Taylor's POV
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Eyes that are cool and blue, eyes that like an ocean you could either drown in or simply float off into paradise. I gaze into those eyes briefly, wondering whether I will float or whether he will pull me under.
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“It’s what you would expect” he says to me softly, his lips on my ear as we walk through a dense forest. I gaze up at him and then ahead, a large bear. My fight or flight kicks in and his hands steady me before I run in the opposite direction.
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“No running” he whispers.
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“No noise he hasn’t seen us” he says pulling me into his chest. Facing his chest, hearing the grunts of the bear and the solid rhythm of his heart.
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“Jay” I say softly.
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“Taylor, I got you. Always” he replies softly. Gazing up into his eyes, I float away with him.
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I jolt awake in the morning, not recognising my surroundings entirely yet terribly grateful that I’m not being faced with a huge black bear. Staring briefly at the beige ceiling, realising I had kicked my blanket off in the night. Matthew is asleep next to me in his recliner, His brunette hair falling around his face. Briefly watching the steady rise and fall of his bare chest, I regulate my breathing to his before I kiss him lightly on his lips. I pull my shirt back down over my hips and swivel myself out of my recliner remembering the accident, everything.
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Upon observing that Ross is asleep and that his machine is stable I decide there is no need to worry. Satisfied, I yawn and stretch out. Jay catches my eye from his chair, he's awake and I briefly wonder if he's been asleep at all. I pull my shirt down feeling self conscious in front of him. Eyeing him and remembering my dream instantly, I blush just sure that my cheeks are crimson. He watches me intently, and feeling self conscious I pull my shirt down as low as it will go to cover myself up.
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Pacing over to the window, behind Jay, I glance at the settled snow and smile. It reminds me of a Christmas film, except ours would be one where I end up in hospital with three men. Laughing, I look down at Jay.
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"What's so funny" he asks me softly, eyeing me with curiosity.
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"Who knows, I think I'm in shock still" I laugh as I walk into the en-suite and brush my teeth. Tie my hair up with Jay’s eyes keenly watching my every move. I catch him looking at my thighs, as I pull on a pair of jeans that Matthew had brought over. He see’s me and quickly looks away. Perhaps Gilbert Scott is in shock too, I think idly as normally he would made a snide comment.
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"You okay?" I ask stroking Ross’ face as he jolts awake coughing and spluttering.
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"So fucking painful. My leg” he says almost to himself, his eyes closed as he winces.
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"Hi, good morning" He chuckles opening his eyes and staring into my own.
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"Hi yourself, good morning" I smile back.
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"You mind if I check it out" I ask him. He grins at me cheekily and I shh him, his blonde hair ruffled, I have to admit his bed head is very cute.
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“You really shouldn’t say stuff like that to me first thing in the morning. I’ll have no idea what you’re referring to” he laughs.
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“Is somebody high from painkillers” I laugh and he chuckles.
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“Your leg” I say softly and he nods.
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"Taylor, that's fine just don't tell me about it" he laughs looking up and into my eyes.
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"I don't want to know just yet" he says looking at me, a look of vulnerability crossing his face.
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I lift up the blanket gently and fold it over.
"Your bandage needs changing" I say calling for the nurse. I replace the cover back over him as the nurse comes in and advises that someone will change the bandage within the hour.
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"Feel like you're doing my job for me dear, thank you" she chuckles and leaves the room swiftly.
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"Thanks for taking care of me, Tay. And for staying with me" Ross says looking at the guys in turn.
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Matthew stands and heads over to me shirtless, wrapping his arms around me and sighing. Stretching out and smiling sleepily.
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"We need to let uni know that we’re not going to be in" I say softly.
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"I emailed them last night, about the whole thing" Matty says.
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"I don't have any lectures" Jay says.
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"So looks like you're stuck with us" I say smiling at Ross.
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"Hey Ross do you want me to let the others know ?" Jay asks.
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"Yeah” Ross says resigned.
"I feel like a dick for falling off" he adds stroking his hair back.
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"Don't worry man, it's easily done" Jay says as I double take wondering why he is being so nice. It’s not uncommon for him to rip into Ross. Or anybody really.
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“Rachel already knows as she was at mine when Matthew called me” Jay announces, I look away from him, disguising my reaction. I had been actively encouraging him to see Rachel and really it’s not any of my business who he entertains at his place. It’s most definitely not something I should feel jealous about.
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I smile at Ross to reassure him, deciding that escaping this little hospital room would do me good. Dreaming about Jay this morning is a rare occurrence and I blame it on the events of last night entirely. Some distance should do me well.
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"What do you want from the shop?" I ask Ross as Matthew looks over at me.
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"Okay if you insist please can you get me a monster can and some chocolate" Ross laughs.
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"Are you allowed monster with morphine" I say smirking.
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"Please let me have my monster" he laughs taking my hand in his own.
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"Okay I'll ask the nurse" I chuckle.
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"Let me get you some breakfast?" I ask Matthew and he smiles. Pulling myself away from the patient, I grab my bar out jacket and slip it on alongside my boots.
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Matthew grasps my hand in his as we walk through the west wing together, his leather jacket on. He pushes his brunette curls back and assesses me, how he can he look completely put together after sleeping on a chair all night is beyond me. I dread to think about my makeup-less appearance.
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"Sorry for putting you through all of this, I love you and things will go back to normal soon" I tell him stroking his hand.
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“No not at all you do not need to be sorry” he smiles stopping me and kissing me in the corridor. Putting my all into the kiss, he places his hands around me and I realise we haven’t kissed passionately since yesterday morning. It’s something we always do, and I’ve missed his lips. Entirely.
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"You all good babe" he asks smiling. He brushes his thumb over my lips as I sigh breathless.
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“Yes, although I want to drag you into the nearest broom cupboard and you know” I laugh and he chuckles.
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“Plan; we have breakfast. See it out today here and then I take you for food and once we get home..” he begins as I kiss him again.
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“Taylor” he sighs pulling away as I blush whilst a few nurses walk past us chuckling.
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“Think about where you would like me to take you later” he winks looking down at me and I smile happily walking next to him.
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“Ohh what about the big eight” I say and he laughs.
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“You want burgers” he laughs, the big eight is a local public house that serves beer and traditional food. Big plates and delicious deserts, with a homely feel and a large open fire. I imagine us eating some comforting food by a fire and know that my heart is set on a big eight burger.
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