Taylor's POV
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Rachel disentangles herself from Jay. She's all over him, he's not complaining I notice, even if she is very drunk and almost falling off of his lap. It's bizarre that it bothers me; but it does. He kisses her with the same passion that he used on me and I chastise myself for watching him, it makes him smile every time he looks up at me and I'm watching him back.
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Matthew scrapes his dark brunette hair back, his green eyes watching me as I sit in his lap. I focus on him, he looks angelic as he watches me back, eyes searching mine. Stroking his smooth chest before I kiss him lightly all the way down to his jeans. Kissing his lower abs I decide I'm going to have to tell him about the kiss that Jay and I shared. But not now, we had world war three last time we came here and I don't fancy repeating it. However I would want to know if that happened between him and somebody else, so it is only fair that I tell him.
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"I love you" I tell him smiling, looking up at him through my lashes as he strokes my hair back.
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"I love you too babe" he says pulling me up to his face again and smirking. The room vanishes for me when he kisses me. I almost take my top off feeling his cool chest under my hands, but he pulls my hands away from it pulling my top back on.
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"Later" he whispers to me smiling.
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"Guys snap out of it, dancing now" Rach says laughing as I turn to face her, kneeling on Jay next to me. I glance down at him just briefly.
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"Fuck Rach" Matthew laughs and she rolls her eyes.
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"Oh shhh don't you think you've had enough!" She laughs as I ruffle his hair again.
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"Did you guys actually fuck in your kitchen by the way!?" She asks us. Rachel when she is drunk has zero thought for how she will be received.
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"Rach!" I protest seeing Jay's smirk as his hands reach down by my his side stroking me inconspicuously.
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"Not my fault, Taylor went down on me" Matthew says and I turn to him surprised but smiling.
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"Matty" I say but he's drunk and he's gloating. Jay hands him his drink and he downs the rest.
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"Then we did it bent over the table" he explains smiling over at Jay who only laughs, something tells me he is enjoying this a little too much. I cover Matthew's mouth with my hand, embarrassed. I look down at beautiful, angelic Matty as he kisses my hand which is still over his mouth.
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"I knew you were a wild one" Rach laughs and almost falls off of Jay's lap entirely.
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"Have you guys not done it in any interesting places?" I say turning the tables, sure that Jay has done pretty much everything to her.
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"Not yet" Jay says looking at me intently, his hand which is rested in the crease of the sofa brushes up and down my leg.
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"You know it's not that bad is it, like I always thought going down on a guy would be fucking awful" Rach laughs, out of the blue. Oh please, give me strength.
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"It's the hottest thing I have ever done." I say to her forgetting the boys completely and utterly, Matthew smiles up at me pleased with himself.
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"Did you spit or swallow" Jay asks me, teasing me.
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"You had to go there" Rach sighs at him clearly amused.
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"This one only thinks about his cock" she laughs kissing his lips briefly before pulling away and looking down at his bare chest.
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"I'm not telling you that, Jay" I say looking at him and deliberately biting my lip.
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"Oh I already know the answer" he gazes at me captivated, smiling. Gilbert Scott is easy to wrap around your finger. It doesn't take long to charm him.
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"What's one of your biggest sexual fantasies, Jay" Rach asks him pulling his focus away from my lips.
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"Me? Why?" He laughs sipping brandy.
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"That's a good question get thinking Matty" I tell him and he chuckles innocently.
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"Jay, what is it I wanna know, there has to be something" she whines.
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"Okay, well I think every guy likes girl on girl" he says as Matty clears his throat.
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"Oh you too huh?" I laugh teasing him, he tickles me and I giggle.
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"Guilty sorry babe" he says cheekily, stroking my sore wrists.
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"Ah this is soo much fun" Rachel squeals clapping her hands.
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"Okay favourite body part" she adds turning her gaze on Jay again.
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"Legs" Jay says watching me, his hands stroking my ankles.
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"Interesting I didn't expect that" Rach says downing the rest of her wine.
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"Matty?" I insist looking down at him, and not at Jay.
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"All of it" Matthew says cheekily, his cheeks flushed as he eyes me.
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"No, give us the details Matty" Rach says insistently.
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"Okay, I like her hips and waist" he says and I look at him smiling, I had imagined this would be his answer.
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"None of you like tits!?" Rachel exclaims, touching her own boobs.
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"I love her nipples does that count" Matty laughs squeezing my chest quickly.
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"Shhh baby" I tell him, covering his mouth again. He is an adorable drunk, his hands travel all over my body and I close my eyes briefly and rock my hips into him.
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"I like tits" Brad says entering our little conversation. Rachel smiles up at him and I notice how Brad has pushed his dark hair back. He looks smart and intense. Slick style, with his leather jacket and tight jeans.
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"Hey how are you Brad" Rachel says charm going onto him straight away.
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"Would you have sex with me here, in this house" I ask Matthew and he covers my mouth for once giggling.
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"Taylor!" He says.
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"We've already had sex here, last time" he smiles and I wink at him. Rach turns her focus back onto us, she chugs her drink. Pulls her straps up slightly and sighs.
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"Okay I've got an idea, me and Taylor will fulfil that sexual fantasy of yours. We will make out convincingly and you can watch us." She says turning to me willing me to play.
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"Okay I'm in" I say winking at her, briefly wondering whether I'm on some sort of love drug.
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"And we will do this all for the small price that you guys will dance with us all night and not cause us any problems" she laughs eyeing Jay.
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"Fucking deal" Jay says. He lights up a funny cigarette and I look away from him, must not look at sexy mr southern, he is absolutely pulling me in tonight and I must not allow myself to be hooked into him.
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"Okay, Matty?" I whisper in his ear.
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"Fuck yes" he says laughing, when he is drunk he is carefree, relaxed.
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"You wanna go on top or" I joke with Rach as she winks at me laughing. The guys practically faint and I giggle standing up and adjusting myself as she sits down in between Matty and Jay on the sofa. Jay watches me climb on top of Rachel biting his lip, my legs either side of her.
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Beginning really slow we kiss each other a little. She pushes my hair down my back. Her hands go over my boobs and I arch my back slightly and move my hips on top of her.
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We open our mouths a little and deepen the kiss. I realise she has her tongue pierced and I wonder how much that hurt. We break the kiss off a little and as she's touching me I kiss her neck. She chuckles and moves my strap down slightly so that my boobs spill out of my top. I shoot a quick glance at Matty and he looks so turned on it's unreal. My body ignites at his stare.
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She lightly kisses my cleavage and I close my eyes. I explore her body with my hands, sticking to her top half. When I open them I see Jay watching me, whilst smoking his spliff. I look away biting my lip.
I kiss her again slowly and desperately as she encourages my hips to move on top of her again.
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I slowly get off of her once we end our little girl on girl make out session. Standing and pulling my top up slightly. Jay hands me his funny cigarette, much to Rachel's annoyance. I take a pull feeling the burn in my throat and then handing it back to him, he catches my hand briefly before taking it, staring at me.
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"I think it's now your turn to keep up your part of the deal" I say to Matthew as he stands up pushing his brunette hair back.
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"How can I say no to you" he says smiling.
He possessively grabs my hips from behind and let's me grind on him. Rach staggers in front of me and I smile as Brad joins us holding onto Rachel's hips.
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"That was fun" Rach says to me laughing.
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"I think they were pretty pleased" I laugh back stealing a quick glance at Jay and biting my lip.
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"Although I'm realising Jay is more into you than me" she laughs as I pull my eyes off of him.
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"Don't be silly" I tell her.
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"It's all good Tay, that's Jay for you. Difficult" she laughs.
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Rachel grabs Brad, as I feel Matthew kissing my neck.
"That was hot" he whispers to me and I smile as his hands go around my waist from behind.
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"Very fucking hot, but not as hot as you going down on me just for your information" he chuckles in my ear rubbing my waist.
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"I love you so fucking much" he tells me and I smile watching Jay pushing back advances by a random girl. I recognise her from psychology, with her short dark hair and edgy style.
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"I love you so fucking much too" I tell him.
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"I'm going to freshen up and use the bathroom, don't move" I tell him and he nods talking to Ryan by his side.
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"Hey Taylor do you want me to show you up to the bathroom" Ryan chuckles and I roll my eyes walking away and pushing through drunk students.
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Climbing the marble stairs very carefully I avoid the looks of random guys. Cute brunette guy from psychology is here and he gives me his usual smile as I pass him by, wondering what his name may be. I've never stopped to ask him. Standing with the boys he sits with in psychology I notice how his eyes watch me intently as I pass him by on the stairs begging myself not to trip. Remaining composed until I reach the top of the marble steps, I traipse through the upstairs hall and finally reach a large bathroom with a freestanding tub, and double sink. It is just as fancy as the rest of the house and I sigh locking the door taking in the high ceilings and the heated towel racks.
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Taking a deep breath in, I try to regain my control but the room is spinning. Determined not to hurl I avoid the toilet at all costs instead cleaning up washing my hands and wiping my makeup. Spritzing perfume everywhere before touching up all of my makeup. And finally placing a mint on my tongue which I chew on concentrating on regaining some sobriety. I unlock the door stumbling back as there's a tap on it. Jay stands in the doorway shirtless and I gulp.
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"I thought you were staying away from me" I tease him as he walks into the bathroom, confidently.
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"Also proves to be too fucking hard" he says. He comes in and closes the door. He locks it. I look at him in protest.
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"Jay, I told you we cant" I tell him.
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"Shh, I won't touch you." He says chuckling, hands in the air in protest.
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"So I just spent the better part of two hours watching you, watching you bite your lip whenever you look at me. Watching you live out my biggest sexual fantasy sitting next to me. And now I have just one question for you?" He says equally as drunk as me.
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"Okay go ahead" I say leaning against the wall for some stability and swallowing my mint.
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"Okay actually I have two, my bad" he laughs.
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I laugh and it breaks the tension between us.
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"Are you in love with him?" He asks me seriously, hands either side of me resting against the wall.
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"Jay, I love him" I tell him honestly without a shadow of a doubt. He pushes his hand through his hair, frustrated.
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"Okay I know I'm not good enough for that, I know I'm not boyfriend material or anything like that shit. But can you please tell me why you are saying my name in your sleep?" He says looking at me seriously. I flush bright red feeling my skin heat up, it's like that feeling you get when you have been found out for something bad or naughty. Something indulgent that you know you shouldn't have been doing. I bite my lip looking up at him, squirming.
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"See there it is. You biting your lip. What do you want from me babe" he says reaching up to my lip and brushing it with his thumb.
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"When did I say your name ?" I fluster, he has really caught me off guard this time, I turn my head and he pulls me lightly to look at him again.
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"In the hospital earlier, I thought you were awake and asking me a question. So I went over to you and you were asleep saying my name. And since then it's been on my mind, and once before in the hospital when you woke up in the morning you said my name again" he says to me.
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"So what was it" he asks demanding from me.
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"Jay" I say softly and he smirks.
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"I might have had a couple of dreams about you" I admit leaning against the wall as he stares into my eyes. He smiles widely.
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"No the first one was totally fine, we were in the woods and we saw a bear. You took me away and I was safe with you" I tell him and his face softens.
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"The second" I grin and he chuckles.
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"Is for my imagination only and not yours" I laugh and he chuckles.
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"You did not have a sex dream about me" he sighs shocked.
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"Oh I did" I say laughing as he watches me captivated. His eyes alight with passion.
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"What did I do to you?" He eyes me up. Why do I always end up in tight spaces with him?
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"Humour me. I'm going home alone tonight babe" he adds smiling.
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"No" I smile at him biting my lips.
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"I won't tell anybody" he teases. And there's his best charming smile making an appearance.
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"We we're hanging out. Studying or something." I say looking at his chest.
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"You were actually nice to me, and you weren't a dickhead about it. I was wearing your shirt, sitting in your lap and you removed the shirt. Your lips were everywhere. And yeah I said your name a lot in the dream" I say finally looking up at him.
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"I can do that for you" he says honestly stroking my hair off of my face.
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"I dream about you every fucking night Taylor" he says and then I can see he regrets it. Instantly, it's like I can see him swearing at himself.
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"What kind of dreams?" I ask interested, although I'm sure that he is not dreaming about grizzly bears and saving my life. He looks at me smiling, reserved.
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"Jay we went through stuff together, you know. It was intense. You saved me that night" I tell him softly and he nods.
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I look down at the floor it's beginning to spin. Those last shots have really done me in. Jay rests his arm around me and I lean into him.
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"Can I kiss you?" He asks simply his face close to my own.
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"Please I know you love him, but I also know that I won't forget about you ever. Maybe if I can just entertain the idea of having you I will be all good and move on" he explains softly almost talking to himself.
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"You ugh helped me too that night" he begins softly.
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"Just by being you" he smiles and I watch him, the silence grows. I remain still in his arms as he kisses me. I close my eyes and touch his chest. My arms go around his neck and into his hair. He breathes out shakily stopping slightly.
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"I want all of you Taylor" he says and my body betrays me again. He kisses me again, his hands gently go under my straps and he brushes down my boobs. I sigh and he bites my lip.
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"This is bad" I tell him.
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"Nobody has to know" he says back.
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His hands go to my thighs rubbing them whilst he's kissing me. His lips travel down my chest and I sigh saying his name. He stops in his tracks and looks up at me shocked. His eyes are captivating, his pupils dilated. Closing his eyes again he kisses down my chest and I sigh heavily
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"Jay baby" I sigh, this is bad.
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"You want it baby?" He whispers up at me.
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"Right now, I can take you right here" he whispers.
He brushes his hands around my hips. Smiling watching my eyes.
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"I can't even imagine how good it feels to be inside of you, Taylor" he says in my ear. Holding onto my hands and keeping me steadily.
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"I will feel it one day" he chuckles softly.
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"You saved me too" he whispers pulling away from me. I breathe out shakily, feeling like I'm half in the room and the other half of me is in some shaking universe where everything is spinning and nothing makes sense.
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