Taylor’s POV
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Rachel has been leaning all over Jay, occasionally her hand will touch his hair, or stroke his arm. As I just stand and watch, feeling Ross holding onto my hips and briefly wondering where my fiancée is. Occasionally I glance out into the crowd just hoping to see him approaching, holding a glass of champagne with a smile on his face.
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"So yeah as I was saying this one" Rach slurs, her hand pointing to Jay.
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"He’s very, very good in bed" she laughs, Rach is very drunk. I smile at her thinking she is going to regret this in the morning.
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"I'm sure he's had enough practise" I laugh as Ross whispers in my ear that I feel amazing.
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"Babe, If that's not a five star review I don't know what is" Jay says to me.
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I take another shot I'm going to need it to keep up with this lot. So we're going there and rehashing their brief relationship, to be honest I'm all ears.
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"See I made you feel good babe, no need for any bitterness Rachel” he laughs. He puts his arm around her. I glance up at Ross who is staring down at me. His hands are grazing my arms. He's feeling possessive, he won't take his hands off of me.
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Rach smiles at Jay and then turns to me again.
"Have you ever been you know ugh eaten out Tay. Sorry I don't know how much you've done and hope I'm not being intrusive" she asks me.
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"Eaten out?" I laugh, having not heard the term before. She chuckles and I watch her roll her eyes.
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"Has a guy gone down on you with his mouth" she asks smiling. That is quite a question, rachel does not hold back. She is very personal, no limitations with her party conversation topics. It’s totally intrusive, of course. I glance at Jay and he's staring at me intently. Ross momentarily stops stroking my arm.
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"Yes" I tell her, blushing.
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“Feels amazing right" she laughs and downs another shot.
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"Yeah it feels good" I say, glancing down thinking of Matty and the blindfold.
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"So yeah my point is this guy here is very, very good at that. I was literally blown away don't know what the fuck hit me" she chuckles, running her fingers over his lips, Jay kisses them.
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"You definitely should have come out after all that went down. I think you would have had guys at your feet" she tells me, and I’m realising that there will be no unturned stone in this conversation.
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"Yeah” I say looking up at Ross, as Jay stares at my lips.
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“Here, let me buy the next round of drinks, what do you want?" Ross smiles at me, changing the direction of the conversation.
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"Sambuca?" Rachel interjects and he sighs.
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“Red wine” I tell him and he grins at me.
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Once he’s managed to order the drinks I cut in and get the barman's attention.
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"Can you also add two jack and cokes onto that" I tell the barman smiling.
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“I’ll get those” I say tapping my card on the reader as Ross protests, pulling me to face him and wrapping his arms around my waist. One is for Ross and one is for Matty, when I find him.
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“For you” I smile up at Ross as I push the drink into his hand and he grins at me.
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“I’m going to be right back” I whisper in his ear.
I'm going to look for Matthew, I’ve decided this is far too long to be away from him and so I will go and retrieve him myself.
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"Where are you off too" Ross asks me, in my ear.
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"Please just stay here with me" he whispers.
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“Im going to be right back” I repeat, heading off and pushing past people who stare at me invitingly. I push my way through people dancing, feeling more than tipsy. Looking up for the stage, I’m sure he will be wherever Kim is, and she may be cleaning up backstage. I curse myself for not helping out. I’m sure that the stage was to my left, but as I glance around I know that I am lost in the crowd.
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"A drink for each boyfriend ?" Jay says behind me and I sigh.
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"Why are you following me" I whisper over my shoulder.
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"I am sure that Rach will definitely let you do her again, why can't you just stick to the one girl. She's really nice Jay don't be a dick all your life" I say facing him.
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"One, I'm not trying anything with you right now, unless you explicitly admit you want me to eat you out, or fuck you senseless I won't. Two, don't judge me you literally have two guys who are in love with you. Ross would take a bullet for you and Matty who is well pretty much a married man. At least I let the girls know I'm not interested in anything serious, I'm an honest dickhead" he tells me, the lights flashing and the music booming in the background. I stare at him in shock.
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"Oh fuck off" I tell him. He's hit a nerve. I turn around ready to storm off and he grabs my hand. He grasps it softly within his own and I stop walking.
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"I'm sorry" he whispers in my ear. Pulling lightly at my arm, so that I turn around. The crowd of dancing drunks around us.
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I yield to him and he holds onto me, his hand going from my hand to my waist and hips. I look up at him annoyed, angry that he has any effect on my body at all, as he holds me into his chest.
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"What exactly is your problem with me" I ask him daring not to look into his eyes.
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"Look just don't judge me like that, okay" he whispers holding the back of my head and stoking my hair. We are swarmed by drunk partygoers and I cannot escape his embrace. Men walk past me giving me the eye, recognising me as the girl from the show. A brunette guy, who is not Matthew, attempts to dance behind me until Jay tells him to fuck off.
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"Now let's go find Matty, before I do something I will regret" he chuckles eyes meeting mine, as he strokes down my back. He is infuriating. I try to move away from him but still processing his words. Do what? To me? I wonder as I gaze into his icy blue eyes and watch him. His hand having other ideas, skims my waist as he pulls me in closer to his embrace. He looks down at my body and swallows.
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“You’re such a fucking tease” he says looking at me again as he scrapes his hair back frustrated.
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"You're fucking annoying" I tell him. I need to tease him to get us back to our normal cat and mouse game.
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"I know. I've been told that before too" he says his hand resting on my hip again, he cannot help himself.
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"Thanks for reminding me. You're fucking unbelievably beautiful. I'm sure you've heard that before" he says looking at my eyes again.
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"Having a conversation with you literally drains me, Jay. One minute you're nice the next you're being an asshole and then you're joking" I tell him and he grins.
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“You would regret me right that’s what you mean” I ask him and he looks at me shocked.
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“No” he says softly as the lights illuminate his face.
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“You literally just told me that I would be a regret” I say to him and he shakes his head.
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My phone bleeps in my hand we both look down at it.
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I’m with ross babe, where are you? Come back? It’s very busy and I’m worried.xxx
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I show Jay and he sighs exasperated.
"Why didn't you just text him in the first place" he says looking anywhere but at me.
I reply ignoring Jay, telling Matthew that I have a drink for him. I look up to Jays eyes and then over to my left. There are people everywhere and I can’t remember which way I came from.
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"God you would be so fucked if I hadn't of followed you." He laughs, grabbing my arms and turning me around to face the direction of the bar. I can't help but laugh as we begin walking back together. He guides me, walking behind me as we barge through people. I can feel his light breath on my neck and his hand travelling down my back and then around my waist to hold onto me.
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"Why did you follow me, Jay" I ask him feeling very drunk again. His hand moves over my hips and I should probably stop him.
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"Because you would get lost and Matty would be like why did none of you follow her for fucks sake. And have you seen what you're wearing you definitely would have been hit on by every single male in here. And then you'd have another boyfriend to buy drinks for" he laughs.
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"Bit of advice don't buy them shit you'll be skint" he tells me in my ear. Turning to face him I laugh, and stroke his face briefly.
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"Hey you're pretty funny, Jay" I say giggling. He looks at me alarmed.
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"No keep walking otherwise" he says softly.
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"Otherwise what ?" I laugh, teasing him.
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"I'll turn my charm on you" he tells me. I rock my head back laughing all the more, and he steadies me.
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"You don't think I could charm you into my bed" he asks, before I see the trap.
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"No Jay I don't" I tell him.
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"Hey if Ross did then I can" he chuckles.
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"I haven't slept with Ross, I've only slept with one guy ever. So good luck" I say wishing I could take it back instantly, of all the things to admit to him. That should not have been one of them.
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He just looks at me and I can't tell if he's acting or being genuine. Gilbert Scott closes the distance between us and I swallow nervously. He places one hand on my back pulling me into him. He brushes my hair back and off my shoulder. His fingertip travels down my neck and brushes over my chest as he lowers his lips to my ear.
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“Do you want me to Taylor?” He sighs in my ear as I hold still in his strong embrace. Unmoving and captivated as he smiles looking into my eyes.
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"I could take you right here Taylor, it's taking all of my restraint not to lead you into another room away from your man. Ripping off your beautiful little outfit and taking you for myself" he whispers and I gasp.
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He lingers and briefly kisses my neck. Nipping me a little. I feel my body betray me almost instantly, yielding to him. I moan slightly in his ear before I can stop myself. He breathes in sharply, shocked. He moves his face to meet mine as I open my eyes again and watch him.
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"Just once Taylor, if you want it you can have it." He says eyes searching my own.
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"You can have whatever you want from me babe but you have to ask me first" he says softly.
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"It can be just one time, and then you can act like I don't exist and go back to your wonderful life" he tells me.
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"You know I'll make it worth it babe" he says.
He brushes his lips on mine and smiles pulling away. I don't kiss him back. My body is on fire. The desire I feel for him ignites me and I’m torn between kissing him and slapping him. I’m angry, mainly at myself for walking into his trap. For allowing him to kiss me.
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I turn on my heel and walk away back into the crowd.
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