Jay's POV
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Catching a cab in the snow is a gamble isn't it? Of course I wouldn't dare say that aloud right now considering the circumstances. Rachel smiles over at me, I've pulled my Armani blazer on top of my blue shirt and tied my hair back in a knot. I look presentable, for a change. Rachel and I haven't had the conversation yet, the one where we work out what we're doing with each other. Where we are at, and I relish the thought. Although looking into her eyes now, I can tell that she is pretty close to bringing it up. Just something in the way she stares at me.
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Taylor sits across from me in the cab, it's a fancy limousine style get up. I've never really been much of a fan of them. But here we are all in this fancy limousine together. Matthew holding onto Taylor in front of me as she giggles and responds to his very word. I am beginning to think she wants to torment me. Ironically I was supposed to be making her jealous not the other way around.
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It's her legs I tell myself. They go on for days. And in those red heels, I'm lost to her. My eyes travel up from her louboutins all the way up to her eyes as she flicks a stare in my direction. Her eyes flirting with me just briefly.
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Rach is muttering on about something to me and I cannot concentrate. Matthew is touching Taylor's thigh and I'm transfixed in the moment when she bent over showing me everything before we left. Her cleavage and slim frame. The scent of her perfume and her glistening tan, tendrils of ringlets dropping down her chest. I gaze at her wondering, as she looks in my direction again, wanting to remove myself from the entire situation. The beauty of it is that he is so attached to her that he doesn't see her wandering eyes, but believe me they wander. I, however think I've taken on more than I can handle. I'm too attracted to her, especially right now. And Taylor, beautiful as she is, is just in control of me. Wrapped around her little finger caught in the moments that we steal.
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"Jay, I'll make you a cocktail when we get there what do you want" Rach says attempting to charm me. Rachel does look nice, and before Taylor I would have thought her my type. Her hair is blonde and straight, she is typically pretty. Slathered in tons of makeup, she is wearing Taylor's perfume which is just not helpful one bit. She smiles at me, wondering if I'm listening to her. Remaining quiet I just kiss her on her lips.
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Taylor has uttered my name twice now in her sleep whilst I've been in the same room as her. As she slept earlier across from me, before the others returned, she sighed in her sleep, her hands rested by her sides curled up. Saying my name and then the words I want you. I quietly approached her to see if she was actually awake, stunned and believing she was playing a trick on me. She wasn't, in fact she was out for the count. I stroked her hair back, brushing her cheek with my thumb. Obsessing over what she could have been dreaming about.
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This evening I've wondered about it non stop, even through Rachel changing in front of my very eyes. When I arrived at Matthew's earlier, I took one glance at her and saw her saying my name in her sleep; imagined kissing her at night and then mentally slapped myself for being a sap. Wearing her fiancés shirt, and only his shirt, I'm observant I could see her underwear dangling out of his pocket.
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In the kitchen before Rachel bounded into the room, I wanted to just ask her, why are you saying my name in your sleep? Please tell me what I want to hear. She looked flushed, embarrassed even. Her buttons undone slightly. As she fastened them up hastily, I wanted to go over and take the shirt off of her completely and not just to have sex with her but to hold her in my arms. It's not happened to me before; feeling like I needed somebody this much. Wanted them to want me back in all of the same ways that I need them.
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Planning however is my strength and I will go one of two ways with this issue; either I go really cold and freeze her out, that way I will not be around her at all. Which actually is probably the best option. Or I move in, I try hard and fast to sort this all out and take that engagement ring off of her finger.
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I'm going to freeze her out. If I have her I have to have all of her, I resolutely refuse to look at her. I will only look at Matthew from now on. I glance at Rach and turn my charm on her instead.
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"This is a nice dress" I say my hand on her thigh.
She smiles at me satisfied with my attention at last. The limo halts to a stop and I get out on the opposite side to Taylor. I stroll past her with Rach on my arm and head to the large steps which lead up to Ryan's door.
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Matty's POV
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Flashbacks of last time we attended a party here attempt to fill my mind but I push them out. Taylor, my girl, looks absolutely out of this world. I find myself wanting to keep her outside, I know that she will get a lot of attention tonight and I don't want her picking up more admirers.
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"Matty I'm nervous" she says quietly to me.
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"Here" I say putting my arm around her shoulder as I guide her up the large stone steps to the foyer.
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"I love you" I whisper to her, she glances back at me kisses my lips.
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Social situations are not his idea of fun, even though he is popular and more than capable of handling everybody efficiently, Jay walks straight through to the kitchen and separate bar. I smile after him, he is very to the point. Unfortunately he is captivated but Taylor, and really I can't blame him for being attracted to my girl. She's an exception. Rachel finds her place in the party instantly, ingratiating herself with others easily.
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"Taylor" Ryan says ignoring me, her breasts are out and it’s distracting.
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"You look incredible tonight" he says desperately trying not to stare at her body.
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“Fendi nice” he giggles and she smiles broadly at him happy that he has managed to guess where her outfit is from.
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"Hey Taylor” Pippa hugs her smiling warmly. Pippa has grown up, her hair is loose and she looks happy rather than her usual miserable self. They both compliment her on her earrings, the hoops they purchased for her as a gift.
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"You want a drink" I ask Taylor leaning into her ear my hand on her lower back.
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"Yes I'm coming with you though" she chuckles. I guide her through the grande hall, Ryan’s family are certainly better off than my own. Where my house is on the large side, it’s not however got a winding marble staircase and its own bar. This place is ideal for college parties, there’s a snooker table and a large outdoor space with a pool which we will not be using in the snow I’m sure.
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Taylor walks into the kitchen holding my hand as she pulls me into the separate bar, Jay is already measuring out his brandy and I smile.
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"Did you bring the cocktail shaker" she says to me and I smile yes. Taylor takes a seat on the bar, Jay seated in the stool next to her, he briefly eyes her legs and then returns his stare to me.
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"What do you want babe" I ask her walking behind the bar and rolling up my sleeves.
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"I want sex on the beach" she asks me smiling.
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"What's in that again." I laugh looking around slightly confused. She smiles broadly about to get up and make it herself, instead Jay stands and retrieves the alcohol. He playfully hits my shoulder, explaining to me that cocktail making is a skill and not to mess it up. The party is in full swing in the kitchen, just through the door, they are playing spin the bottle. We hear the cheers as Rachel already has kissed two other guys.
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"I think we need to decide on the truth or dare thing" I say openly to Taylor; the last thing I need is her getting upset by my behaviour. Jay cranes his neck, looking through the large arch in the wall.
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“Well Rach is already snogging Ryan so I guess she's decided" he laughs resuming his seat next to Taylor staring at his shoes.
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"I'm okay Matty if you get asked to kiss someone or take your clothes off that's all good, just please no more slanging matches involving my life" Taylor laughs; dangling her feet over the side. I’m temporarily distracted by her thighs.
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"What do you feel about the whole thing?" She maturely asks me, grabbing my attention again. I shake up the cocktail whilst thinking, it’s true that I do not want other guys touching her but after she has been so mature I cannot exactly demand that she doesn’t take part and have fun at all. Secondly I don't want Jay to think I'm paranoid or insecure.
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Taylor has her feet up and rested on the stool, her anklet catching the light as she moves her legs occasionally. Shes every guys dream, and now she's asking me whether they can kiss her.
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"I trust you babe" I say leaning over the bar having shaken up her drink.
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"Just be aware" I say softly leaning in and kissing her.
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"You have no bra on, don't take your top off" I chuckle, I begin to mention the marks I’ve left all over her hips but decide better of it.
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"Okay no stripping" she laughs.
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"You can strip though right" she eyes me hungrily. Taylor is lucky that we have company otherwise she would be bent over this bar.
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"Brandy or cocktails" she asks Jay glancing down at his empty glass. He eyes her legs before she slides off of the bar to fill his glass.
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"Brandy please babe" he says smiling at her. Taylor pours us a large brandy each and hands them to us with a smile looking on as Rachel snogs Brad in the kitchen. I give Jay my best consolation smile and he scoffs. Laughing slightly as he takes his brandy with him before he heads into the party.
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