"How about we make that list" Rachel laughs and she's already tipsy.
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"Get me a napkin" I laugh. She grabs a few with the big 8 logo on them.
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I take them back to the table, along with the whiskey. I set the whiskey down in front of Jay and he smiles. He pulls me onto him and I sit in his lap.
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"Have you got a pen" I ask him.
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"A pen" he smiles.
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"I need to write something down" I clarify.
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He shrugs after looking into his pockets. I laugh, Jay isn't a pen kinda guy.
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"I've got a pen" Matty laughs and hands me it.
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"Thanks" I smile.
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I pull out the first napkin. Think for a minute. Jay is completely perplexed, Rachel is laughing and Ross is just well Ross. Gazing at me as if I make his world go around. He's drunk and he has no way of hiding his feelings when he's drinking.
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"Need some suggestions" Rachel smiles at me.
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"Yes actually" I laugh looking up at her.
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"Okay hmmm" she smiles.
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"Outdoor sex" she says.
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"Already done" I say and I feel Jays arms around me stroking.
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"Mmm" he says remembering our multiple sexual encounters on top of the mountains.
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"Mmm indeed" I laugh. Intent on focusing on my pen and napkin and not his hands.
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"Make a sex tape" she laughs.
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"Not a bad one actually but I can do that as a married woman" I laugh.
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"Okay more risky. Orgy" she ventures.
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"God I hate that word" she laughs sipping her non virgin cocktail.
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"How about sex party?" She says instead trying to convince me. Rachel is naughty, I don't think it's a bad thing. It's just her. There’s a part of me that is just as bad.
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"Sex party" I repeat thinking it through.
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"Naughty" Jay whispers in my ear.
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"Sharing you is hard" he chuckles.
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"As if I can attend a sex party" I laugh looking at Jays hands over my bump.
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"What about a controlled sex party with only certain members" she bargains.
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"I'm beginning to think you're planning this already" I laugh.
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"Oh Taylor humour me. Just teasing, and flirting and stuff. And we could buy lingerie" she says smiling.
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"Lingerie I can do" I say. I notice Ross and Matty staring into their glasses intently. Not making eye contact at all.
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"Thoughts boys" I ask directly.
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"Taylor" Jay whispers in my ear and I smile.
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"Naughty, you're stirring a pot here" he laughs.
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"There would be ground rules" I laugh.
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"Are you asking whether I would attend a sex party with both of you?" Matty's laughs.
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"I am yes" I say.
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Matty sighs and pushes his brunette hair back.
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"Sorry Jay I would" Ross laughs.
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"I would but only if Jay was comfortable" Matty says. Considerate, wonderful Matthew. Well he is best man, there’s a certain amount of respect that has to come with that. My head spins back to our conversation in the coffee shop; where he insinuated that I was leading Ross on. His comment about me changing as a person because of it. I reflect on that conversation and disagree, there’s always been this naughty side lurking inside of me.
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"Oh he's comfortable" I say sweetly kissing Jays lips. He clings onto me stroking my hair back.
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"We already pretty much do that when we party anyways" Jay smiles looking at me as I pull away from his lips.
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I take another napkin and Rachel claps her hands smiling at me. Rules I write on the top and then I look up.
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"What do you think?" I ask Rachel.
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"No like actual sex" she laughs at me.
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"Teasing, touching and nakedness allowed" I laugh writing on the napkin.
I push the napkin away and laugh out loud. I nuzzle into Jay and he smiles.
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"Keep it fun, no drama" Rachel writes.
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"No is no" Matty writes simply.
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Ross laughs takes the napkin has a quick read.
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"You guys have covered it all I think" he laughs.
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"I got one" Jay smiles and Ross hands him the napkin and pen.
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"What happens at the sex party stays at the sex party" he laughs and smiles at me. I kiss him slowly.
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“Ohhh who to invite” she adds. I was assuming it would be just us.
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“Can we please invite Jacob” she laughs.
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“Jacob!?” I exclaim.
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“I thought it would just be us lot” I say softly.
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“Rachel there’s already only two girls we cannot add another guy” I laugh.
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“Shall we invite another girl” she asks.
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“Sure” I laugh.
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“Can’t be Kat” Ross says instantly.
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“No she tried to bottle me” I laugh.
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“She actually bottled me” Jay laughs and I rub his head.
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“Not Jen, what about Rhea? I haven’t seen her in ages” Rachel asks.
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“Rhea is doing well, we don’t talk much anymore since she moved in with Malachi. I cannot message her and be like hey I know we haven’t spoken but do you want to join my sex party!” I laugh, I probably should tell her that I’m marrying Jay though. Last time we spoke everything was up in the air, I had just miscarried Matthew’s baby. I look up at him and he’s watching me, I glance away. We went on a few double dates with Malachi and Rhea when we were together. Memories.
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“Jane!?” I laugh prodding Jay.
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“God no” he says and I laugh.
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“Ah what a shame I guess we will just have to share our guy mates” Rachel laughs.
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“Do you guys mind that” I ask sweetly. Ross smiles and Matty sips his whisky.
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“Not at all” Ross says.
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The guys finish the whisky, Rachel gets tipsier and tipsier by the second. She screens a few calls from Nate and I begin to worry about their relationship. Once the night is over Jay takes me home, I drive because of the whisky.
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As we’re walking through the door he swoops me up and carries me up the stairs I giggle and give into him. He sets me down on the bed hovering above me his muscular arms either side of me.
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I pull his shirt over his head, his hair ruffles and I smile.
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“A sex party” he laughs smiling at me and his blue eyes watch mine.
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“Is there a few things you wanna ask me” I say cheekily.
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He pulls my panties aside instantly. Sliding into me almost straight away and I gasp.
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“So naughty” he sighs.
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“No questions it’s on your list. Can I just ask though” he begins thrusting in me.
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“Yes” I reply.
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“You buy red lingerie for it” he says.
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“You in that red dress is something I will never ever forget” he smiles.
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“Red it is” I reply.