Taylor's POV
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The light streams into the bedroom, I look down and my round bump comes into view. I stroke it with my hand and feel light tapping beneath my fingers. I smile. It's warm, too warm and I remove the cover and turn over to face Matthew. Why is it this warm in November? The light is bright and warm as if its going to be a sunny day. He opens his eyes sleepily, placing his cool hands on my tummy and smiles. He strokes it and the little kicks increase excitedly. He laughs bringing his hands up and over my boobs which have doubled in size. He kisses my lips softly and strokes my hair away from my warm face.
I watch his hands moving over my body protecting me and massaging me and I fall back into another dream.
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Opening my eyes to a cold November morning, realising that I just experienced my first baby dream. I glance down at my tiny waist and feel a pang of jealousy and hurt, looking over at the sash windows and adjusting to the light I realise it is snowing rather than a bright warm sunshine day like it had been in my dream.
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Pulling my phone off from change, I glance at the notifications realising that Jay had called me multiple times after our argument in the phone last night. I decide to read his messages and work out the problems I've caused by my sobbing down the phone.
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I mean it, I'm sorry. Please talk to me. I just meant nothing explicitly happened between us. Not that you meant nothing or anything like that. I think we both know what you mean to me. Jay
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I pull my lips into a frown and read on to the next one sent half an hour later.
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I never wanted to make you cry. I'm sorry. Hope we can talk about it all.
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I imagine him in his large apartment with Jane, assuming that he will be asleep and hungover. Or who knows perhaps he's cooking her a slap up breakfast and using his coffee machine. Either way I message him back.
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It was off of me to call you, I'm sorry. I know you didn't intend to make me cry. I'll see you later.
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Glancing at the time and realising that it's still merely half past eight I send it not expecting to hear back from him at all. However he messages me back almost instantly.
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I'm sorry, it's my fault. I'll see you later.
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Placing my phone back down, I turn to face Matthew eyeing his curly brown hair and his bare chest. I stroke his face lightly, his lips and tuck his hair back which has grown longer. He smiles with his eyes closed.
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"Good morning" I tell him stroking down his back.
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"I'm going to get you some breakfast in bed" I smirk. He kisses me sleepily and I leave before he can protest. Walking down in his shirt, I shiver and turn the heaters on. The oak floor feels cool under my feet and I pace around the countertops pulling out pans in order to make eggs on toast. Cracking the eggs into the pan I fry them up deciding in my head that a lot of distance between Jay and myself would be wise. Considering my emotional state, and his ability to wind me up, it's best that we don't interact with one another at all. I plate up the food and make Matthew a coffee, putting it all on a tray I take it upstairs for him.
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Waking him up again when I enter the bedroom I place the tray on the bedside and stroke his face as he sits up watching me.
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"Thank you, you didn't have too" he smiles and I kiss his lips bending over him.
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"You deserved breakfast in bed" I smile grasping a piece of toast and dipping it in the egg before I feed him.
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"Mmm how do you make everything taste exceptional" he asks and I smile at him eagerly.
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We kiss between mouthfuls of food and I sit in his lap facing him noticing how his hands trace over my hips and my waist. Occasionally rubbing me there; he sips his coffee eyeing me and I smile down at him.
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"I'm meeting Rach at twelve by the way" I tell him,
Myself and Rachel are buying coordinating outfits for the dress up party later on. I’ve decided to go for a very sexy bunny outfit and myself and Rachel are going to look ravishing.
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"I'll drop you off" he says rubbing my back.
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"Thank you" I tell him moving my hips into him briefly as he sighs. My sexual desire has intensified and we are both convinced it's because I'm pregnant. I grasp the pregnancy tests from the side and he lifts me up swinging his legs over the bed and carrying me over to our bathroom. I giggle as he kisses me.
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Matthew deposits me onto the cool bathroom floor quickly ducking out of the room as I perform the test and place the cap back over the strip. I glance in the mirror and eye up my tummy wonderingly before returning to him with the test in my hands. This makes it real and if I'm not pregnant after all of this unprotected sex then what the hell is wrong with me?
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Matthew takes me in his arms and guides me back to our bed. Placing the test on the side he pulls me into his lap and we wait together. He shows no sign of being worried or anxious, he merely watches me and strokes my waist. We had purchased the expensive branded test that tell you your result in words rather than lines, and I sit there wondering if it's ready yet.
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"You want to check it?" He asks me smiling. I nod to him and he grasps the test from the side maintaining my eye contact, smiling at me all the while. He's so sure, so confident. Unwaveringly Matthew looks at my face and not the test when he shows it to me. Like he doesn't even need to read it to know that I'm pregnant with his child. I glance down at the little window on the test taking in the words and crying as it reads pregnant, 2-5 weeks.
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He glances down quickly before placing it back on the side, shock coming over his face as he gasps and cries instantly. Pulling me into him and wrapping me up in his arms where I am forever protected by his embrace.
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"My god Taylor I love you" he says relieved and I hold onto him.
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"I love you" I say to him, instantly feeling guilty for my actions over the past couple of weeks. The drinking and smoking, Jay Gilbert Scott and my infidelity. I vow to myself whilst holding tightly onto Matthew that I will not jeopardise what we have ever again. That I will keep his baby safe. And that I will stay away from Jay.
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"So much can happen still before 12 weeks though Matty" I whisper to him pulling my face to his and looking into his eyes.
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"We cannot tell anybody in case something goes wrong" I say fretting already as he smiles at me wiping his eyes. He rubs my waist with his hand and I watch the gesture looking down at his ring.
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"I understand. I love you" he says softly, his eyes watching me wild with emotion. I wipe his eyes with my fingertips and he chuckles, kissing me all over my face. This makes it real for us, this changes the trajectory of our relationship.
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"I am yours forever" I whisper to him.
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"I will keep you both safe forever" he vows holding onto my engagement ring and smiling.
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"You're carrying my baby Taylor" he says in my ear kissing me, his face slick with tears. I hold onto him crying as he kisses me over and over again.
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"You said I was pregnant with your child, and I am you were right." I giggle as he looks back into my eyes.
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"When am I ever wrong" he chuckles smiling.
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"You could be over a month already" he says and I smile down at him.
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“You think we should get a checkup” I ask him as he rubs my tummy.
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“Yes just so that we know how far along you are” he nods fascinated by my waist as I smirk.
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“I love you Matthew we can do this” I tell him feeling overwrought.
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“You’re my everything” he smiles at me, remaining in each other’s arms for the longest time it dawns on me that we’re going to be parents together at the tender age of twenty. But it all fits and it’s right for us, I glance into his eyes and pray that our baby has the exact shade of green in his or her own eyes.
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