Jay's POV
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Taylor Elena Harris has serious class, she hung her coat up and removed her louboutins in the cloakroom. Asked before she could freshen up in my bathroom and is now pouring me a drink in my kitchen. I have her alone, after what feels like the longest time I have craved having her here, to myself.
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"Hey you can do the chopping" she says smiling over at me, I stride around the kitchen island and wrap my arms around her waist. Feeling her breathe in deeply as I rest my head in the space of her neck, inhaling her perfume and smiling. She passes me an onion and I look down at her smiling.
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"You just wanna see me cry" I chuckle.
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"Honestly I cannot imagine you ever crying" she laughs as I set up the wooden board and grasp a knife. Taylor preps the beef and places it in the boiling hot, oiled pan. She faces me leaning on the side watching me chop.
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"Is this okay?" I say to her as I chop the onion into fine pieces.
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"Yes very good" she laughs sipping her wine.
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"Onion, garlic and garam masala" she says emptying the wooden bowl into the pan. Seasoning the mixture and creating the most glorious smelling food I've ever witnessed.
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"Ginger and some turmeric" she smiles and I love watching her in my kitchen. Bending to place the naans into my double oven I watch her straighten herself up and look over me.
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"You can't imagine me crying why ?" I say softly as she stirs the rice.
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"Because you're pretty closed off, you're pretty much an alpha male" she says softly.
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"That's it for now" she says immediately after her admission blushing slightly whilst placing a lid on the pan.
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"I suppose I can be, ironically you're the person I'm most open with" I admit grasping the board and placing it in the dishwasher. I pour her more wine as she settles down on a stool before I join her.
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"Your dancing is wonderful by the way, it's clear you're the best and super talented" I compliment as she watches me, crossing one leg over the other on my black leather bar stool. Her eyes just shimmering under the twinkling lights. I briefly imagine her in the lakehouse, just quickly the thought flits through my mind before I can barely stop myself.
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The lakehouse that I own, was passed down to me from my father. Set against South Lake Tahoe, it's an impressive five acres. Facing views over the six hundred and sixty feet shoreline all equipped with its own private boathouse and pier. I imagine her waltzing down the steps before I can resist the dream.
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"Thanks Jay" she smiles back at me, and I can barely believe that I am chit chatting with a girl instead of making moves on her.
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"When did you start?" I ask intrigued watching her body language and how she is facing me. Her open hands and perfect posture. It's no wonder my mother liked her even from their brief encounter.
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"Young, maybe five or six" she explains tucking her hair over her exposed shoulders.
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"My dad left, when I was around three and a half inexplicably and without warning and shortly after that mom was taking me everywhere. To fill the time and the gaps in our schedule we would be out all weekend. Gymnastics, football clubs, everything the lot. Until finally I settled on becoming a dancer. She clapped her hands happy that I'd chosen something I loved" she explains, smiling completely relaxed.
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"Your father left, that is difficult. I'm very sorry. Ironically even though my father never left he never really stayed either" I say briefly before rising from the bar in my home and striding over to the laundry room.
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Pulling my shirt off just before I cross the doorway, I pull a clean shirt out from the folded clothes and place it on over my Levi's. I pull my hair back into a knot and look up as she glances over at me.
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"What do you mean he never stayed" she asks eyeing my chest.
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"My father is another story for a very long night" I laugh.
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"See closed book" she whispers as I stride over to her with the bottle of Italian wine. I top up her glass and then my own.
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"A closed book would not tell you a thing about their whole entire life" I whisper stroking her chin and holding onto her jaw as I stand in front of her.
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"You're absolutely fascinating Jay" she chuckles and I watch her surprised, picturing her walking around the lake with me, in the fall. The leaves rustling as we explore. She would hold onto my arm like she does, wrapped up in my sweatshirt with a beanie on. I would take her on my boat before anchoring it to my pier and carrying her into the home.
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"You fascinate me too Taylor" I whisper stroking her face before she slides off of the stool in front of me and waltzes over to the pans.
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"It's nearly there babe" she says as I eye her hips, her hair trailing down to her waist. She stirs and tends to the food and I stand to join her. Wrapping my arms around her waist and hugging her from behind as she sighs.
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"It smells amazing you're great at this" I compliment watching her smile.
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"I think you're going to like it" she chuckles and I just stand there holding onto her, it's the most intimate I've ever been with anybody in my life. Holding her in my kitchen whilst she sways in my arms. Losing myself entirely, I hum in her ear barely recognising that I'm doing it. She smiles and places her hands over mine.
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"I think I like you a lot" I whisper in her ear.
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"Why" she asks, and I smile down at her. Recently she has accepted my professions of desire for her. No longer does she fight me, she wants to hear me out.
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"I'm beginning to think you like me telling you about all of the reasons I like you" I say brushing her waist and hips. My lips achingly close to her neck.
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"Your hair, I love your hair" I whisper in her ear.
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"Your skin and your beautiful blue eyes" I add placing a soft kiss on her neck.
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"Your voice and the way you sound especially when you're feeling sexy" I tell her and she blushes as my finger trails over her hips.
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"The way your cheeks flush when you're embarrassed and beyond everything the way you bite your lips." I say reaching my other thumb up to her lips and stroking them. She gasps and her lips brush my thumb.
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Turning her to face me, commanding her I seize her lips in my own. My dreams and my illusions become my reality in that moment. A moment so perfect where she kisses me back. Lifting her up by her waist and hips I hold her and her legs wrap around me.
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"Jay" she gasps and I smile biting down on her lip softly.
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"Taylor" I say as she quivers under my touch. Running my hand down her back and pulling her hips into me. I slide her over the counter pushing the plates as they fall to the floor and smash. She laughs, her lips pressed against my own.
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"The food" she says quietly and I smile, pulling away from her slowly. Breathing out a sigh as I check the food, keeping myself calm and telling myself that I cannot rip her clothes off. She lounges back on my counter and I eye her legs before kissing her again just once on her lips.
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"I can give you my all" I say to her and she blushes.
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She slides off of the side in front of me and walks over to the pan, checking it for herself.
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"It's ready, wanna try" she says calling me over. I walk up behind her, she spoons some into my mouth after blowing on it.
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"Mmm fuck me that's incredible" I say meaning every single word. My hands tracing over the fabric of her top, the silky material and how it shows off her neck and shoulders.
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"Okay go sit and I'll bring it all over." She turns to face me looking into my eyes, holding onto her in this very moment I know I’m sure of my feelings. They are well validated, I feel good about her. I feel sure for the first time in my life, I feel right with somebody. I fit with her, and maybe I have some work to do on myself, to become more deserving of such a woman. Yet now, as her blue eyes watch mine I know for sure that I love Taylor Elena Harris. She falters watching my expression change to adoration, my hands flat on her back.
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"I love you” I say for the first time ever in my life. For the first time to a woman that isn’t my mother. I stare into her eyes absolutely sure and tell her again that I love her.
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"What Jay ?" She asks quietly.
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"I'm in love with you, I've tried telling you over and over. I want you in every way possible" I repeat, rubbing her back.
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“Jay” she begins softly, stroking my face with her fingertips.
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"Please just listen to me" I say.
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“I love you, completely and utterly and I know that I have a lot of work to do on myself, before we get there. But we will get there Taylor, I know that now” I smile down at her.
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“You love me ?” She whispers a tear escaping her eyes. I wipe her eyes with my fingertips.
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“I love you” I whisper looking into the eyes that I know I will look into for the rest of my days. The ones that someday will open next to me every morning. The lips that I will brush with my own every morning and night.
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