Matty's POV
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Day one of university completed. I've never been academic. Ive never managed to do things like Ross or Ryan. I've always had my head in the clouds; drawing up sketches. However today, I enjoyed. The art department is impressive, so many different materials, so many opportunities. The studio itself is just full of work, like an art gallery. An explosion of expressive ideas.
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Taylor has changed so many things for me. When she's not around I find myself thinking about her and what she might think or say about stuff. It is fair to say that I think about her constantly.
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The door knocks and I realise it's our Chinese. She's snuggled up on the sofa, in just my jumper, the dark green complimenting her tan skin.
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I eye her before bringing the food in. The trees just outside the window and the forest in the background, the fire roaring, it would be a nice sketch. Proceeding to set the food down on the coffee table, we really are slumming it today and not even leaving the sofa to eat.
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"Hope you like what I ordered" I say taking a seat beside her.
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"I'm sure I will" she smiles and looks up into my eyes. Taylor makes me feel so secure and grounded. I can both daydream yet be present with her. I think about the lines of her frame and how I will mark them on another canvas. The materials I will use and the backdrop to the print.
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Jay is bugging me. I'm aware that he has access to her at times when I'm not around. I trust her implicitly, I glance at the ring on her finger and smile. Yet still I am unable to control my possessiveness. Gilbert Scott is manipulative, he will do almost anything to get what he wants from a girl, it's all about the chase for him. The price to be won at the end, and once that prize has lost its lustre he's off to the next conquest. I marvel at how the tables have turned. I suddenly feel like I'm Ross, getting annoyed at guys for playing her.
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Ross, the Casanova, will do his best to step in whilst I'm not there. Holding her hand, making her feel safe. Playing Jay off and making him look like the bad guy. I briefly imagine Taylor sitting between the two of them in her lectures. And of how Jay would eye her every move, how Ross will attempt to touch her and hug her.
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Stuffing sweet and sour in my mouth I realise that I'm winding myself up again. I look down at her sprawled out on our sofa, in our place. Her bare legs crossed over one another, wearing my clothes. My engagement ring. That was a nice moment having watched them all eye her up all afternoon. And then explaining that we were engaged and witnessing Ross' face was priceless.
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"You okay Matthew" she asks sweetly, having seen the worry etched over my features. It just is not possible to share these worries with her, she will label me crazy and possessive. After all they are my friends, I should learn to trust everybody more. Instead I pull her to sit on top of me, scoop up some of the sweet and sour sauce and spoon it to her. She chuckles and the worry I felt dissipates.
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"Are you looking forward to tomorrow" I ask her deflecting.
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"Yeah, my favourite part is going in with you" she smiles.
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"You're a great driver" she laughs placing a spring roll in my mouth.
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"Oh really is that all I'm good at?" I tease her. Her head swings back as she laughs, and I eye her neck imagining drawing her clavicles and breasts.
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"No" she smirks facing me with her clear twinkling eyes.
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"What else" I whisper dipping my pinky in the sauce as she licks it off of me.
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"Mmhmm" she says and then kisses me long and deep.
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"That's not an answer Taylor" I smirk.
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"You're good at feeding me" she giggles.
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"Here" she laughs grasping another spring roll and holding it between her teeth for me to bite the other end. I laugh and eat with her, my hands on either side of her hips.
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Taylor starts moving her hips into me, she's so ready all of the time and it turns me on. She eases all of my tensions just sitting there and grinding on me, I look down at her thighs and sigh. Running my hands through her hair which flows all the way down her back. She's perfection.
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"You keep that up then I'm gonna have to" I start and she shh's me. Kneeling before me, she pulls my jeans down. I don't know why I even bother getting dressed. She's always taking my clothes back off. Climbing back on top of me, I place my hands on her bare hips under my jumper and she sighs as I push inside of her.
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"Fuck" I say as she works her hips on top of me. I can't take my eyes off of her and she knows it. We both climax quickly.
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Gazing at me breathless, I push her hair away from her face and she smiles. Her phone pings on the table and she watches me briefly.
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"It's Jay" she whispers to me, honestly. I feel my anger flare, my absolute annoyance at him intruding a moment so perfect.
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"What's he want babe?" I ask, as if it's totally reasonable for him to be texting my fiancée.
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"He's going on about psychology. I'm beginning to think he's more interested in where I'm going to sit rather than the lecture itself" she says uncomfortably. She gazes at her phone and ignores it.
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"What do you mean ?" I ask, what is Taylor doing to me? Normally I would be unreasonable and rash. Impulsive and argumentative.
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"Well Ross and I sat with him today, he saved us a seat" she explains, I'll bet he did.
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"And he's suggesting we make a thing of it" she tells me softly. Ohh be careful Matthew I tell myself. Do not tell her what to do or think. Consider her, above all else consider her. Deliberating I think I just have to come out with it.
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"I think he may have a thing for you" I say holding onto her in my lap. Her eyes full of shock, assess me.
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"He looks at you, all of the time. And he's attracted to you, but to be fair who isn't" I tell her.
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"Is that what you were worried about before" she asks me directly. I'm going to need to do something to busy myself, so that I'm not just staring at her. I roll up a cigarette. Generally we don't smoke much anymore, but conversations like this one require nicotine on my behalf.
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"Babe, I'm just saying you're attractive. Beautiful in fact. And you're talented. He probably just wants to sit with you because he likes you" I say simply rolling up the tobacco as she watches my hands, keep it about the facts. I can't even distract her with sex, we've just done that.
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"I am engaged. He is a male chauvinist pig. If he needs to sit with us then so be it. I'll just ignore him" She says decisively.
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"Anybody annoying you in your lectures" she eyes me warily fishing for information.
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"No babe I'm not a magnet like you" I laugh handing her the roll up. She takes one pull and then hands it back to me.
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"Not seen how many girls look at you?" She smirks, teasing me back, ruffling my hair.
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"No because I'm usually looking at you" I reply winking at her.
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"Taylor Elena Henderson" I say softly and she blushes. If I could draw anything it would be that expression, the one that she pulls when she's blushing.
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"Sounds lovely doesn't it" I say distracting her again.
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"This weekend" I explain softly, stroking her back.
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"I need to take you to the art shop again" I smile, for more supplies so that I can begin another canvas of my muse. Whenever I draw she appears, whether it’s the outline of her body or the smile on her lips.
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"And then if you like we can go and see your mum again" I say and she smiles happily.
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