"Taylor" he whispers. I can feel his breath, I can see his lips moving and I'm just marvelling at his beauty.
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"Jay" I say softly unable to part my eyes from his lips.
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"He said something" he utters watching me, we're in the water. After we drove home, we ate and then Jay decided it would be a good idea to have a swim. So we're here together in the lake, all people are far away from us and it's dark but that's okay because he is here with me.
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I gaze into his eyes, although it is dark I can tell that he is conflicted. His usual relaxed expression has been replaced by an intense contemplative stare.
I look into the inky water and wait for him to finish. It's surely about Joshua Morelli. What did he say?
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He bends his head to mine and catches his lips in my own. I can only hear the water swishing around us and feel his mouth crushing into mine. He pulls at my bikini bottoms snapping them off quickly and with urgency. I wrap my legs around him. He's inside of me so fast that I gasp.
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"You're mine" he whispers and I quiver.
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"Not Matthews, not Joshua's and not Ross'" he whispers thrusting.
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"I'm all yours Jay" I say my wet hands hanging onto his broad shoulders. He kisses me urgently and continues thrusting into me his hands holding me up in the water.
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"I love you" he half growls as he reaches his climax. We're silent. Catching our breath back as I wait for him to elaborate on his conversation with Joshua. He strokes my hair back and kisses my forehead.
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"He said that no matter if I married you. You would always belong to everybody else" he whispers and I gasp.
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"Because everybody is in love with you" he says and he runs his hands through his shiny wet hair.
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Instinctively I kiss him. My hands touching his soft wet hair and feeling my way through it down his back.
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"That's a very stupid thing for him to say, what is it to him anyways" I say defensively.
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"I love you. You know that and that is all that counts" I clarify intertwining my fingers with his.
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He smiles and kisses me.
"I love you too" he whispers.
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Taking my hand we walk back through the water towards the lake house. It's lit up in the distance and I begin to want our warm bed.
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"Taylor" Jay says looking ahead.
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His mind really is in many different places tonight. Contemplative and always thinking things through. I stare up at him and finally he glances down at me. We're wading through the shallows.
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"The lake house? Are you happy here?" He asks quietly.
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"Of course" I say immediately and I realise what he's thinking about.
Jays dad had mentioned upsizing this house for another one.
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"Are you considering your fathers offer?" I ask quietly.
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"I'm considering you" he replies softly
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"For the first time in my life I'm considering somebody else and not my own wants. I'm considering what you want instead, not me. You make me happy and I need to make sure that you are happy with any decisions we make together" he says.
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We check the boats on the way back into the house. And walk our wet feet all over the deck leaving footprints as we go. He wraps me in a towel.
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"I snooped" he whispers.
"When we were at my parents, I went into my dads office and drank his brandy and checked out his desk and all of the documents on it" he admits.
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"You did?" I ask waiting to hear more details
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"I used to do it all the time. He leaves things for me to find. We don't talk or listen to each other. Ever. But we have a game we play. He knows I snoop and he leaves things for me to think about" he sighs.
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"He left me an array of things" he explains.
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He glances at me and decides it's better to take me inside. Once we've gone into our house he lights a fire and I lay on the couch. He leaves the room without explanation and then returns shortly with a folder.
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Coming to sit down next to me he places the folder on my lap and puts his arms around me. Wordlessly he leaves the folder there for me to decide whether I want to open it.
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Curiosity gets the better of me and I open it up. It's a black leather folder and the documents inside are copies.
The first sheet includes a real estate company and an image of a building. It wouldn't be accurate to call it a house. The sheer size of the place is almost domineering, something about the gated entry system and the tall walls. The trailing flowers and vines overfilling and spilling over the walls adds a touch of home.
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I take in the sheer luxury of this place. This is not something many people get to consider. Jay has grown up in environments such as these, surrounded but wealth and champagne. Ornate garden statues and swimming pools, I grew up in a two floor maisonette. Its his normal to having a housekeeper, an indoor gym and cinema. And not just one mansion he had several. Holiday homes in Australia and Dubai and mansions, and somebody else to do the cooking.
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I flick the page over and see images of a kitchen the size of our whole downstairs living space. A double oven, marble surfaces and sky lights that reflect light into the space. Images of the kitchen at night show how you can look up and see the stars through the ceiling windows. I start dreaming, dreaming of cooking with Jay and sitting under the stars to eat our meals.
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There's a large bi-folding glass door which looks out onto a veranda. Just like Jays parents place the veranda is raised up with steps down to a pool. A pool that gleams a shimmering light blue, bigger than any pool I have seen. It's surrounded by chic furniture and chaise lounge sets.
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I glance up and catch his smile boring into me. Watching me, and I suddenly want it all with him, everything.
"You are incredibly cute" he whispers and strokes my hair back.
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"Tell me your thoughts I need to hear them" he says commanding.
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"It's perfect" I stutter and look back down into the glossy book.
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I flick through the images of the gardens, the statues and water features. I come across a second building which instantly intrigues me. The architecture attracts me, with a slanted roof and lots of glass to let light stream in. I begin to wonder what it would look like looking out through the glass windows and into the gardens and trees.
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"It's a dance studio" Jay says stroking my arm.
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I eye the images of the sprung floor, the barres and the double studio space. The mirrored wall and the light streaming in just how I thought it would.
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"He thought of everything" Jay utters softly.
"I understand if you don't want this" he continues.
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I look up shocked.
"I want this" I say
" I want this with you" I add.
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He smiles a broad grin, and continues stroking my hair. I look down at my dance studio and smile.
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"Before, when we first met and you were with..." he begins softly.
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"At the party when I came onto you in the kitchen. You were intoxicating and I needed to show you that I wanted you but you were with him" he says.
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I'm flicking through the images of the dining hall where we will host our parties, our babies birthdays and all of the events in our lives that are important to us.
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"You were with Matthew. I told you that I could give you everything, I told you that I could give you more. I meant it, Taylor. This is me offering you my all, and not just materialistically" he sighs getting down onto his knees again and holding my hand with his ring already placed on it.
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"I will always, always take care and cherish you" he says and he moves the book over just to the side. Planting soft kisses on my thighs as he moans.
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He pulls the towel away from around me, leaving me exposed, pulling my hips forwards and kissing me in between my legs.
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My head falls back on the sofa and soon I'm crying his name over and over.
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"Jay" I sigh. He's holding me at the point of orgasm, licking and sucking.
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"Taylor" he moans standing up and pushing inside of me. He is towering over me thrusting into me. I feel possessed by him.
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"So, so wet for me" he sighs.
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"I will give you everything" he whispers in my ear.
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"I will do it all for us, for you" he sighs.
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"I will do it for our children yet to come" he gasps.
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We climax and he remains on top of me kissing my lips slowly.
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"Let's do this together then" he whispers before carrying me up to bed. I fall asleep soundly in his arms dreaming about private dance studios, decorating our new place together and cooking our first meal under the stars.
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