Jays POV
126Please respect copyright.PENANAbjhQvDv65z
I don't think I've ever been held this closely or tightly all night long, even as a young child. I look out of the dark wood windows and take the in the frost and the fog. Her curly by hair swirls over the white sheets as she clings onto me breathing steadily. Utterly naked under the white blankets.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAY3rB4FFErW
"Jay" she mutters in her half asleep state.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA0VKw8GSXrk
"Right here" I say and she opens her eyes taking me in and smiling. The blue in her eyes glows, the soft smile over her lips as the cool light filters through the window.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAUCjQ3U757V
"I got a feeling last night" she says watching me after a pause.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAJIdhGU4rLK
"Well more like a dream" she rephrases and her hands are rubbing my back. Pulling me into her, caressing me. Taylor is the most caring person I have ever met. The way she holds onto me now like we are the only two people in the world. There was a time where girls acting in this way would have had me running out the door. But this is different, I feel the privilege of being this cared for, cherished even. And needed absolutely by her.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAm3Y6peihap
"Oh yeah" I smile kissing her lips. I can't help it.
126Please respect copyright.PENANABDVhhOdRb4
"Yeah" she smiles kissing me back.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAiI7wJp4Uxs
"You and I, here. Laying by the fire downstairs and you're rubbing my belly.” She whispers holding onto me under the sheets.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAnp22XmZuEb
“Not like a dog, you know what I mean like a pregnant couple" she laughs out loud and I giggle at her sense of humour. It’s in that moment that I decide however crazy, however irrational that I don’t ever want to go back to California. I want to stay here with her in the cold mountains just south of Aspen. Forget university, forget friends and family. I want our family; myself, Taylor and a bump.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAbuXIRWxVMq
"No I didn't mean to make you cry" she says wiping my eyes. And I'm vulnerable. Completely at her mercy. Unaware of my own tears. I cannot ever lose her, the idea of that is unthinkable.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA7WGka80TjJ
"I'm so happy" I manage as she holds onto the back of my neck and pulls me further into her.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAcjAbEmeCHi
"I'm so happy too" she whispers pulling back and kissing me again. Taylor rests her eyes upon me after briefly gazing out at the wild deer outside.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAXM21nRB9iu
"I didn't ever think" I begin after a pause as she assesses me.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAFJ8IHYtAEh
"I never ever could have dreamed this for myself, I was such an asshole. And I didn't imagine finding this. Or being good enough for anybody for them to ever desire that with me" I say fumbling over my thoughts. I can't express enough how much she has changed my very being.
126Please respect copyright.PENANArogQcna68j
"I know you Jay. Always did. I'm lucky to have you as my partner" she smiles and my hands feel over her tummy. I kiss her and I lose myself in that kiss. Truly lost in the feeling of being hers. When we break away eventually I gaze out the window and see the wild deer in the distance. The sky is foggy yet the view is breathtaking. I notice the shotgun on the wall as we get up, held up by two hooks above the large fireplace. Coincidence? Perhaps not. There are bears in this pocket of paradise.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA6niEWPnXlW
We shower together misting up the enclosure entirely because we spend so long hugging under the water. Taylor follows me down to the kitchen in a white jumper dress and I make eggs and bacon. After sipping her tea she walks out onto the deck. Her bare feet travelling over the wooden planks as I watch after her, the brunette waves dangling down her back and her cream skin. It's clear I would do anything for this women.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAjok9b2joQS
I plate up the bacon and egg and finish off with the toast and take it out to her on the deck, placing the heaters on we eat at the table outside. I picked well with this place. The grounds stretch for miles and the views are unmatched. I get the urge to message my father and tell him, which is all together strange and new. I don't reach for my phone.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA13Jrv7ekDj
"Jay look" she squeals excited and I follow her eye-line to see a baby fawn climbing up our steps. That means mum is very close. We watch from where we are as the fawn hobbles around. Two large antlers are the first things I see. The mother presumably of the baby fawn makes a grunting noise to guide it back and snorts when it merely bleats back unperturbed from its adventure on our deck.
126Please respect copyright.PENANARCFNji3ACo
The fawn eventually after another more persuasive noise from its mum returns. Hobbling down our deck as Taylor snaps a few pictures.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAKvNeL1w5E1
"Aspen" I say looking up at her.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAYXX4jcKkuT
"We'll drive into Aspen and find rings." I say holding Taylor's hand across the table.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAu326lgYxkn
"Wow, fancy" she smiles and I feel like I'm getting her back. After the incident I thought it would be make or break. Why would she stay with me ? Somebody who couldn't keep her safe, a man who is targeted for acquired wealth. I believed she would run. But in her smile I see Taylor again, my Taylor.
126Please respect copyright.PENANACLG0aHYR45
"Thought about what you want?" She asks and I look back into her blue eyes.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAoUBuM7bund
"Something simple, white gold and heavy" I reply kissing her. I've never been more sure of anything in my life.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAz3LUBDv9gz
"And you ?" I ask as her phone pings.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA7sueeAXi3U
"White gold and elegant like my engagement ring" she says glancing at a message from Rachel demanding answers as to why she’s not at university.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAKG1VAmRZpz
"Few sapphires? Is that pushing it" she laughs looking back up at me.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAUSq5Dd4TlV
"Sapphires is always a great idea" I say softly, I would give her anything in this world. Sapphires, diamonds and my heart.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAoYDqHjRR6y
Taylor aims her camera at the wilderness and takes a snap of it. Then she takes a selfie of us together at our lodge. My shirts off and I attempt to look decent pushing my hair back.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAwmAgylWUqo
"You are like a model" she says climbing on top of me. Her thighs either side of me.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAXkehEtsyQ3
"Rach and co wanna know where we are. I'm just gonna let the pics speak for themselves" she smiles mischievously. I rub her captivated and holding her close. The power this woman has over me is utterly terrifying; she’s got me begging to put babies in her and buying her a lodge in castle creek valley.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAOSrLFZouoc
After firmly placing her phone down she turns her gaze on me.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAbWQKxcPoDe
"Jay" she says and her eyes light up. My hands rub her back. I know what that look means. I know what she wants. Lately she's insatiable, I'm not complaining. I want her all of the time.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAvJxbQ2TeJG
I slide my hands around her hips and she watches me intently. The breeze filters through the valley and there’s not another human being for miles. Just land and wildlife and perhaps the odd bear.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAckgjzH9ZJE
"No I wanna do you" she says whispering in my ear. I take the lead a lot, I love pleasuring her. However now she kisses down my chest and repositions herself to kneeling in front of me. I watch as she flicks her long hair back, captivated. She pulls my shorts off and looks up at me. Her eyes looking up at me wanting me, and the snowy trees as a backdrop really is setting the scene perfectly.
126Please respect copyright.PENANA9arDuGNdMJ
As Taylor takes me in her mouth, it really is something else to have the love of your life perform this on you.
"Jay" she moans just before she slides me all the way in. Her hands guiding mine to behind her head where I hold onto her neck.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAJd72r5wtPt
After sometime of her pushing me in and out of her gorgeous mouth I get close. And I tell her, I don't want to ruin a moment with her. She peers up at me smiling and turned on.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAc5hHWN84Zo
"Please Mr Gilbert Scott" she begs and that's enough for me.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAop5jPTH28z
She pushes me further into her mouth one arm around my hip and the other at the base of my manhood. Taylor is sucking me like she has never ever done before and I can't possibly hold on. When I'm finished she kisses the tip. Instinctively I lift her up and onto the bench next to me, bewildered by the intensity of the moment I switch places with her and kneel between her legs.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAqTU46pCyJb
"Taylor that was incredible" I whisper whilst licking her. No panties on at all underneath the white knit dress as I sweep my whole tongue over her and she moans loudly.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAoWBQDfBkX6
"You're incredible" she manages.
126Please respect copyright.PENANACjNF1fHWtC
I grasp securely onto her hips and work my way over her, hearing her moans as I'm licking and sucking on her.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAz5f3bN5gfZ
"Mmmm Jay" she says more urgently as she's close to her completion.
126Please respect copyright.PENANAi8dueIYzSy
"Yes, good girl" I whisper as she cries out my name over and over. Her hips moving into me until she's done and I smile up at her. The snow begins falling and we giggle holding onto one another as we spot deer and antelope in the distance. Not a grizzly in sight.
ns18.218.72.253da2