I liken this feeling to what I would imagine people feel like when they are on a euphoric high. It's satiating, addictive and completely freeing.
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He's been holding onto me all afternoon, his hands not leaving me alone. Whether they are wrapped around my waist, holding his hand in mine or playing with my hair.
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Heading back to the car after sharing an extra large pizza he's currently holding onto my hips. Telling me jokes in my ear and kissing me occasionally.
Genuinely I believe this to be the love of my life, he coined that term earlier speaking to Ella. Of course I noticed it, everybody did.
Matty shifted noticeably, Ross looked alarmed and Rach shot me a smile.
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His hand rubs my thigh the whole way back to university, his other hand on the steering wheel.
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We park up at uni bumping into everybody again in the car park, what is it about this being our main meeting spot.
"Taylor Harris" Rach shouts.
"You are coming out on Friday no ifs or buts" she says.
"And we're shopping for outfits tomorrow" she exclaims and I smile holding onto Jay whilst walking over to them.
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"Sure, is that okay with you" I ask him.
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"Of course" he smiles.
"You don't need to check with me" he chuckles.
"Take my card, or you can just order takeout together and use my tablet again order all of your clothes" he suggests.
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Rachel beams.
"Hey we could come over?" She says meaning herself and Nate.
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I glance up at Jay through my lashes. Blinking at him and smiling. We could go to the apartment, not the lake house, that's our place.
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"Of course we could order Chinese" he says.
"And have a few beers" he adds.
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"Tomorrow it is then" I say to them smiling.
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"Nice" Nate says smiling.
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"I don't mind cooking" I add.
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"Taylor your cooking is better than takeout" Rach laughs.
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"Okay I'll buy some food for the apartment tonight" I say and Jay smiles over at me.
He takes me into his arms in front of everybody, he's so suave and affectionate. He doesn't find the right moment he orchestrates the whole thing.
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Wrapping his arms around me, pulling me into his chest he kisses me passionately and slowly. I kiss him back slowly and delicately and then he releases me smiling.
"I'll meet you outside dance" he says smiling and I'm forced to walk away from that intense kiss and concentrate on anything but him.
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My dance teacher lets me know that my interview is in a couple weeks when I arrive. I work myself to the max.
By the end of rehearsals my feet are aching and I go and change. When I leave the changing rooms he's leaning on the wall outside. He watches my body approaching him and I feel tingly. I've wanted his hands on me all day long. His eyes sweep over me like a piece of art. Watching every bit and smiling. When I reach him, I pull him into me for once and I kiss him opening my mouth
"I love you" I say breathless.
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"I love you more now let's get you home" he says smiling down at me.
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We stop off at the supermarket on the way home and he asks if I can buy the ingredients for enchiladas, I smile and we stock up. I grab some Prosecco too. I know what Rach is like, Jay has a few bottles at the apartment but she drinks considerably well.
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"Good idea" he laughs and I wink at him, he grabs some beers and it looks like tomorrow is going to be boozy.
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Once we've stocked the car up, he refuses to let me carry anything and he drives us home. I relax sitting next to him watching the trees pass us by outside. It's dark out now. He has the heater on and the radio on low.
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I watch the lake glisten as we pass it, the lights reflecting over the water. I feel relaxed and at home. Removed from everything and everybody else in a good way. He glances at me and winks.
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"Hey...I love you" he says.
"We're home. Fuck it's just proper hit me that you're mine and that we live together" he laughs.
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"No regrets?" I smile.
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"Fuck no. You're mine now Taylor don't ever think I'm letting you go" he laughs parking in the garage.
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"Mmm that makes me happy" I say.
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"What baby?" He asks smiling.
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"You telling me that I'm yours" I say blissfully.
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"Good I intend on keeping it that way forever" he says and then heads around to open my door for me.
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We take our stuff in and I start cooking for him. He unpacks everything and puts it all away as I fry up some onions, I'm making us burgers. As I'm making up a salad he comes up behind me pulling my hips into his. Rubbing my tummy with his hands.
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"Jay" I say smiling.
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"Taylor" he says his hands travelling over my tummy and up to my breasts.
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"Mm" I say as his hands find my nipples under my clothes. He removes my clothes and I'm naked in the kitchen. I just have my sandals on. I turn around to face him.
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"You're overdressed" I comment smiling. I begin by unbuttoning his shirt, it's light blue. Then I massage his chest feeling my way down to his jeans. I take them off and stroke him. He sighs losing control. Kissing my lips, playing with my boobs and then finally turning me around to face the counter again.
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He thrusts into me over the kitchen counter whilst holding onto my hips.
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"I've been waiting for you all day" I tell him and he sighs.
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"My love I'm going to fill you with babies" he sighs.
"My babies, our babies, our future" he sighs passionately.
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My ovaries practically explode hearing him say that.
"Please Jay" I plead as he's thrusting back and forth inside of me.
"I love you" I whisper as he pounds into me.
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"I love you baby" he says.
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He pulls out of me and spins me around, lifting me up swiftly onto the counter.
"You're perfection" he comments looking at me and then he's inside of me again.
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"I can't believe that I managed to get you to be with me" he whispers in my ear.
He's making love to me in the kitchen, kissing my ear, my neck. And now my nipples.
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"The times I've thought about having sex with you Taylor" he whispers.
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"And now I'm doing it in our own home" he says looking into my eyes.
"I love you" he says thrusting into me keeping my eye contact.
I bite my lip smiling.
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He loses control and we orgasm together. He holds me closely. As we're getting our breath back he kisses me sweetly.
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"I'm going to finish the cooking" he smiles winking at me passing me his shirt to wear. Which is a relief as I didn't want to put my own clothes back on.
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He pours me a glass of wine.
"Here" he smiles and I sit on the stool in his light blue button up shirt with my wine. He stares at me and then goes to check the burgers.
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"You look beautiful in that shirt babe" he says facing the other way but I can tell he's smiling.
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"Light blue suits you" he adds.
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He serves up my dinner at the table and I hop down from the stool.
I join him kissing him at the table and we eat, I really cannot keep my hands off of him. The entire way through dinner I want to be in his lap.
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"Ross say anymore about Justin?” he asks out of the blue.
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"No actually" I say casually.
"Why" I add.
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“Just curious. He does watch you. When we’re around the others Justin watches over you” he says smiling.
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“I didn’t notice” I say, even though I did very much notice Justin taking in my every move. Justin is intense, quiet and observant. He’s not like other guys that I’ve met, he’s intuitive yet shy. I brush my hair back and look up at Jay.
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“He is not a problem. I love you categorically.” I say simply. He stands and closes the distance between us kneeling in front of me. His arms wrapping around my waist looking up into my eyes.
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“I’m just curious, I’m sorry. I’m not used to having feelings like this, and sometimes I get a little intense and possessive.” He says watching me. He smiles kissing my tummy and rubbing my hips. We stay like that for a while. Me playing with his hair whilst he softly caresses me. I had not ever anticipated that he could be so affectionate and soft. It’s a welcome surprise.
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Once we’ve cleaned up he takes me to the cinema room where I curl up next to him and we watch a horror movie. On our way back to our bedroom I stop off and grab a few books from the library. He watches me chose, smiling.
“I love watching you make decisions” he says laughing. We’re walking down the hall and he’s holding onto my hips.
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“You do this cute face” he says mimicking me.
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“Oh shh” I say swatting him. He catches me off guard and lifts me up. I drop the books and he giggles.
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He smiles once he’s placed me down on the bed in nothing but his shirt.
“You are a Neanderthal. I try to hit you so you pick me up showing me your strength carry me up 3 flights of stairs and then…” I say blushing.
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“And then…” he says suggestively.
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I kiss him. I put everything into it. All of my love and devotion. All of my longing. It’s the most passionate kiss I’ve ever shared with somebody. He yields to me softening. I open my legs again and he’s undoing his jeans. His hands grab onto my hips. And before I know it we’re back to where we are supposed to be. Him inside of me, as close to me as he can ever get physically.
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I stare at his face, his beautiful hair falling over his forehead. I arch my hips into him and he moans in my ear.
“I can’t hold on any longer” he whispers. I thrust into him and he slows on top of me.
“Fuck” he sighs moaning.
I know that I’m in the middle of my orgasm and I continue thrusting my hips against his. Enjoying the warmth and the pleasure.
“I love you” he whispers and I’m lost to him.
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