Taylor’s POV
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It’s important after any transition, any trauma that you take some time to do the things you love. I stroke the moisturising oil over my skin after a long bath in my ornate traditional tub and realise that I no longer think of the attack at the lake house, how my attacker grabbed at my hips and my waist. It’s all a distant memory as I look at myself in the large double vanity mirror, wiping away the condensation from my hot bath. I’m learning that even though I am the cause of many problems in my life, specifically concerning Ross and Matthew, that the attack was an isolated event and has no direct correlation to my indiscretions. I stoke my baby bump before placing on my robe and pacing out to our new master bedroom to change.
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Jay and I spent a week or so after Matthew had been discharged from the hospital, sorting out our new home and enjoying each other's company to the max. The bed I’m sitting upon now as I eye my white gown hanging up over the door of the dressing room, is just one place where we spent being in one another’s arms.
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Our table for the dining hall was delivered the following day, and having struggled to fit it through the front entrance the delivery guys and Jay opted to take it around the back through the large bi-folding glass door that over look the pool.
The oak table once it had been assembled looks stately in the hall. Surrounded by the arch windows that line the dining hall offering guests a peak at the grounds outside.
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We've used the marble kitchen and all of its fancy appliances. Jay and I have spent an extended amount of time in our rain shower looking out at the view. We've even taken several walks through the gardens. Deciding that the plan will be to have a pool party for my birthday. Seen as we have a large infinity pool and decking. In a month or so we will have stifling heat, and long summers nights and that's the best way I can imagine celebrating a birthday. Pregnant and bathing in the cool water of my very own pool.
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I've tried not to think about Matthew, or to worry about him. But that has been impossible. Ive messaged Ross a few times to ask how they both are and have received back very short texts. I can only assume that in their joint company they are beginning to hate me. Which to be fair is better than them telling me that they love me.
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Jay and I spent a week decorating the dining hall, just to put our own touch on it. He insisted that I didn’t use the step ladders and instead stayed clear from to too many paint fumes. We had covered the bar and the new table in large white dust sheets and clad the walls in ivory silk floral wallpaper from top to bottom. Hanging up new glass chandeliers and eventually decorating it with side tables and lamps. The freshly cut flowers placed sporadically around the hall are my touch. Alongside the candelabras which I light one by one awaiting our guests this evening.
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There's a bar complete with modern stalls at the far end of the hall which Jay has taken pride in stocking them up with champagnes, brandy and whiskey. And lots of liqueurs.
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Being that the prom is an all white themed event I thought it only appropriate to adorn the hall with white and silver balloons. I managed to find a table cloth that fitted the oversized table, its white cotton. I've even set the table using, you guessed it, white porcelain tableware and fancy champagne glasses. I've put three vases of large white roses on the table too, after all it is prom. Candles have also featured in my table design, which I'm lighting now. They are lightly scented with vanilla and sweet pea and the beautiful aroma is already filling the hall.
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As I'm standing back assessing the fine details of my little project Jay enters to check on my progress. Contrasting with all of the white in his black fitted cashmere jumper and black Levi's he comes over to me, his hands going around my waist in an instant.
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"I'm not going to drink obviously, and I think somebody will twig" I say softly looking up into his eyes.
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He returns my stare and smiles slightly.
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"Do you mind that?" He asks.
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"Not entirely, I'd just rather... until" I begin, just a little rattled.
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"Shhh" he says and kisses me. I'm still worried because of my previous miscarriage. I'm terrified actually that everybody will learn of my pregnancy and then I will miscarry again. And consequently I'll have to go through tortuous questions and sorry for your loses.
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Jay understands me, we've spoken many times about his mom’s experiences with miscarriage when he was younger. He's my rock in all of this. He experienced so much when he was younger, with his mum, and every time he catches me worrying we go for a walk around the grounds and we talk it through or he makes me a warm drink and we relax in front of the open fire in the living space. He's very good at both listening and ensuring I feel heard and then distracting me afterwards.
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"Just don't drink and if anybody asks I'll step in" he says. He strokes my cheek, taking a lock of my curls and tucking it behind my ear.
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Having already put on my prom makeup and curled my hair, I stand before him in my ivory silk robe. Half of my hair pinned up and the rest cascading down my back. I've pulled out curls to frame my face and added in a silver embellished tiara. It's prom, I'm allowed to be over the top. The tiara glistens under the lights of the chandeliers and I must admit it makes me feel like a princess.
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"You. Look. Beautiful" Jay says in my ear his hand tracing up my thigh. I run my hands through his still damp hair from his shower.
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"I will look beautiful when I put the dress on too" I say softly.
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"You're going to be the best dressed" he says in my ear.
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"The best and most beautiful" he whispers softly tracing hands down my thigh as he smiles.
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"The most sexy" he adds kissing my ear.
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I lean back against the table and I let him kiss me, his fingers quickly open the tie on my robe revealing my white lace lingerie. His eyes practically bug before he continues kissing me. His hands circling me between my legs.
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"Jay we have twenty minutes max" I laugh knowing that our friends are on their way.
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"We have time" he smiles. And he's irresistible.
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He quickly slides my panties to the side and he's in me so fast that I gasp.
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"Okay beautiful?" he says softly checking in with me.
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"Mmmm" I manage back.
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After several thrusts and him guiding my hips into him the pleasure builds up and I'm already getting close.
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"You're such an expert" I mutter breathless.
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"You're so sexy" he says smiling.
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"I want you" I say raggedly.
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"I'm here" he says softly.
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"I need you" I say getting carried away.
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"I need you too" he says and we're both mid orgasm.
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Just as the intercom rings, we're locked around each other and he's thrusting deep inside of me making me feel every bit as beautiful as a queen.
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"Keep going" I say and he smiles at me.
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The intercom rings again and I stifle a laugh at his annoyance.
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"Fuck Taylor" he exclaims and I'm having the best intense orgasm of my life so far.
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"Mmm" I say as we finish and he pushes his wet hair back. He pulls up his black boxers and I smile. His eyes admire me half undressed in the dining hall.
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"I suppose I'll let them in" he says hoarsely going off to buzz the gates open I hear Rachel speaking over the intercom and giggle. I reposition my panties and clip the front of my bra back up. He smiles his eyes fixed on me lounging back half naked on our new oak table. He takes the ties of my robe and pulls them around me slowly fastening them from the front. His eyes travel down my cleavage which I hadn't realised before but is completely on show. The lace cups just showing out the top of my robe. And if your eyes persist at staring you can see a lot.
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Before we know it theres an incessant knocking at the entrance and Jay, after a lingering stare at me goes off to open it. I follow behind him watching his hips in his Levi's.
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"Rachel" he says sarcastically as he opens the door just knowing by the harsh knocking that it will be her.
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"Jesus guys" she squeals.
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"This place is... fuck me you have a water fountain" she laughs.
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"Hi Rach" I say hugging her and moving aside to let the others in. I notice Ross, Matty and Nate walk in together and the two girls lead the way. I step aside just letting them take it all in.
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Unlike the others Ross doesn't look around he looks at me. Directly into my eyes. Eyes travelling over my features, so much heat in his stare that it makes me nervous.
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"Who would like a drink before we get ready" I say trying to break Ross' attention and more importantly to stop his date scorching death stares at me.
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"Me!" Rach squeals beyond excited.
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We head into the dining hall and I lead the way suddenly conscious of the lack of clothes and my completely bare legs and feet.
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Rach is sure to take in everything as she walks through our home. Popping her head through walkways and smiling.
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"Ohh there's a pool" she says peeking through the kitchen.
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"Actually I'm thinking, my birthday should be a pool party. Just a heads up to get some killer swim wear" I say and I wink at her.
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We arrive in the dining hall. I turn and they are looking around mouths open. I laugh a little as that was my very same reaction when I first entered the hall. It's a feature of the house, it's grande and very large. High ceilings and windows which allow you to see out into the grounds. I can't imagine how the girls will react to my bedroom which faces the same view as the hall.
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Positioning myself behind the bar and pulling out glasses and all of the bits I need, I turn around the and the boys have seated themselves on the stools, Rach and Kat are looking out of the windows at the dusk twilight gardens. It is beautiful I will admit that. We are very fortunate, Jay has no idea because he's always lived this way. I have not, and I completely understand their awe.
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"What will it be" I say to Matty, seated on the stool in front of me.
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"I can pull a beer you know" I say as he laughs.
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"One beer please, Taylor" he says leaning over the bar slightly looking at me.
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"You got it" I say grabbing a pint glass, I roll the sleeves of my robe up and pull the pint. Jay taught me of course. I hear his voice in my head as I pull it. I'm concentrating so much and when I’m finish I admire the glass and realise that it is the perfect pint. However robes that gape are not suitable attire to be pouring pints in. I learn this when I look up to see all of the guys dropped jaws in front of me. Not to be undeterred I place Matthew’s beer in front of him.
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"See" I say smiling.
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"Tastes as great as it looks" he chuckles.
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I look over at Jay who is genuinely amused by the whole thing. He strokes his hair back and full on laughs and I give him a wink.
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"Who’s next?" I say tightening up the ribbons on my robe.
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