Matty's POV
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I'm trying. I'm trying so hard not to think about my fiancée being around him whilst sketching in my book, images that keep resembling her. Parts of her, her eyes or her lips. I gaze at the small sketch in my book of the most beautiful girl I've ever met. How I tried to keep her away from Jay for so long, knowing exactly what would happen when he saw her. That he would pursue her, but to be fair I thought that after all of this time he would have just tried somebody else. I will not lose her though.
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Jay is my friend, I like him as a friend, I hear her small voice echo in my head and I curse him. As I pack up my books for media, and roll up a cigarette. I try not to smoke around her just in case she is pregnant. I researched possible early symptoms of pregnancy and learnt that coldness or drops in temperature are possible alongside being extra emotional. She's also really turned on all of the time and that's totally a thing too.
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The mere thought of her walking around possibly holding my future is enough to make me possessive, to the extent that I want to be with her all of the time. A figure stands in front of my desk, I take out my headphone and look up. From the black jeans in front of me, hands on the desk as she leans over and appraises me. It's blondie from the party, the girl who knew my name yet I still cannot remember hers. She's talking to me, her mouth moving as she watches my confused expression. Oh Lord, I don't have time for this.
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"Hey, are you going to the party later" she asks.
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"Hey, ugh what's your name again?" I ask back.
She blonde, her hair has been bleached a lot, and it's turning greyish purple. Shes got really dark eyebrows and dark eyes so one would assume she had dark hair.
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"Rosie" she says smiling glad of the attention.
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"So are you?" She asks confidently and I notice her friends behind her watching on.
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"Nope, sorry I'm busy." I tell her, feeling slightly bad that all of her friends had to witness the rebuke. She looks wounded and I glance back down at my books, packing them away.
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"Ah that's a shame" she replies smiling at me recovering from her embarrassment. I smile up at her and continue to pack up. Conversation has ended for me. She lingers and then leaves when she realises I will not be looking up and paying her anymore attention.
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Slinging my bag over my shoulder and walking out from the lecture hall, I put my headphones back in. Cigarettes after sex playing a melancholy tune in my ear as I walk down to art.
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"Matthew" the director of art pulls me aside and I remove my headphones. Andrew, the director of art is a trim man that always wears brightly coloured suits. It's quirky.
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"That print you did for your assessment of the girl" he begins and I smile slightly, a print of Taylor.
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"It's got a lot of attention, you specifically have been asked to do an exhibition. I'm sure that I don't have to tell you how much of a big deal that is for a first year" he says impressed and clapping me on the shoulder.
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"Wow that is" I begin and he smiles.
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"It will be in a proper art house, a great experience for you to showcase your work" he explains.
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"I am very grateful for the opportunity" I tell him smiling before he saunters off in his green suit. I smile after him noticing another blonde girl approach me in the hallway. This particular one has a loud mouth and an awful sense of fashion.
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"Hey" I say to Rachel noticing her flustered expression.
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"Matty, Jay he's ugh. I wanted to warn you because I know you and Tay are I dunno serious or some shit. I know you love her. But Jay he's obsessed with her" she says and as I look at her properly she doesn't look happy. Her normal bright approach to life missing.
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"Okay firstly how are you? After all that's happened" I ask directly and she smiles genuinely.
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"Yes I'm getting there. But I had a massive argument with him. After the party. He's not like that about girls ever. He would never you know turn down having sex." She clears her throat and looks away from me.
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"Obviously you know that before all of this I stayed with him for a short time, he said her name a few times whilst he was asleep. I brushed it off because I wanted things to work. He looks at her all the time. It's not usually more than skin deep with him. But I think this is different" she explains meeting my eyes again, seriously.
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"He likes her I know" I say annoyed my mood falling again.
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"Rach thanks, I don't deserve you being kind to me. But thanks. Can you please make sure you take care of yourself" I say softly.
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"And if you need anything please let me know" I explain, I have never been there for her and now I can offer her some consolation for the hurt I caused previously. She nods gratefully and I smile.
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"He's not a good guy, but he's really fucking charming. And Taylor she's so nice and agreeable. I think you need to talk to her about it. That's what I would do." she explains before pulling her phone out and texting back Brad.
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"Okay good deed done" she smiles and I tell her goodbye as she walks off in a very bright tracksuit.
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I head into the studio, dusting down the worktop and gathering materials for my next piece of work. I've never been good at sitting still, or focusing my mind on one thing but with art it's just so much more practical. It takes time, and it's time well spent.
Admiring my piece, I pull my phone out and message Taylor. I remember her telling me that she was going to see Rhea after the gym. My only hope is that Jay hasn't joined them. He was getting along nicely with Rhea at the party the other day. This is worse than I thought, I briefly imagine him ingratiating himself with Rhea, pushing his blonde hair back and showing them his best smile.
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Gathering a few oil paints I continue with my work, stroking the page lightly. Creating the perfect background for my main subject. Thinking of how we're going to see Ross at the hospital after university rather than straight home. And how I would love nothing more than to take her home and have her to myself. I clear away my work and leave it to dry, deciding that it's more important that I go and find her than build a world on an easel to draw her on.
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Bracing from the cold on my way to the coffee shop where I know she is with Rhea and walking past the parking lot I notice that his car is no longer here and I sigh relieved. Taking the lane up to the furthest point on campus, I walk through the snow eager to reach her. And albeit a bit further than the canteen, the coffee shop is much quieter and has a log fire.
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Pushing the large oak door open, I spot her straight away, sitting with Rhea smiling. My body relaxes, she's like a drug. One look at her and all of the tension leaves my body. Kissing her and I'm euphoric. The counter is full of pastries and loaf cakes, I order a black coffee, hot chocolates for them and some cake.
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Taylor beams when she sees me approaching them with a tray. She stands up as I put the tray down, wrapping her arms around me and whispering in my ear that she's missed me.
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I pull up a stool from another table and join them. Rhea smiles over at me warmly, I've always thought her very mature. Her brown hair is cut short now, in a cropped style that looks very grown up. Taylor strokes my arm, I glance down and see her ring and wonder why I've been worried all day long. She's mine, I love her so completely.
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"Matthew it's so nice to see you again" Rhea smiles over at me eyeing the gesture and I look up at her.
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"And you too, how is Malachi" I ask her softly.
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Talking with Rhea is easy, she's really down to earth and decent. She tucks her short pixie hair behind her ear and sips her coffee.
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"He's doing ever so well with the job" she explains and I smile genuinely. Malachi, her partner, is the kind of person that would do well anywhere. His personality is magnetic and charming, he has a soft voice and a nice manner about him. I've looked up to him many of times.
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"What's your news" she asks us both and I smile looking to Taylor first.
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"Oh actually I got the main part in the dance show" she explains and I congratulate her, stroking her arm.
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"My bestie the main star of the show" Rhea exclaims.
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"That's truly amazing but you are the best" she adds and I smile agreeing with Rhea.
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"And you Matthew" Rhea asks as Taylor looks over at me.
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"I ugh today actually got stopped by the director of art, my assessment work got a bit of attention and I've been asked to do an exhibition" I explain softly, Taylor throws her arms around me and I giggle.
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"That's a big deal, I told you you're so talented" she smiles.
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"Wow I have to see your art" Rhea nods to me.
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"He's amazing" Taylor smiles and I blush slightly.
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Once all of the coffee has been drunk and the cake has been eaten we stand pulling on our jackets and scarves. I pull Taylor into me as we walk through the snow back to the parking lot. Of course I offer Rhea a lift but she explains that Malachi will be picking her up as they are going out for date night. It's a sweet notion and I like the idea of taking Taylor out more often, alone to spoil her with Italian food and wine.
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Malachi pulls up in a Chevy truck, he genuinely honks the horn and she chuckles as we wave to him. I take in his infectious grin and I smirk to myself. They are perfect for one another.
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Helping Taylor into the 4x4 before heading into the drivers seat she smiles over at me, watching me start up the car and put the heaters on.
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"Matty" she begins, I look over at her and her eyes are full of lust. She pauses and then kisses me with her tongue invading my mouth.
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"Can we go somewhere before the hospital..." she whispers rubbing my thigh and kissing my neck.
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"Mmm we can baby" I tell her softly.
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"You're horny all the time at the moment" I chuckle.
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Starting up the car and reversing I do my best to concentrate but my head is flooded with images of taking her in the backseat, of kissing her lips and feeling her quiver underneath me.
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"You could pull over here" she smiles at me, indicating a turning that looks dark and secluded. It's surrounded by trees and there are incoming lights from other traffic, I pull into the lane and park up at the side of the road.
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She unzips her skirt, slowly watching me. I get out of the car and go over to her side, taking her hand as she gets out of the car. I open the back door and she slides in laying over the backseat. I lean in and slowly pull her panties down. When I climb on top of her we both laugh at the lack of room.
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I slowly inch inside of her and she gasps my name straight away.
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"Does it feel good?" I whisper in her ear and she sighs.
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"Matty it feels perfect" she gasps her hands rubbing my back as I feel the cool air hitting me.
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"I love you so much" she whispers and I smile down at her.
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"I've missed you all day long" I tell her kissing her slowly feeling like I'm consumed by her, her voice calling out my name, her fingers scratching my back, her breath on my cheek.
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"I literally want you all of the time" she whispers and I nearly lose it.
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"This is so naughty. But I could get used to it" I tell her smirking.
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She meets my hips whilst I thrust into her and she cries out my name, I can feel her orgasm around me. I refrain from holding her down as I lose myself, kissing her and feeling myself let go.
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Carefully sliding her panties up her slender legs before zipping myself back up I smile down at her.
"Better?" I ask her.
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"'Much better" she smiles back. Once she's seated in the passenger side again I go over to the driver seat and start up the car again.
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