Taylor's POV
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡefKzHwTHpp
Ross, propped up in his hospital bed, with a grin on his face looks far better than he did yesterday. I get the sense as I walk into the hospital suite that he is looking around Jay to double check that I have actually come to visit him, he shows me his best smile when he meets my eyes.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZl2FiMtL1H
"Hey" I say as I reach the bed, refraining from touching him like I usually would, physical boundaries are something I'm going to have to start being more clear on with everybody.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbE7gSoDtxQ
"We brought you some notes. Sorry" I laugh slightly as Jay hands him a heap of papers.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCpNPCml1ET
"Thanks guys that's helpful." Ross says smiling over at me, I can tell that he is itching for me to hug him or touch him in some way, and truly I would love to throw my arms around him. But if Matthew were doing the same with all of our female friends, I would feel just as jealous.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡizpD1NRjvl
Hovering by the bedside, I admire his blonde hair in its loose waves. He has changed into a normal black T-shirt and is beginning to look a lot more like himself, making a mental note to pick up some of his clothes for our next visit I take a seat on the recliner that was my bed last night.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0OfYNJXOKU
"You look so much better, and in less pain" I say softly and he smiles.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2khe9rrXRP
"Thanks, I should be out by the end of the week. I just have to come back for check ups and for physio. No riding the bike though. Which sucks" he explains.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvlNcGvsRSW
"I might just be able to get away with driving my car" he smiles at me and I chuckle.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeayySKrNel
Ross and I talk for sometime about the hospital food and the stuff he has missed at university, which isn't all that much. Upon asking him if there is anything he would like us to bring along when we visit him tomorrow he asks for more clothes, handing me his house keys. I'm more than happy to nose around his room, specifically his bookcase. He smiles at me and asks me to bring him a book too. Once the silence grows it seems Ross is getting tired, because of the meds so we tell him we'll see him soon. I hug him before we go, just a quick embrace.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsLZtiiXD31
"I'm so glad you're getting better" I whisper in his ear before leaving. He smiles at me and tells me he's missed me. I stroke his hair. Then I follow the guys out.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV28ZOq0dej
"You wanna ask at the desk..." Matty begins as we stride down the corridor. Matthew to my left and Jay to my right.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxox4A4zNOn
"Lord no I want you right now" I tell him smiling and he smirks pushing his brunette hair back.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ33DZJfGPG4
"Sure you don't want to check" he begins softly.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEmBS7tgdro
"Take me home" I ask him. I most definitely do not want to wait around here a second longer when I could be by the fire with him.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKd8bdo1Dci
"You heard the woman" Jay laughs smiling down at me.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf5QhTXLeWf
"Okay but no uni for you tomorrow not until you feel better" Matthew says, deciding to ignore Jay.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdPQ0jlBSHv
Down in the large food hall we approach the others who are sitting around a collection of tables and eating takeout from small boxes.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsB1xnRRDdt
"Ah you could have got me something" Jay says nicking a chip from Rach. He rests on the back of her chair. Leaning into her he kisses her cheek. She smiles up at him clearly in awe, who wouldn't be? Undeniably he is very good looking. Jay catches my stare and pushes his blonde hair back forking out his motorbike keys.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkQyCM0WWzW
"We're visiting tomorrow" I say over to Rachel and she smiles at me.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQqHmUu4w8h
"Shall we grab some stuff for Ross and then head out together in the afternoon or dinner at ours again?" I suggest.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡClVLl9CznY
"Please Taylor you're the only one that can cook" she snickers.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzLUz0qPwCm
"Okay it's a plan" I say smiling up at Matthew, he kisses me softly.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuCLhBGwQSR
"Laters everyone" he says pulling his arm around me. Heading out of the nearest exit I hold onto his hand, I can't help but feel his tension. I crunch through the snow noticing how it engulfs my boots. The amber street lights shining pools of light all over the parking lot.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFHUhmoV60r
Matthew unlocks the 4x4, helping me into the car before heading over to the drivers side. He climbs in and breathes out a sigh of relief, tapping on the steering wheel before setting off.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvTUTjhBHFF
"Sure you're okay Matthew" I say, eyeing him warily, he hasn't said a word to me or barely spoken to anybody else.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFnf32MsPO5
"I'm fine" he starts up the car so the heater comes on, I stay quiet although I'm counting in my head up and down from twenty.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSL1MQXGQtH
"I just want to be at home with you now." he says pulling away from the bay and heading for the exit.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnY9qZyVLnQ
The snow is flurrying in front of the lights but Matthew knows what he is doing I assure myself. He is quiet on the route home. Concentrating.
I stare out of the window. Just breathing.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPsjjP5xWZf
"Taylor, please talk to me" he says quietly, concern shadowing his face.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡA1N5LGliHn
"Matthew, I love you but you're going to have to give me a bit of time" I tell him, watching the snow and how it collects in front of our car.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOivZlaLafl
"How come he gets you and I don't" he comments and I stare at him.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3D3X2rwo3e
"How come he knows you're cold and what you need all of the time. And he gets to make you laugh" he says looking out of the windshield. I breathe in deeply just waiting for this to pass.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwfesqdeA4W
"I miss you so much talking about anything in my ear" he says softly.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUJ4Bz8PEHL
"I just miss you" he says softly as he pulls up on our drive and I exhale with relief.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCSlPBWKLBV
"I'm not going to drive dangerously and I'm not going to have an accident with you in the car. Okay. It's not going to happen" he says looking at me, removing my seat belt and stroking my arm.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLspVNSDpo6
"I know that" I say weakly, he comes around to my side and opens the door, helping me out. Our porch utterly covered in snow, huge icicles forming at the tops of the wooden beams. The brown and golden leaves that normally litter the lawn are covered in white fluffy snow.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfFYh3mU057
Matthew opens the large oak door and I follow him in, heading straight for the sofa where I climb under the blanket and rest finally as he busies himself in the kitchen and I unpick his words in the car. It's the first argument we've had and I want to approach it carefully. Jay does make me laugh, yet I hadn't even considered that he was reacting to my every need. Keeping me warm and cheering me up; those are things a friend would do, yet undeniably Jay has told me he likes me. Our physical contact earlier is a massive issue in itself, one that should not be repeated.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyTzjLcsheq
Pulling out my phone I send him a quick message, it's unavoidable I'm worried about him in the snow.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrjVVTL4Cq9
Jay, please let me know you and Rach got back okay in the snow. Tay x
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8dn9qbu7P6
My phone goes off almost immediately and I cannot help the growing smile forming over my lips.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSNVD0V1veA
Taylor, we're back fine. Please don't worry. I'll always be the one rescuing you not the other way around. Jay x
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwYnh4dK7KP
Matthew climbs on the sofa next to me, as I place my phone down.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOesnC3FZcA
"Wine" he says softly handing me a glass, I smile at him gratefully and take a sip.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu5DSyxaQeY
"I didn't mean to go on at you in the car okay, I'm sorry" he explains.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡM43JXyEt6Q
"No I understand, and so now I'm going to explain it all to you" I say softly as he sips his own wine, pushing his brunette hair back and watching me carefully.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa0vMojpGJx
"When I close my eyes I see Ross and I feel the panic I felt when I found him. It's debilitating. I keep remembering his blue mottled skin. And how he wouldn't respond. I thought he was dead." I say softly.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqCdJ9oe8oV
"And since the night of the accident, driving has been a bit of a trigger" I admit and he nods.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDkZOoYmNDr
"You went through a very traumatic experience, Tay, and I get it. Nobody expects you to just be okay. And I'm here to help you in whatever way I can, I can love you back together if you like." He says laughing pulling me into him. I rest my head on his chest and feel the rhythm of his heartbeat. We lay there for a few moments, just in each other's company, it's something we have both been missing.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKiI4cvSGUW
"How were your lectures" he asks openly standing up and pulling me with him into the kitchen. Seating me on the oak chair next to the fire in the kitchen, he pulls his shirt off and begins chopping up vegetables.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡu87BDOgyjC
"I kind of couldn't even get through psychology." I say honestly watching his back as he chops.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbEC9ZAQB3x
Matthew glances over his shoulder briefly before placing the vegetables in the pan, and setting two steaks into some oil. I notice how his brunette hair has grown out as he brushes it back and off of his boyish face. His Levi's hang perfectly off of his hips and I can't help but to stare at him and bite my lip.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBwlUH7fXSl
"So I went into psychology, and as everything was quiet I just kept thinking about it, replaying the scene. Jay suggested I take a moment outside." I say softly taking a sip of my wine, feeling the fire warm my bones.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjuPFGtLfOh
"He did?" Matthew smiles almost to himself but I can tell that is a loaded question. What did he do to you? What did he say?
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGrjCBwIk8Y
"Did he make you feel uncomfortable at all?" He asks me facing the other way.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkZUxJLmnxK
"Actually no, shockingly he just gave me his jumper because I was cold" I say keeping the whole thing brief and vague.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUEB2QRRkDA
"Right" he says plating up the food and passing me mine. I sip my wine watching him take a seat next to me shirtless tucking into his steak. He looks up at me through his lashes and smirks.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUyRGGgkQCn
We eat heartily allowing the conversation to die, neither of us wanting to delve back into the issue that is Jay Gilbert Scott. Once he has finished his food I stand up to clean, he tells me to leave it. Standing in front of me he faces me and kisses me passionately. His hands going around my clothes and pulling them off. I laugh slightly but I'm all for it.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcu1ZLWQWdo
"You're eager" I tell him in his ear.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdzXYSBgbwk
"Mmhmm I need you right now Taylor" he says back in my ear.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKggjVkphC7
"Is that a problem ?" He chuckles smirking at me as he pulls my skirt down.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡFxzcKxEC9L
"Definitely not" I tell him as he gazes down at my leotard. He hoists me onto the table so I'm sitting in front of him, moving the plates out of the way.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZbyGuFNq8T
"So do you remember when you first sat on this table babe?" He asks me smiling.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE7946R7NW6
"Mhmm yes" I say back. When I first met Matthew I found him irresistible from the get go.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWqA8QHVs2r
"I wanted you so much Taylor, the whole fucking night" he says softly nipping my ear.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3MJAFHY6rH
"I wanted you all night long. Wanted to take you off of Ross and pull you into my arms and keep you there" he whispers.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1hBROLPsB2
"Look how far we've come babe" I say to him, holding his hand with my engagement ring on. He seizes my lips in his own. Deepening the kiss, unclipping my leotard and pulling it off of me. I'm not wearing a bra and he smiles, his wide smile.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNNb2xtTqF9
"Happy with yourself?" I laugh ruffling his hair.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvvwHH7uCZZ
"Very" he says hoarsely, his thumbs going over my nipples. I beg him for more and he escalates to sucking on them slightly, I lounge back onto the table, feeling the fire roar behind us.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7AsGeXzklQ
"I feel like you're severely overdressed" I tell him.
He winks at me and then kisses down my entire body. I place my hands in his hair.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZTqvYGbGiI
"You make me feel so relaxed" I tell him and he plants soft kisses over my tummy.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zMqwB5dSc
"I want you" I tell him.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdGx28D5dWa
"Mmm I want you" he smiles pulling off his jeans and boxers. I sit up slightly, taking in the view. Hoping off of the table in my underwear I kneel down in front of him and I take him in my mouth straight away. I hear him gasping my name and I feel so empowered, glancing up at him as his hands go in my hair.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUD6q8BQ2SI
"Fuck Taylor, please let me have sex with you now" he gasps scrunching up my hair. He's mesmerised. Placing his hand behind my head and playing with my hair. I let him control my pace for a bit.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqwim4La3ci
"You're so naughty babe" he tells me.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡKfCPxC5Z44
"You want me to make you come with my mouth" I ask him, briefly stopping.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQEKO72J4jB
"Taylor, fucking hell" he gasps.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvEbIW6KPWn
Pulling him into me again, I look up at him as he loses himself, calling out my name as he finishes.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡENoinMf1st
"I love you so fucking much" he says stroking my hair down my back.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡenJd5WI9yt
"I love you too" I say smiling as he helps me up from my knees, our clothes all over the kitchen.
111Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGUEaF3lHbt
“Now will you let me have sex with you?” he smirks and I wink at him.
ns 15.158.61.20da2
