Taylor's POV
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Matthew wakes me up in the morning, lying in our bed together in our suburban home. Before I’ve opened my eyes I kiss him softly feeling his lips work their way over my own, his arms moving up and over my hips as he sighs and whispers my name.
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"I love waking you up" he says softly as I open my eyes, I link my hand with his feeling the eternity ring that I gave him. Insatiably, I put my hands on him, stroking his manhood. Memories of the previous night fill my head and I need them gone. Making him cry, telling him how I’ve betrayed him and then making up in this very bed.
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"Taylor" he moans and I smile as his hands find their own way between my legs.
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“Matthew I need you” I tell him in his ear as he climbs on top of me telling me that I'm insatiable with a huge grin on his face. Possessing me instantly I sigh and rest back into the pillow, happy. I moan underneath him moving my hips up to meet his, as he remains still watching me enthralled.
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"You want me to fuck you hard Taylor or softly" he asks in my ear.
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"Hard" I whisper to him. Matthew practically growls in my ear and gets to work. Thrusting into me forcefully, his hands clasp mine above my head. He kisses my lips feverishly as he's ploughing into me.
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"You're all mine Taylor, I love you so much" he says in my ear.
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"I'm all yours Matty." I tell him, clasping at his back and feeling him grind into me.
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"I love you" I say kissing him.
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"Fuck Taylor" he smiles opening his eyes taking in my naked body underneath him.
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I reach my climax whilst he's talking to me. He holds me in place and I smirk when he’s finished eyeing up my wrists. Purple bruises on your wrists is a sure fire sign of one thing; sex that is passionate and a very strong boyfriend.
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“I will stop holding your wrists down” he laughs eyeing up my neck which I’m sure is covered in hickeys. He bit me a lot last night, in a good way.
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“I’m covered in you” I laugh and he snickers.
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Before climbing off of me he kisses down my body lingering on my tummy. I smile down at him and he chuckles.
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"It's not that quick, my love, if we had of conceived I wouldn’t be showing" I tell him laughing.
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He climbs off of me and pulls me into him.
"I know, I know" he says sighing.
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"You're really into the idea of it though aren't you?" I say smiling as he loops his arms around my waist.
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"I mean we would be fine, we have our home” he says kissing me.
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“And I know you are the only person I ever want to have any kind of life with" he says looking into my eyes.
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"How are you feeling about it?" He asks softly, almost insecurely. I place his hand on my tummy and smile up at him.
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“Broody” I laugh and he chuckles kissing my lips. Squeezing my bare hips he kisses my whole face, just light kisses surrounding me entirely.
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Glancing out of the sash windows and realising that the snow is still with us I pull on dance tights and a light pink button up shirt. My hair is tousled and fresh so I pull the curling wand through it and set myself up with my new makeup.
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“Can’t you just prance around like this all day” he smiles eyeing up my tights and shirt.
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“You’ll like my skirt” I smile up at him and he winks, Matthew has pulled on a dark grey light knit jumper and black Levi’s, no wonder all the girls know his name, he’s absolutely beautiful.
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"I'm so lucky" I say looking at him. I wrap his hair around my fingers leaning into him a little as he squeezes my bum in the tights.
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"Look at you" he pulls my hips towards him.
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“I am the lucky one” he sighs bending in front of me and kissing down my open shirt all the way to my waist. I ruffle his hair as he looks up at me, his green eyes looking playful.
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"Want pancakes?" He asks smiling.
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"Of course" I laugh as he kisses me over my tights and I sigh. Smiling at me cheekily he stands up and allows me to finish dressing. I pull on my mini skirt and my heeled boots with my ankle warmers tucked in to keep me warm. Grabbing my beanie I head downstairs, thoughts of pancakes filling my mind.
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Matthew makes perfect pancakes and we eat them standing up in the kitchen wrapped around each other. When we head out into the snow I realise he’s gritted the drive as I climb into the 4x4.
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“You kissing my tights this morning has me kind of hot Matthew” I say cheekily as he reverses off of the drive.
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“Oh did it” he smirks running his hand up my thigh.
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“Matthew” I say as he drives slowly through the snow and rubs me.
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“Taylor” he smiles over at me, before looking back at the road.
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“Pull your tights down” he whispers and I smirk shimmying them down just slightly.
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“Oh Taylor” he says as he pushes my panties aside.
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“Matthew” I sigh as he turns onto the highway.
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“You’re so naughty” I whisper over to him.
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“You’re so mine” he whispers back focusing on the road and me at the same time.
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“All yours” I reply breathlessly.
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“Whose girl are you Taylor” he asks as he works me all the way up in the passenger seat. Trees either side of us covered in snow. I move into his touch and close my eyes.
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“I’m yours Matthew” I tell him, losing myself to his fingers. Gasping out his name in his passenger seat was not how I imagined this car ride to go, however here we are.
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“That is some skill” I sigh as he removes his hands pleased with himself.
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“I love you, I don’t want you ever to feel unsatisfied” he smiles and I chuckle.
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“I love you” I whisper back to him sorting out my tights and giggling slightly.
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"I'm walking you to psychology" Matthew says as he parks up at university, taking my lips in his own before we head out into the snow and walk up to the main building where my lecture hall is situated.
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Relief washes over me when I realise that Jay isn't waiting outside for me. Inevitably there will be a lot of tension between Matthew and Jay, that’s unavoidable considering my behaviour.
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Matthew kisses me passionately at the door, as Joseph Quinn passes by us and eyes me wonderingly before walking over to his usual seat. I can imagine his thoughts; wasn’t she with the blonde one and I cringe slightly at the name I’m making for myself. Sighing I get lost in Matthew’s hands on my hips and realising that I no longer care about my reputation I show Matthew my full attention.
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Disrupted only by the male who clears his throat to my left, I sigh and look up at him, unable to control the smile that crosses my lips. It's Jay of course.
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"You're going make her late" he laughs and Matthew smirks slightly.
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"Shhh" I tell him as I kiss Matty again.
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“I’ll see you after my gym session” I tell Matthew taking my gym bag from him. He kisses me again and then says goodbye to both of us, maturely. I turn my attention to Jay. He's carrying a gym bag too and I eye it.
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"Same idea?" I laugh.
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"I don't have to go..." he begins softly and I look ahead past Joseph Quinn who’s currently giving me the eye.
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"I only have one lecture today and I usually hit the gym" he explains shooting a warning glare at Joseph, the brown haired boy who has puppy dog eyes for me it seems.
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"Jay we have to be able to be around each other at least without feeling the need to… You will be doing weights anyways right" I say walking up the steps and avoiding his eye contact.
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"You won't?" He teases me.
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"No, I'm running" I say to him.
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Placing our gym bags onto Ross’ seat I decisively look away from him. Setting my dictation up in my tablet I sit back and cross my legs. He eyes my legs briefly, and I remember his admission of being a legs guy at the party. I glance at him and he smirks looking away from me.
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The lecture flies by and I zone into professor Carter, refusing to be distracted by both Joseph Quinn who occasionally looks around at me and Jay. I refuse to think about how we’ve showered together and how he has seen my entire body. I take a few notes instead of thinking about how the water turns his hair a dirty blonde colour. I write a few questions down as they come to me rather than thinking about his piercing blue eyes and how they watched me. How his hands touched almost every part of me. I flick my hair back self consciously noting down that we have an assessment coming up. A group assessment and I already know who I'm working with. I'll have to include Ross into our group so that I don't have to be alone with Jay, who knows what could happen if we study together.
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Once the lecture starts wrapping up I turn to Jay and he's just watching me. I pull my scarf back on self consciously and he looks away finally.
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"You, me and Ross?" I say softly.
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"Sure sounds great, Ross will be out soon too" he says placing his stuff in a leather bag, I watch his hands briefly. He smirks as I look up at him again.
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I just stare back at him unable to form words or react. Why is he being so agreeable I wonder to myself. I pack up everything planning on getting out of there before I think about him yet again with his lips and piercing eyes.
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"Something I said" he asks as I'm cramming everything back into my hand bag.
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"No we are all good" I say not looking at him.
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"I'll see you later" I say and then stand and decidedly walk out.
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“Hey Taylor would you like to form a group” Joseph says staring at me as I head for the door.
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“I have already got my group thanks” I tell him nicely before practically pushing past him and out of the hall.
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Jay wouldn’t be Jay if he didn't follow me. Walking behind me fairly closely, I decide to ignore him. It’s difficult though when every single girl glances at him as they pass by. The hall gets packed and I feel claustrophobic as the wooden doors open to each side of the corridor. Students stream out chatting to one another and filling into the tight spaces anxious to get out of the building. I can feel Jay’s body behind me, achingly close to mine. As people filter past me I duck to the side by the lockers and wait imagining that he will just continue on with his day. He doesn't he stands facing me. Eyes raking over me briefly and then looking away.
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As the crowd dies down and students disperse out of the main doors he smiles down at me and tucks my hair behind my ear.
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"That's why I dont leave on time" he laughs and I smirk at him. I follow him as he tucks his hand behind him again, I hold onto it sensing his smile even though I cannot see his face.
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“We’re going in the same direction” he says as we both begin walking down the snowy lane to the gym.
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“What did Joseph say” he says eyes boring down into my own just briefly, as he keeps his hand in my own.
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“He asked if I wanted to join his group” I scowl and he scoffs.
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“Typical” he laughs.
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The electric doors open to the building where the dance studios are situated alongside a state of the art gym.
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“I’m just going to change” I say to him as he lets go of me heading off in the direction of the gym. A whole host of students eye him, guys that are trying to build their muscles to look like him and girls that are trying to catch his eye.
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Shaking my head I let myself into the ladies changing room. Pulling off my clothes and stuffing them into my dance locker I curse myself for bringing my most revealing gym outfit. Pulling on my boo&tee micro shorts and matching black sports bra, I slip into my trainers. Tying my hair up I decide that I must try and ignore him in the gym at all costs.
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The minute I walk into the gym however I notice he’s pulled his hair up, and is standing over by the weights shirtless. I look away and stretch out first on the mats taking in the music that booms through the system. Using the mirror to stretch out, it has a barre and it’s very handy for me being a dancer. Deciding that I’ve stretched enough I take a look around noticing that the entire gym is empty, I get on one of the many free treadmills. Starting out by jogging, I increase my pace to a run. Time flies and I glance down at the display and realise I've been running for fifty minutes. The best time to workout I realise is when you're trying to stop thinking about something or somebody. It's a good escape.
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Decreasing the pace and cooling down, I’m glad I tied my hair back as I see the sheen on my skin from sweat. I stop and use the rails on either side of the treadmill to give my legs a quick stretch.
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Pulling my hair out of the elastic I head over to the mirrors and I just know that he's watching me, I can feel him. The sexual tension between us is very high, that’s the entire problem.
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"All good babe?" He winks at me as he joins me.
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"Didn't say you could run for like hours" he laughs setting up the weight on the bench press.
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"Didn't know that I could" I say as he lays down ready to lift.
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"You're just in time to spot me actually, just watch I don't fuck it up." He laughs. He's lifting something heavy, I stand to his side and spot for him, he completes three sets of ten easily. He sits up eyes in line with my legs.
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"That's just not fair babe" he says smiling looking at my shorts.
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"Ohh shh you don't have to look" I laugh walking over to the leg press and placing it on sixty lbs. I push it easily as he comes to stand next to me.
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"Taylor you know I won't tell anybody right, that you, god forbid, want me" he laughs.
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"Doesn't matter I will know" I say sitting back resting my legs gazing up at him. I mean I'm not sure any girl could not gaze at him looking like this. I’ve stroked his chest, I remind myself, staring.
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"Oh you will know about it for sure" he laughs and walks off to do some assisted pull ups.
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Jay now facing the opposite direction to me pulls his body weight up to the bar and down again, and I just lay there watching him, his bare back is so sexy. I decide I should probably do something instead of staring at him, his arms flexing as he lifts his body weight up. His shorts reach low down his waist and I'm distracted. I need to get away from him and fast.
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The music dies down and I go and lay on the cool down mats, closing my eyes and lightly stretching.
I feel him sitting down next to me.
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"Want me to fuck off?" He says and I laugh out loud opening my eyes. A look of genuine concern falling over his face makes me think I'm messing with his head just as much as he is messing with mine. I sit up facing him in the mat and watching him.
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"That's the problem isn't it though" I say looking at him.
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"You can't just do that? You have to show me how incredibly sexy you are" I tease him.
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"Me?! You're the one wearing next to nothing around me all the time" he says back, briefly looking at my wrists and then the bruise on my ribs. I hadn’t realised just how rough mine and Matthew’s sexual endeavours had gotten.
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"At least I'm wearing something" I say looking at his chest and swatting him playfully.
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“It shouldn’t be that you get marks all over you” he sighs, touching my wrist briefly.
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“It’s just passionate” I tell him and he shakes his head, smiling wryly.
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“I can fuck you harder and not bruise your beautiful skin” he whispers in my ear. I breathe in steadily but remain calm.
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He smirks and lifts his hands up apologetically.
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"What do you want then" he asks brushing my leg lightly with his thumb. We're sitting face to face on the mat together.
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"I want to stick to our plan, let’s be friends" I say watching him.
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"Okay then, that's what we'll do" he smiles. That was easy, what's the catch I begin to wonder searching his eyes.
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"Except you're gonna have to not bite your lip around me at all like that" he whispers eyeing my mouth.
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"Fucking hell babe, you don't realise how into you I am do you ?" He chuckles pulling his own hair out of the man bun.
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"You're not into me, Jay you just want me" I laugh slightly.
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"I am into you, I'd love it if you just gave me a chance to show you" he says smiling.
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"Can you give me that" he pleads, puppy dog eyes and all.
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"But I thought you just wanted to have sex" I say smiling.
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"Yes that and everything else that comes along with it" he says directly. He pulls me closer into him and I tense up, I must not let him work his magic around me.
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"Im sorry" he says looking away pushing his hair back.
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"Jay" I say and he looks back at me. Solemn expression on his face, genuinely upset by my rebuke. I had expected him to be cocky.
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"You do not have feelings for me, that's not how this is supposed to go. You're supposed to stay with Rach and make her happy" I tell him softly.
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"Just one problem here isn’t there Taylor, I want to make you happy everyday and every night like I know that I can” he says watching me. I calm the storm inside of me trying to find a resolve in a situation that is fraught with emotion and lust.
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