Taylor's POV
~past tense~
March
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The music is hushed as we dine together for the second time in one day, my mind idly tells me that you’re no longer casually involved with a person if you are eating with them morning, noon and night. Eye contact is a big deal within our little dating experience, often I catch his eyes staring into my own and forget all that I had been doing.
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"That was incredible, I never thought I would like the fries just as much as the steak. You are gifted" he says smiling looking into my eyes as he places his knife and fork down. Standing alongside him, I perch on one of the upholstered stools by the kitchen island and sip my champagne. Never, had I imagined being wined and dined this much in my life before.
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Before tidying up and placing all of the plates and cutlery into the dishwasher, Jay reveals a large chocolate cake that he had purchased for our desert. He sure knows how to make a woman smile, doesn’t he? I slip down from the stool resting my champagne glass on the side as I cut into the cake.
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The thick chocolate glaze parts to reveal a rich chocolate sponge, I place two generous slices on plates and he smiles down at me before carrying them through the marble hall and back into the living space.
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The moon, in its full glory, shines through the windows and you can even see how it’s reflecting light over the dark water. It’s practically an artists dream, having views that are continuously changing and interesting to the eye. Jay manages to get the fire going in record time, he stands back assessing it as I approach him from behind. He looks into the mirror above the fireplace at my reflection behind him and smiles.
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"Hey" he says as I brush his back with my hand.
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“Hey” I smile at him, managing not to inspect my own reflection and fuss over my makeup, which is non existent after the adventures of the day.
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“You look beautiful” he smiles sensing my shift in focus as I pull at my hair.
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“Lord, Jay you’re practically a model” I scoff and he laughs turning around and lifting me up as I giggle. Carrying me over to the cream sofa set, we almost trip over the footstool, yet he merely laughs and sets me down into the comforting plush fabric of the sofa.
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"Did you know Taylor that I've dreamed about you every single night since we met." He smiles down at me, arms rested either side of me as he leans into me.
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"You have ?" I whisper to him before he kisses me and I lose track of time again.
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"And not just sleazy dreams" he laughs taking the seat next to me and resting his arm over my shoulders. He faces me on the sofa before the fire and I close the space between us, stroking his face with my fingertips.
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"I had a few dreams about you" I say smiling and he nods, a grin spreading across his face.
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"Really now that is something" he snickers maintaining my eye contact, watching me and deliberating what to do next.
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“You know some of them, I’ve told you” I smirk and he chuckles placing a movie on and grasping the cakes. My phone vibrates on the side and he passes it to me, without checking the display.
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Quickly flicking through my notifications, I catch up with messages from Rachel and realise the most recent one is from Ross. A stab of guilt passes through me as his message enquires as to where I am. It's a reasonable question considering that we live together and he hasn't seen me all day. I only hope he's gone to the party and isn't waiting for me to join him. Before replying I decide I need to check in with Jay, should he not wish to have people knowing we’re spending time together then I will tell Ross I’m at my mom’s.
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"Ross wants to know where I am" I comment.
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"Okay just say we're together ?" He smiles over at me his hand casually resting on my thigh.
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"I’m just checking in case you were opposed to people knowing that we're spending time together" I tell him.
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"I'm absolutely fine with the whole world knowing" he laughs and so I message Ross back. Beginning with an apology for not letting him know my whereabouts. I explain that I’m with Jay, not expecting to hear back from him. Of course, Rach texts me within minutes of me sending my message and I assume that Ross is at the party with the others.
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Taylor, please be careful. Love ya not trying to be a bitch but please just be careful. Rachel.
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It strikes me that Jay messed her around a lot, over an extended period of time. Could he be doing that to me? Even though her message fills me with doubts, I consider that her intention was to look out for me and so I message her back thanking her for looking out for me and that I'll catch up with her soon.
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"Jay" I say placing my phone down.
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"Yes babe" he says stroking my arm.
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"You wouldn't mess me around would you?" I say, champagne giving me confidence. He pulls me into his lap and I smile looking down into his eyes.
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"No I would never ever do that to you" he says looking into my eyes.
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"I love you, this is different for me" he says genuinely.
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"I love you too" I say and mean it throughout my entire body.
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“I understand exactly why you and maybe the people that care about you would think that. And honestly I don’t blame them for thinking that. But Taylor, I’m absolutely ecstatic that you’re here with me, even in the light of that. I feel honoured to be able to have you, to be able to spend the day with you. To be able to prove them all wrong. I love your company, I’ve craved it for long enough.” He chuckles, rubbing my back with his hands. He kisses me softly before pulling away and staring into my eyes.
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"You haven't eaten your cake" I say smiling down at him, enthralled by his little speech.
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"Wanna share it?" He says holding me on top of him whilst reaching for the cake. He scoops some up onto a spoon, and proceeds to feed me it. It’s unimaginably sexy. I retrieve the spoon next and feed him some cake.
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"It's really nice cake" I smile.
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"Not as nice as you" he smiles back.
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"Oh Really?" I tease him, scooping up more cake and feeding him it. I delicately wipe his mouth with the brush of my hand, he catches my fingers and kisses them softly with his lips.
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"You taste better" he says smirking, undoing my boots as I shimmy them off. Before standing up before him, mentally preparing myself to throw myself at him again, just hoping that this time we will end up together.
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Jay watches me biting his lip as I pull my jeans down to reveal my leotard and nothing else. Speechless, he gazes at me as I climb back into his lap. His eyes raking over my bare thighs and back up to my lips. His strong hands urgently pulling my body into his as I pull his shirt off intent on feeling his skin. Once I can see his toned chest I move my lips down him, kissing him everywhere. He moans his hands going through my hair.
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"This is better than one of my dreams" he says smiling, having unrestricted access to his body is absolutely wonderful I realise as I cling to his chest and begin to trail my hands down to his jeans. Instantly he lifts me up and I smirk as he sets me down facing the window, I gaze out over the lake full of lust for him. Light kisses over my exposed neck make me gasp, as his hands move over my hips.
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"Taylor" he says slowly between kissing my neck.
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"I'm in fucking love with you. If you want to do this now then I'm ready to be with you forever." He says slipping his hand under my leotard and between my legs, as I gasp.
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“I'm ready for forever" I tell him as his fingers move underneath the fabric of my leotard.
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"You are the best thing that ever happened to me" he whispers and in one swift motion he undoes the poppers between my legs and pulls the leotard off and over my head.
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"You're wet for me, Taylor. Are you ready?" He asks grazing my neck with his teeth.
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"Im ready" I manage, my breathing escalated and my skin on fire. Turning me around he lifts my bare body up into his arms and swiftly carries me up a flight of stairs. I take in the long maroon hall upstairs between his onslaught of kisses.
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Eventually he reaches a set of double doors, he pushes them open and carries me over to a four poster canopy bed. Sitting me on the edge as he stands in front of me, I briefly take in the floor to ceiling windows and the view before he smiles down at me.
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"Don't worry nobody can see in" he winks at me and I laugh.
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“You have the best laugh I’ve ever heard” he smiles.
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“I never ever want to not hear it” he smirks and I blush. He watches me intently on the bed and I’m hyper aware of my body being laid out bare in front of him.
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"What to do with you now?" he sighs suggestively, a cheeky grin pulled over his lips as I chuckle and await his next move.
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