinner" I ask smiling laying next to her propped up on my elbow. She traces the lines of my tattoos with her fingertips. Again, she's the only girl I've ever let touch me like that, I watch her fascinated.
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"You're not going to leave me surely" I say giving her a lopsided grin which I know she won't be able to resist.
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"Hardly" she says brushing my hair away from my face.
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"Can we have pizza?" She asks and I pull her hips into me. My girl naked is a phenomenon, I'm unable to stop touching her, it's not my fault that she kept me waiting for years and so now I'm constantly showering her with love and affection.
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"I can cook something better than that, give me some credit" I scoff giggling as she faces me in our silk sheets.
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"Anything you like, babe? What will it be?" I suggest and she smirks.
"And if I fuck it, I'll get takeout" I tell her and she laughs stroking my face with her fingertips.
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"Okay make me Lasagne" she smiles standing up entirely naked, posed in front of the large flatscreen. I prop myself up on the fabric bed frame, my arms behind my head watching her entirely breathless as she stands before me.
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"Okay I'll give it my very best shot" I say as she pulls my shirt on over her body. I stare at her, in my clothes and in my place and I can't help but grin. My mind travelling back to January, just after New Year's Eve just after her telling me that she loved me. Reminding myself of how much I wanted her, how I craved her for months, considering her mine as she worked through the complications surrounding our relationship at the beginning. I pull some boxers on and stand stretching still eyeing her as if she will disappear if I look away for so much as a second.
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"What?" She smirks walking over to me and wrapping her arms around me. I feel complete. She's still wearing the diamonds earrings I got her for Christmas and I brainstorm what I can buy her next.
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"I'm just" I stutter looking down at her shiny eyes.
I'm very fucking lucky I think to myself as she waits on my words.
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"Very happy you're with me" I explain brushing her cheek with my fingertips. Taylor kisses me passionately and pulls me into the kitchen.
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