Taylor's POV
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Rising on the morning of the runway show, I glance out of the window and see the cloudy grey sky, the trees rustling outside the window and decide to sink back into the white sheets with Matthew. My forever partner, my lover and my best friend.
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I have winged it so that Rhea, Phillipa and Rachel are all walking with me later, in our lingerie. Kim was ecstatic and has told me that she has more than enough designs to dress the lot of us. I've given her a brief description of each girls skin tone and eye colour for her to dedicate colours to them. We finished our second call last night with her reminding me to get a good nights sleep. No dark eyes she warned me, and just fresh, clean makeup free skin.
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Matthew stirs as I'm running through my routine later in my head to prep the perfect body. I push him playfully so that he is laying on his back and I grab the blindfold that he used on me. He lets me put it on him and lays back with his hands clasped behind his head.
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Now that he's not looking I can finally stare at him. I genuinely couldn't make a more perfect human being if I tried. His defined muscular chest and abs, his tanned skin. He's completely flawless I think as I stroke him. I straddle him and kiss his chest working my way down to my destination.
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He's completely hard. I hold the base of him whilst I slowly inch his length inside of my mouth. He gasps. Not what he was expecting his good girl girlfriend to do I assume.
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"Taylor Baby... Fuck" he says softly his hands running through my hair.
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I come up for air, briefly as he sighs raggedly.
"You wanna watch babe" I ask him holding onto his balls.
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"You're so naughty, yes" he says and I smile. He lifts the blindfold up and I smile up at him. His eyes watch me lustfully as I take him back in my mouth, looking up at him. Intent on keeping him there until he finishes I work hard on him and he loses himself completely.
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"Mmm that was amazing. I love our lay ins" he tells me, smiling and pulling me close to him.
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"What's your plan for today babe" he asks me softly as my phone bleeps away on the side but we both ignore it.
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"I need to write up my notes for psychology and then I'm going to have a long bath to calm my nerves for later" I tell him.
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"How about you?" I ask interested as he strokes my hair back.
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"I've got to finish my fine line drawing" he informs me.
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"And there is no reason for you to be nervous" he tells me stroking my arm.
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"Ohh can I watch you draw. I'd love to see you drawing" I say smiling as I ruffle his hair.
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"If you want, why don't we both work together?" He suggests, I hug him into me and nod.
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“Let’s see what the world wants from Taylor this morning” I laugh grasping my phone and opening up my messages.
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“Ross wants to study in the library, no” I smirk up at Matthew and he laughs.
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“Rhea is excited for the show and just a little bit nervous” I explain, the aim is for me to be open about who is behind all of my messages. I don’t want him feeling insecure.
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“Rachel asked if I’m going to tan, explaining she’s at Jays and that he’s being a dick about fake tan on his white sofa” I tell him laughing, imagining the southern Viking complaining about tanning mousse.
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“So inappropriate having a white couch isn’t it” I laugh.
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“They’re at it again. Jesus get ready for explosive arguments” he laughs back at me and I roll my eyes.
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“He’s got an expensive couch” Matthew adds and I laugh.
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“I mean it” he laughs as we get up and head into the bathroom together to clean up. He pulls me downstairs and cooks me up breakfast. I cling to him the entire time, even as he is frying up the bacon.
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After breakfast, I set up my laptop and he opens his sketch book. It’s a warm day, just a slight chill in the air and so we sit in the garden out on the porch. I pull his green jumper over me to stop myself from catching a chill.
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Once he starts working I realise I'm going to find it hard to concentrate on my notes. Watching him working on his sketch, he's so handsome especially when he's concentrating.
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I do manage eventually to get lost in my notes and I even begin my assessment work which hasn't technically been set yet but I want to get a head start. The wind rustles through my hair and I sweep it back, looking out at the trees in the distance and smiling remembering our little evening walk a few nights ago.
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Eventually I look up and Matty is looking at me longingly. Embarrassment colours his features when I catch him and I giggle. Standing up on the decking and walking over to kiss him. God aren't we awful, sickening even. We love each other so much.
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"Want a coffee" I ask him softly breaking free from his lips.
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“Always” he smiles watching me walk into the house and smiling.
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Turning the coffee machine on, I set it up to make a couple of espressos. Gazing at my phone that I left on the side, I briefly read through my notifications. Gilbert Scott has messaged me and so I take a look.
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Taylor, truly thank you for suggesting that Rachel walks the show. I’m really enjoying the prep work in my apartment for that. Honestly I cannot wait to see you later. I just know that you’re going to look incredible. Jay.
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I smirk and type out a reply, glad that I have managed to inadvertently annoy him with the fashion show. Honestly our banter is top tier, if there’s one thing we’re on the same page on; that’s it.
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Jay, I’m glad you are learning how much effort goes into looking as beautiful as a girl like Rachel does. Honestly I haven’t even begun prepping myself for the show yet, but glad I could give you some amusement in the form of Rachel in your apartment getting ready. See you later, wear a suit. Tay.
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Laughing to myself slightly I walk out with the espressos, handing one to Matthew and gazing down at his work. It's truly incredible. He sips his coffee and sighs.
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"I just can't get the trees right, you know?" He says and I disagree. He's drawing an image of the rose garden we visited for our first date.
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"The project is based on landscapes so I got an image off of google of the rose garden. But I'm finding nature hard" he laughs. I run my hand through his hair and rub his temples briefly.
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"It's incredible" I tell him and mean it.
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"Honestly without even seeing the photo I would have known where it is, it's that detailed. The shading is perfect you can get a sense of the light" I say telling him as he smiles up at me.
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Matthew rests his head against my waist and kisses me there. It's incredibly sweet and he's never done it before. Since I've been on the pill and obviously focusing on university I completely forgot about the whole baby thing we had been talking about.
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I have no doubt that Matthew would be a great parent and maybe someday I will too. I always wake up with his arms draped around my waist even though I'm not pregnant. For a split second I want to climb on top of him and have my way with him on the chair.
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"This is great coffee" he says and I smirk looking down at him.
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"What?" He says looking up at me his green eyes full of humour.
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"Nothing babe." I laugh and move back to my work. I’m not going to bring up the baby talk again. Even though I’ve been thinking about it.
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At around four pm, I run myself a warm bath with my fancy bath salts and soak. I exfoliate my entire body before waxing every centimetre of skin and finally taking a dip and relaxing into the warm water. I figure if I'm going to be on show I'm going to look damn good doing it. I keep my hair mask on for the duration of my bath and wash it out at the end.
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Whilst tanning, in the bathroom away from any white sheets, I smirk thinking of Gilbert Scott and his fancy white sofa. I paint my toe nails and spritz my self with Armani.
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Feeling like a new women I emerge from the bathroom. Leaving myself makeup free as per Kim's request, I dress in black linen flowing trousers, a matching camisole and flip flops.
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Matthew waits for me downstairs in a navy suit with a pink shirt underneath, He doesn't have to put in all of this effort and yet he looks like he should be on the runway.
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He stutters when he sees me, my tan has developed and it looks golden and peachy without any orange. Seeing his expression is a huge compliment. And I'm not even dressed up yet.
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"Woah you look like you're glowing. Beautiful" he smiles.
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“You look handsome” I tell him as he embraces me.
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“Let’s get you to your runway” he smirks and I swat him before we leave the house.
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