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當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候，都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字，才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去：男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的？儘管內急，但依然要小心為尚，先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備，確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的，始終會出錯？當我舒暢了、方便了以後，一打開廁格的門；卻發現了幽小魂背向著我，但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我，幽幽地說話：
「盧仔，你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎？」
「我……你……」
我，根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應；幽小魂的心事？但願理解也願意……可是，突然之間，鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂，怎麼會這樣子？
「盧仔，你忘記了我嗎？你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂，你回來了嗎？但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然，那個女生轉過身來，忽地是幽小魂的臉龐，卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔，閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還，把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去，並且把門關上，我肯定是發噩夢；但卻也幽美的，兩個美少女的美麗臉孔，依舊在我的眼前揮之不去！
睜開眼睛，全身冷汗，下身濕濕的；我在黑暗中簡單清潔，把骯髒的處理後，穿上外套、褲子，因為始終夜涼如水！到書桌前來開窗、開燈，外面依然漆黑一片，夜中很寧靜，我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文，其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok；她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士，她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容，一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的，我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的？
曾幾何時，英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字，最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter！女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而，吉蒂較為容易，Kitty是也；王嘉明呢？是「Elise」，至於我盧仔，不會真的是Donkey吧？其實，因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中，反而忘了我的英文名字，並順便改我的渾名：「Donkey」！
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文，尤其係學習Tenses；最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機，把卡式錄音帶放進去，戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中，你知道嘛？十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態，都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次，吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說：
「盧仔，聽聽這一首歌，旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩！」
「歌名是什麼？」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去，我就問她歌名；只見她想了一會兒，笑了一下，說：
「歌名？都忘了，反正很動聽！」
究竟，是什麼英文歌？直到她退學離校後，我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌，翻查之下，原來是《Love's Not For Me》，由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱，是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機，戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻：
I've always run away74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx8lek0sFit
From things that tie me down74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9kzsexMcAN
My life I love74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWaPzhNGrp5
But love's not for me74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkKRitqKqa7
I see my goal ahead74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZpLBKzMLhi
With nothing in the way74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡP4UKEsKldm
If love should come74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzT9xPOPHwf
Then I'll run away74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMsNsAho0L
I've always been the type of man74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMK9nSyNF38
Who's dedicated to his cause74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5hK6Lis1cU
And it's a lonely road I run74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ07EvzlYrL5
But I'll stay faithful to my course74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGLuZQU7CiH
There's only one direction74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡE0I6VxYoSC
There comes a time when you must choose74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2ryfm2VD36
About the path you're gonna take74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDAlEOaNlVU
And you must take it win or lose74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡzaqyNpJyPU
And if you lose it's your mistake74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCgQOUjvaRp
There's only one direction74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8RezKSD75T
So when the race is won74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5NiunieqS6
And there's nothing left to do74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lbVmSlOjC
Alone again but where are you74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkYs6ujDDQd
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌，好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會，1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的，Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單，總要有緣份，以及很多不確定的因素在其中，愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰？
接著，是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我，這首歌是很女性的，很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實，我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌；因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要，重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡDFDxLDFSTc
Cursing at your life74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcYkrEU56Cu
You're a discontented mother74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWMyWt3vqcO
And a regimented wife74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYBM5MNdjTI
I 've no doubt74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRgxYeAv1Sa
You dream about the things you'll never do74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7Ur63gPk1T
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡygolxxvfrb
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJFSTwp5xth
Took the hand of a preacher man74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3VxJFtdiZt
And we made love in the sun74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡa8PpYZ7SI2
But I ran out of places and friendly faces74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT4LwpCupc7
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMk8Pd9pj8e
Please lady please lady74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvovfaEpqUZ
Don't just walk away74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBm9NRLQtXX
'Cause I have this need to tell you74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQICS5YXWqz
Why I'm all alone today74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGoSHtbLupp
I can see so much of me74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRJJ8qi2pdj
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡil1LLy1e1K
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2gCOP1kFDl
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxt4NYenX3Y
When I sipped champagne on a yacht74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡikjUT5JgQL
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡhUUnxci7oL
And showed them what I've got74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRORhi2qyk1
I've been undressed by kings74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡD95ve9UZmc
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡqULtnJn8dZ
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAa6oJula1C
Hey, you know what paradise is?74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2fE3RDtSMT
It's a lie74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWenjaGeZXf
A fantasy we created about people and places74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiYCeN1BUvF
As we like them to be74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡMoEqcW5iqy
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4FA4QXCOPq
and it's that man you fought with this morning74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVOjXrqpCLh
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGG2RQznJat
That's truth that's love74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡeP2QaOCJmd
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ5zgkLCTjWY
That might have made me complete74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyeK51l2RNe
But I, I took the sweet life74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGSrBuEYohK
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWcV5lwS7a2
I spent my life exploring74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAL4gDVmOc4
The subtle whoring74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT3gU9T1vhm
That costs too much to be free74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡnh5yhGgIgd
Hey lady I've been to paradise74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡf9b5CJnlnk
But I've never been to me...74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOHBcCEMOjL
I've been to paradise - never been to me74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡS7LAJVM8KB
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL1bF2KXPAi
I've been to paradise - never been to me74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4iMN3JxTOL
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡyQnColnMyk
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)74Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUxhEWl8PGF
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意，於是執筆寫了如下的：
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
；
斷續往還
無數？的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
！如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
，偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
；的往往還還
？溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
！像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想，在茫茫的字海裏，剔除所有的字與詞，還有標點符號，讓我可以緊貼你：我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實，無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間，像銀河把天地阻隔，是神話裏的喜鵲橋，終於把你和我變成傳奇，合該套上書名號《你我》！
究竟，誰，才是妳？
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