Jay's POV
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Taylor has been saying my name again and it's an even bigger distraction when she is laying on me in bed. All be it a hospital bed, visiting hours are not until one pm which means I get her to myself all morning. I close my eyes again, replay the moment I kissed her entire chest and neck. Her hips pressed against my own. God damn, I'm on this bad now. Remembering the feel of her lips in mine, kissing me back and her hands in my hair. Her soft fingers pulling my hips into her own. I have to stop thinking about her. So much for icing her out.
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"Jay" she murmurs and I move her over just slightly unbelieving of the amount of dreams she has including me. I face her on the bed and watch her sleeping, she's most definitely fast asleep. I watch as her chest rises and falls and her hair swarms around her shoulders.
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How can I ever sit next to her at university ever again? When I will be continually reminded of how her voice sounds calling out my name, how her nipples hardened under my tongue, how she whimpers when she's thinking about me.
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She sighs slightly as her hands reach out for me again, I pull her close into me so that her head is rested in my chest as I kiss the top of her head. She sighs waking up slightly and I rub her back lightly. Her hand skims up my waist and rests on the top of my shoulders. Angling my hips away from her, I wait for her to wake up.
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"Jay" she says softly and I smile slightly moving away from her, keeping the physical distance between us.
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"Good morning" I tell her, and she smiles up at me.
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"How's your head" I ask her propping myself up on my elbows.
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"I feel almost normal" she whispers softly watching me, I stroke her hair back and sigh exasperated. No more making moves on her. I rein myself in from charming her, from kissing her neck and chest like I did before.
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"How are you Jay" she asks me softly.
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"I'm very much feeling the best I've ever felt in my life, Taylor because I'm laying next to you in bed. However based on our discussion last night I know how much of a bad idea it is for me to be here. So I am going to remove myself" I chuckle and she laughs pushing her ringlets back.
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"Okay" she says hesitantly.
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"I'm going now" I whisper leaning into her as she gulps watching me silently. Holding her stare briefly I watch her bite her lips and I decide that she’s not playing fair and so I seize her lips in my own as she whimpers, I hold her chin kissing her fully.
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"What did you just dream" I ask her, gasping as her hands go through my hair.
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"You know what I dreamt" she whispers and I moan holding onto her hips, my inner voice telling me that this is not fair on anybody.
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"I will not have sex with you until you're mine" I whisper as she kisses me. We disengage ourselves from each other and she breathes out steadily.
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"I am so sorry" she says and I laugh.
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"It's just being in bed with you..." she begins looking down at her little tank top and shorts and blushing.
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"You can shower first" she says softly and I shake my head.
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"No ladies always go first" I laugh climbing out of the bed, my pants like a tent due to our little make out session. I try not to laugh as I walk over to the coffee maker and set up two cups, making her a mocha and myself a black espresso. Taking a bowl and filling it with grapes and watermelon wedges I hand it over to her as she laughs watching me walk with a huge erection.
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"Taylor don't stare" I giggle and she laughs out loud eating grapes. And even with her hair tied up cascading down her chest she looks magnificent.
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Retrieving her coffee I hand it to her as my phone goes off on the side, a call. I glance at the screen sipping my coffee and decide to answer Rachel's phone call.
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"You alright Rach" I ask answering the phone.
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"Hell no" she replies instantly and I cringe at her voice putting her on loud speaker.
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"I'm just hungover" the finishes and I sigh. It would be a stretch to expect Rachel to ask me how I am even though I'm literally in hospital.
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"I think the weed was laced, with something. I've texted the dealer, message was undeliverable. He's blocked me. What a nonce" I say to her and she tuts.
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"Ah shit, well at least you're alright" she laughs.
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"Taylor is okay too by the way" I say by way of reminding her of her manners.
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"What's your plan?" Rach asks me.
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"I'm going home Rach, once I've been discharged" I advise her, it strikes me as an odd question. She huffs down the phone and I rub my head.
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"Oh are we here again." She laughs. Fucking hell, I do not have the mental capacity and patience to deal with this right now.
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"What do you mean?" I ask patiently.
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"You going off of me again, your head has been turned by Taylor and so I'm uninvited" she sulks and I count in my head as Taylor winces.
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"Rachel I'm literally in hospital" I tell her.
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"What I mean is, Tay won't be around and so you're not interested in me. You think I'm an idiot? I saw you Jay when I made out with her, you couldn't take your eyes off of her. And not just then but all night long" she says and I can sense her rolling her eyes.
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"What is your problem? She's your friend and you cannot say a nice word about her. She is literally in hospital and you don't even care about her. And so what? She's attractive. What you thought we were together ?" I say to her, I can hurt you back Rach. Sink or swim, she wants to pull me down I'll just swim away.
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"Oh but you care about her right?" She asks sarcastically.
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"No Jay you just want to fuck her, so that you can say that you did it. And then you'll see another girl that you want and you will repeat the same shit again" she shouts down the phone, and she's caught a rise from me.
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"Coming from you Rach? Why don't you just go and lay back under Brad" I tell her, she was all over him at the party.
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"You're pathetic, you never meant anything to me." She snarls. I eye Taylor as she has her head in her hands sitting up, she swings out of the bed and throws her arms around me in an embrace before walking into the en-suite. I eye her legs in the shirt she's wearing as she walks away noticing how she leaves the door open.
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"Sorry that was a dick move" I say to Rachel.
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"I'm sorry too" she says quietly.
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"I'm going home because I feel like shit okay. I can't believe I accidentally drugged her. Inadvertently. So yeah I'll see you at uni" I say decisively.
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"I feel like a dickhead I'm sorry for everything, please just give me a little bit of space yeah, Rachel" I tell her and she ends the call. Feeling the stress build up on my shoulders I count up in my head to steady my nerves hearing the water pound in the bathroom and imagining Taylor soaking wet.
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I stride directly into the bathroom, she left the door wide open, and remove all of my clothes stealing a glance at her bare back. The water streaming down her tan skin, her hair reaching all the way down her lower back. I climb in behind her and stand under the stream as she accepts my hands going around her waist.
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"We've been through a fair bit now huh" I tell her in her ear and she chuckles. Her body is incredible, a tiny waist that curves out over her hips. I stroke up her wet skin and she breathes steadily.
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"Rachel seemed angry" she whispers.
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"Wouldn't you be? But really she was on Brad all night so I'm not sure what she expects" I say and she turns to face me. Her nipples hardening, my stress dissipates when I see her face.
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"I love him, but I cannot stop inviting you in" she whispers and my brain compels me to touch her.
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"You're safe with me. Firstly I will not be telling anybody about us, secondly I won't move in on you whilst you're engaged" I laugh.
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"Jay we are literally in the shower together naked" she laughs.
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"Don't remind me" I say smiling down at her, I glance at her chest and the way her stomach is so streamline and tight. The curve of her hips and her long slender legs.
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"Turn around Taylor" I whisper in her ear.
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"I trust you" she whispers as I grab the soap and wash her hair slowly. I've never been close to a girl in this way before, never washed them or cared for them or listened to them. And she's not even mine.
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"I trust you" I tell her softly as I rub her shoulders.
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"Mmm" she says as I massage her back.
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"I think you need the massage after that morning phone call" she laughs turning around. Placing her small hands on my wet chest she strokes me and I refuse to close my eyes because I want to remember this moment forever.
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"Okay?" she says and I smile down at her captivated.
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"More than okay" I tell her softly.
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"Let me do your back" she whispers as I turn around and she rubs and massages my back. I can't help but to close my eyes and smile as she hits all of my pressure points and releases them.
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"You're amazing" I tell her softly turning back around and watching her eyes, the water droplets dripping through her wavy hair.
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"One day Taylor, we're going to make all of this work" I whisper as she blushes. I grab a towel and hand it to her as she steps out of the cubicle. I stare after her just imagining all of the ways I could pleasure her body. She turns around and eyes me as I’m staring and smirks.
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“What!? you look great in a towel” I laugh and she giggles heading back into the main room to change.
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