“This pale blue really suits you Rachel” I smile eyeing her in the mirror. I’ve picked a gown that trails to the floor with a deep v neck.
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“Rach” I say whilst the attendant has left us alone to try on.
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“I’m pregnant” I smile.
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“Holy fuck” she gasps coming over to me in the gown and hugging me.
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“How far along are you. Jheez you have to stop making me cry for one day” she laughs.
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“Me and Jay are over 10 weeks, we’ve already ordered the pram and the cot and stuff” I laugh.
“I hadn’t told you because” I stop short and sit down. I never told her about my miscarriage.
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“When I was with Matty before, we conceived a child; and I miscarried. It’s one of the reasons we ended things. It was painful, Matty was wonderful but I was so mad and angry. I had to have the baby removed. And I haven’t told anybody because of that” I say and she puts her arms around me.
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“Im so sorry. You went through that, you can always talk to me. It makes sense to me now, the way Matty is.” She says looking up.
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“Yeah so Matty guessed I was pregnant again and so did Ross by the way” I say.
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“Wow I had no clue” she sighs.
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“Love you Tay if you ever need help I’m here” she smiles.
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“Love you Rach” I say.
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“So Jay is gonna be a daddy” she laughs lightening the mood and making me smile.
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“He’s such a daddy already” I sigh.
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“He researched cots and safety standards for hours on Sunday” I say laughing.
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“He’s got everything planned out” she smiles.
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“I’m happy for you both” she smiles.
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“No more heavy let’s try on wedding gowns. Before I cannot fit into them any longer” I say laughing.
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Together we find the perfect gown. Rachel comments that it has just the right amount of sexy, yet it’s still elegant and beautiful. Basically she says it’s the epitome of me.
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I step into it in the changing room. It’s luxurious, in satin silk in a pale ivory. Draped all the way to the floor, in a figure hugging cut. The bodice around the top shows the right amount of cleavage. It’s completely sleeveless and draped low at the back. I smile looking into the mirror. It’s simply stunning and I’m already sold.
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I step out into the main mirrored walls. Rachel gasps and I take that as a good sign.
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“It’s the most perfect wedding dress” she sighs.
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“Taylor you must” she says almost crying.
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“I think it’s the one” I say.
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“I think so” she smiles.
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“I think with this dress, hair up and half down curls a tiara and dangly diamonds” she smiles.
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“A tiara!!” I laugh.
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“Let’s look, I’m sure Jay will not begrudge you a tiara” she smiles.
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Of course we find a tiara that matches the dress. We get fancy zipper bags and the gowns are hung not folded up. I pay with Jays card as he instructed me too, trying not to think too much about how I just spent nearly three grand.
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“There’s only one thing to do after that” I say as we leave the shop.
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“Eat pizza” I smile.
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“Yes, this is the best afternoon” she laughs.
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We head to the Italian and order two huge pizzas.
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“Boy or girl” she smiles eating a slice of her mushroom pizza.
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“I think boy, Jay thinks girl” I laugh.
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“Hmmm I think gender reveal” she laughs.
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“We’re thinking up ideas for that one by the way you’re planning my baby shower” I laugh.
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“Ohhh exciting” she smiles.
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We eat and I realise how hungry I am. I down some water too.
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“I’m thinking the boys will be at the bar” I laugh.
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“The big 8?” She replies naming one of the bars.
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“Yes” I say.
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“How did I not notice you haven’t been drinking for like three months” she says.
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“I’ve been sober for so long” I laugh.
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“You’re amazing. I’m still in shock. But I have to say I’ve never seen anything like this with Jay. I’m very happy for you both” she smiles.
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“Thank you Rachel, that means a lot” I say.
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“Who’d have thought it” she smiles.
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“I just can’t believe Jay. I mean I’ve known him for a while. And it just never seemed as though he would you know” she laughs.
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“We can talk about it it’s not weird. You guys dated” I laugh.
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“He was so in love with you, I was kidding myself. He said your name a few times in his sleep” she laughs.
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I hide my shock immediately. With Rachel, you can never guess what’s gonna come out of her mouth next.
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“He did not.” I smile.
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“He did. Hey remember when we came to yours before the hospital and you and Matty” she stops short.
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“It’s okay” I smile
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“Me and matty have aired it all out” I say
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“Your underwear all over the kitchen, I look at Jay and his eyes were just boring into yours” she laughs.
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“Man I thought those two have serious chemistry” she laughs.
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“We always did. I’ll be honest after Matty and I lost the baby. It’s wrong but I got really low and Jay didn’t know about any of it but he kept finding me in situations around campus and trying to kiss me and you know” I say blushing.
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“Taylor I’m no judge. But when a guy like Jay wants to kiss you, you let him” she laughs.
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“I loved Matty though” I say defensively.
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“Don’t we all” she laughs.
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“We have very hot guy mates” she smiles.
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“Very hot” I laugh.
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“Okay spill, the three way” she says exasperated.
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“Was intense, don’t know what came over me. Me and Ross have always flirted.” I blush.
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“Flirted !? You guys have you know” she smiles
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“Yeah and it wasn’t fair to get with him again to be honest” I laugh.
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“Oh well it’s done now. What did you do” she laughs.
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“I told you !” I smile
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“He went down on me, as he did Jay was like see you need to be worshipped” I say imitating his deep voice. She howls with laughter.
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“Hot” she laughs.
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“And then Jay you know. Whilst I sucked” I laugh.
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“Before you get married, honestly is there anything else you wanna try” she smiles.
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“I haven’t thought about it” I blush.
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“Hmm think about it” she says.
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We finish up our food and I grab the bill, she offers but I insist.
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“The big 8 ?” I say paying the bill.
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“The big 8 indeed” she says.
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