"You know" I smirk looking over at Jay, he's lounging in the jag. Wearing a suit, perfectly groomed, his top three shirt buttons undone. His blonde hair pushed away from his face yet a few strands still fall forward decorating his piercing blue eyes.
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"We haven't done it in a jag before" I laugh.
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"Taylor" he smirks.
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"Can you be a good girl and wait until after dinner" he winks at me. My whole body melts. I'm his good girl. Every now and then though, the bad girl escapes sending that wicked smile over his face and devilish gleam in his eyes.
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"Yes daddy" I say softly.
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"Mmm" he sighs.
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"Ohhh did you really just say that and make me instantly hard" he sighs, scooping his hair back.
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I smirk to myself, satisfied.
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He pulls over and the light is low in Australia at this time. It's dusk. We're on a quiet enough road. The stars are out to play. The sun long gone, leaving the air much cooler.
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He gets out of the car and comes over to my side. I can't help myself but to grin, eagerly in my seat. He helps me out and into the back seat. I pull my dress up and straddle him.
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"Taylor" he whispers and even though the car is air conditioned I feel the heat immediately. He is hard and I gasp as he takes me.
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"Jay" I say.
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"Good girl" he says softly.
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I ride him, and it feels amazing. I push his hair back with my hands over and over again. He loses it feeling me grind into him and we both orgasm.
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"I missed you today, can you tell" I smile.
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"I missed you too" he says looking into my eyes. I climb off after kissing him and straighten myself up. He helps me out of the car and into the passenger seat again. I grin from ear to ear.
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He lounges back in the drivers seat, starts up the jag and we're off again.
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"Taylor" he smirks.
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"Mhmmm" I smile.
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"You're so naughty" he chuckles.
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"And you love it" I say softly rubbing his thigh.
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"I love you" he turns to face me briefly.
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"I love you" I say and he checks back on the road.
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He smiles and places his hand on my thigh.
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"Shes right you know" he smirks.
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"Rachel is actually right about most things" I say
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"The bump is definitely making an appearance" he smiles.
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"Our gorgeous little baby" I say and he strokes my thigh.
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"I hope he looks like you" he says.
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"Oh I know he will be beautiful like you" I say.
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I take in the area around us as we're cruising through Sydney. Jay parks and then takes my hand, guiding me and always protecting me as we head to the restaurant.
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"We're near the opera house" I smile at him.
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"So we are" he smiles rubbing my hand in his own.
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Once we reach the restaurant the staff collect our jackets and they lead us to our table. I take in the ambience, the views over Sydney which can be seen through the endless windows.
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I smile up at Jay and he brushes his lips with my own.
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"Nice huh?" He chuckles.
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"I'm glad I wore this dress" I smile.
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"You look absolutely wonderful" he says.
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I smile at him and he places his hand on my lower back as we walk.
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When we are shown to our table we greet Claire and Andrew Gilbert Scott. Claire's eyes appraise my dress and as she hugs me, she whispers that I look beautiful. It makes me relax and I smile at her. I compliment her dress which is classic and black. It's a touch business like but she looks amazing and she is a business woman after all.
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Andrew pulls Jay into a hug. He embraces him and then moves to the side in order for me to greet Andrew. We all take a seat and I must say this might just be the fanciest place I have ever dined.
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The views are just wonderful. I'm taken away by them momentarily. Jay places our menu in front of me first before he takes a look. I notice his mum smile, she is proud of her son and so she should be. Jay is a gentlemen.
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Take me back to before we dated and I most likely would have described him in the opposite way. Quite frankly though Jay has always been exquisite, even under the bad boy exterior he used to show to the world.
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"Everything ready for the wedding" Claire asks smiling, and she gets these slight crinkles around her eyes when she's truly excited.
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"Jay has planned the entire thing" I say bigging him up.
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"It's ready don't worry" he assures them laughing.
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"Wow" Claire smiles.
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"Well done son" Andrew smiles.
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"Don't say that yet, you're yet to attend the actual wedding. Then you can congratulate me" he laughs.
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"Taylor I cannot wait to see your dress" Claire says and I smile.
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"Well I do really hope it still does up" I laugh.
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"I'm sure it will. How is the baby" she asks and she softens completely. The business woman turns into a devoted grandma.
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"We had a checkup before we left for Australia" Jay says and he looks down at me with care and love.
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"Baby is fine, growing well" he says stroking my hand.
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"I have to say I think it's a boy" I say and Andrew chortles.
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"I thought it was a girl but on the last scan, we believe we saw a tell tale sign that baby is a boy" Jay adds.
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"Have you thought names" Andrew claps his hands together. Much like his son, he's always five miles ahead, planning. His head running away with him.
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"I like a few" I say shyly.
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"Thomas stuff like that" Jay smiles.
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"But" I laugh.
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"Jay came up with Caleb Gilbert Scott" I say and Claire gasps almost crying.
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"That is beautiful" she smiles.
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"Wonderful" Andrew comments.
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I open up the menu and note that we are having an eight course meal which is nearly four hundred dollars per head. I indicate to Jay what I would like and he smiles at my choices knowing that I want him to order for me so that I don't miss pronounce anything. No wonder there are so many pieces of cutlery on the table.
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Once the waiter arrives Andrew makes a point of politely discussing with him that I am pregnant and that my food must be completely and one hundred percent cooked and safe. I smile and Claire winks at me.
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The waiter assures Andrew, who is already considering himself to be an overprotective grandparent, and proceeds to take our orders.
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Jay orders for me and I hold onto his hand. After displaying his fantastic memory of my choices he proceeds to order his own selections.
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"How's the head Jay" Claire asks him once the waiter has received our order.
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I look at him concerned. He's had a few memory problems since he suffered a blow to the head which hospitalised him. He was of course protecting me from the hit. Jane, his ex, decided to get herself done for assault, by swinging a bottle at us at a party.
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"My head is fine I'm hard as nails" he assures his mum.
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Andrew watches me, and he's picking apart at my need to tell them something.
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"Taylor" he simply says and I smile.
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"I insisted that Jay see Dr Forester" I admit.
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"It's just that, I felt there was some mild concussion after the event that should be seen too" I say.
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"So I had an MRI and it will be all fine" Jay comments.
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"Any results yet" Andrew says.
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"Not just yet no" Jay says.
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"I just wanted to be sure" I say.
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"Of course" Andrew says completely assured by my justification.
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"What happened with Jane" Jay asks. He's not laughing, because he's a gentlemen and albeit she swung at us or him, he started the fire by playing her back when he was a bit of a jerk. He still feels accountable. Another one on his conscious. I stroke his hand and arm.
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"She was charged with assault, I pressed charges" Andrew says headstrong.
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"Actual bodily harm I believe" he adds and he sips his whiskey. Just like Jay.
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"Right" Jay says.
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"It means" he says breaking things down for his son, and I imagine them sitting down when Jay was in school. Andrew breaking down his homework for him or explaining some business term.
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"That she was charged, but because it was a first time offence she would have been issued a fine and community order. Matthew gave a very good personal witness statement for it" he notes.
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"He did" Jay says, and I'm unsure of his feelings.
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"Of course" Andrew says.
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"It wasn't your fault" I say to him.
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"She didn't need to grab a bottle and try to hit us, no matter what" I add.
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"I know" he says and finally he smiles again.
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"I mean Jay, you literally were hospitalised because of it" I say.
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"I always pull through don't I" he laughs.
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"Of course Jay, I think you need to monitor it though" Claire says eyeing me directly. In other words; make sure that he goes to the hospital.
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I nod to her and smile. Our first course arrives and I pour myself some water. The food looks divine. I can't imagine just how good it will taste.
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We all eat in comfortable relative quiet. I make sure to place the napkin over my lap and to use the correct set of cutlery having followed Jays lead.
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"Have you bought much baby stuff" Claire asks, and I can see her wondering what to buy.
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"Well" I smile.
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"Jay did some research" I laugh.
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"Of course" Andrew nods approvingly.
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"And we have purchased the crib, a snoo, a snuzpod and a car seat" I say.
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"Ohhh those snoo things would have made a world of difference had they of been invented when I was a mum" she smiles.
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"What about a pram" Andrew asks.
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"We've ordered a bugaboo fox" Jay says.
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"A what fox" Andrew laughs.
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"It's the brand" I smile and I pull up a picture on my phone.
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"It turns into a pushchair eventually, and you can attach car seats to it" I smile.
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"This is game changing." Claire says astounded.
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"What a beautiful pram" she smiles.
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"Taylor wanted it, so" Jay smiles looking down at me.
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Claire beams at him.
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"What can we buy for our grandchild" Andrew says.
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Jay chuckles and I notice he's become much more tolerant of his dad and his constant need to provide.
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"I'm sure there will be things that we need" Jay says.
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"Like nappies and changing stuff" he smiles.
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"Oh we could get them one of those changing tables" Claire says.
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"That would be very helpful actually." I smile.
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Jay smiles and I know he's just one step away from rubbing my tummy.
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"I'm so proud of you" Andrew says, slightly out of the blue.
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"Thanks dad" Jay says taken aback.
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"Our boy having his own children" Andrew says to Claire.
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“Taylor you are going to be a wonderful mother” she nods to me. And I let her approval wash over me, just slightly self conscious. Jay rubs my thigh under the table.
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“Jay I cannot wait to see you as a dad” she smiles at him. And high praise doesn’t work well with him, it’s why he’s so comfortable with his mother. She gets it just right each time, she doesn’t lay it on thick. She jokes with him, reassures him and makes him laugh.
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He chortles and I sip my water.
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“Jay will be a great father” Andrew says.
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“Oh he will no doubt, he’ll be all about the fun and the games. The child will be awestruck by him” Claire laughs.
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“We need to discuss the baby shower too” Claire adds smiling at me.
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“Of course” I smile.
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By the third course, I’m full. It’s incredible to be treated with so much food and accompanied by such fantastic companions. Rachel really was right about spoiling my dinner, and I laugh inwardly about how she is right about most things.
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The following courses are just as extravagant, full of intriguing flavours and I feel a slight pang at not being able to sample their wine. Jay has not drunk either, he is driving after all.
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Once the evening draws to an end I gaze out at the views over Sydney. Australia may just be a place I’d like to spend a lot of time exploring. I gaze up at Jay whom has been comfortably chatting houses and business to his father and reassuring his mother that he’s not got amnesia. He smiles down at me.
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“Not feeling sick” he asks.
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“No I’m just fine” I say smiling at him.
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“I had been experiencing a bit of pregnancy nausea. It was mainly whenever I ate fruit” I clarify.
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“Ohh I can relate mine was when I ate strawberries” Claire laughs.
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“I hate strawberries” Jay laughs.
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“That’s why” she smirks.
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“So you may have trouble getting little Caleb to eat fruit” Claire laughs.
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We all laugh together.
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“I think fruit is an integral part of his diet” I say laughing, and I stroke my waist.
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“I’m sure he’ll come around” Andrew laughs.
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It’s nice to see Jay laughing and relaxed with his mum and dad. It’s a memory I will forever hold onto. The easiness of the conversation and how his mother looks at him like he’s her entire world. I reflect on how someday I will be just as close to my own child. I will be in her position watching my child get married and perhaps start a family of his or her own.
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