I headed to the top floor bathroom. Locked it and sat on the cool floor. I am definitely the problem. Not Jay or Matty. Me. Not hormones. Or Rachel or anything or anybody else. Me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUs3EGQam5p
I sigh and vow to myself to be a good, non slutty wife for Jay. He's literally the hottest, the most genuine, honourable human being I've met and I need to change for him now.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmGFAiV9tEX
I head over to the shower turn it on full blast and pulling Jay's top off I stand under it. I don't cry or mope after all these are problems I've brought on myself. I wash myself down instead and when I've scrubbed myself away I tell myself I'll get out and it will be fine.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡOLkjMfDA2C
I hear the door tap and jump. Realise that I'm crying, sobbing under the shower.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjZDgaApucE
"Taylor" I hear him say and I quickly get out.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2xVKzRcU7v
I unlock the door and Jay walks in and shuts the door behind him. He undresses silently and guides me back over to the shower. We stand under it together and I sigh. Resting my head on his chest.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZ6sbPd2zle
"I love you" he says.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlFcsdwL78J
"I always tell you that I love you. I do. And when we have sex I love you so much Taylor." He begins.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVt4RJ95Y6D
He grabs the shower mitt and washes me down.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡYXZ6OXZ6FD
"I love you so much that I would do anything for you" he says looking down at me and he is crying too.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡV0OqB6eoyw
"Do you love him" he asks and he just watches me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡiliUkf8mUZ
"No" I tell him. And I don't. I don't love Matty in the ways that I love Jay. He wipes his face and pushes his hair back. He looks at me as if he wants to search my soul. Finally he kisses me, his lips crushing into mine.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡx6gckZX7yE
"You just get lusty" he chuckles.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡi2VqdfMPqQ
I laugh wiping my eyes.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNGGzchCbNy
"Lusty" I laugh.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ba2DaLkRR
"Yeah you just get turned on and things happen and then you think about it after, when you don't feel that lust and you're like damn" he laughs.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ864h9tjAgp
He couldn't have explained it better.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEDO5ZYVZR2
"Jay I love you" I say to him.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4T6TCOsY9t
"And I walked off because I felt like I pushed too far again. He is in love with me. I shouldn't be using him. I am in love with you. And I was sitting there worrying because you didn't tell me you loved me when we had sex just now, and I realised how fucking selfish is that. For me to feel down because of that. When I've asked so much of you in the first place" I say.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVT4sr1BuTn
"Lust is okay. If you do love him that is entirely different. You're not asking I participated. You're hot as anything Taylor and I loved it." He says.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6ikTsN9QM2
He dips my chin up to his.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0VQ7VP1tVY
"I love you" he smiles.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡe45lPTWRNf
"I'm sorry I didn't say it. One I've had too many whiskeys and two I was really in my head at the time, about the whole thing" he says.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡd9r9Y4jZue
"Matty is fine. He is my best man. He won't do shit. He cares too much for you to cause a scene or kick up a fuss. It's Ross I'm worried about. He gets right on my nerves always touching you and trying with you" he says and I just listen letting him vocalise his feelings.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSMdsYXPiqP
"You know I didn't watch porn like other guys, I kinda didn't want to and I didn't need it. So I was never like obsessed with watching women be you know. But watching you in that position was hot" he whispers.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3AQ4d2D3VA
"Did you like it" I ask softly.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTKWL4OjBCR
"Mhm yeah" he smiles.
I kiss him, a long drawn out kiss.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdwu5BdXr9f
"Ross will be fine, I've kept him at bay" I say.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0nFkicT6kT
He looks at me and strokes my wet hair back.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvKeTRuDa1b
"When we get married." He begins.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡwSyPY5XBHg
"We are for each other only" he says.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8lZb3sFthN
"I'm yours" I say looking at his chest.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0yXSCTV1tZ
"I can't share you forever" he says and he's gently putting a boundary down.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1jlbY1xycl
"That's why just now I was like fine with it" he says softly.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkMi4L1DakM
He turns the shower off and gets out grabbing a towel from the island in the middle of our huge bathroom. He wraps me in the fluffy towel and then grabs one for himself. I scrunch my hair so it sets into waves, I put on some cream and body oil and he just watches me. Pulling his shorts back on and pushing his wet hair back.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡG0qyN8uVYD
I turn around hanging the towel up and looking at him completely naked. He watches me approach him and sit on his lap. His hands squeeze my bum and I wordlessly slide on top of him.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡLAKgkcg2oH
"Mmm" he sighs opening his legs.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGYeCSLTaH3
"Taylor" he whispers.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF3prJopi4w
He bounces me up and down in his lap.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡmHllf1ViNo
"Jay" I moan and he smiles.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSDKNQazNXe
He takes over doing most of the work even though he's sitting down. I kiss his lips and neck and I can feel his hands lifting me up and down onto him. Watching his arms bulge as he lifts my body weight over and over again. My Jay is strong.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡJM5fcjtGHY
"Naughty" he sighs as I nibble his neck.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡW9NpZkDLBC
"You're mine" he says looking at me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVWyHtxrX7m
"I'm yours" I say softly.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡsXDhrrkH0o
Unexpectedly I orgasm quickly all over him and it takes him by surprise. He gasps moaning and kissing me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡew3422hBGN
"Fuck Taylor" he says and he bounces me quickly up and down onto him finding his own release inside me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡUNU3UH6eDf
"I love you" he says in my ear.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGDA7NzkTjn
"I love you" I whisper smiling.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7ithA7M2do
He stands up lifting me up and kissing me so completely. He fully carries me all the way to our room down a flight of stairs. I chuckle laughing as we make it there not being spotted by anybody.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡWrWNttBbVp
I grab a checked night shirt and put it over myself. He smiles watching me.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPjP3YpihMR
"It's cute" he says his hands just exploring my thighs and how it swings just under my bum.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡkwL4rqjEi6
"It's too short?" I ask him.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjKwpK9HM2M
"It's perfect don't worry you'll be on my lap the whole time" he laughs.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxUPC6RmqTU
I smile at him and he picks me up again.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡww047GRwjQ
"You know I can walk" I laugh.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ463Z1YpWER
"Yeah but you have me" he says.
42Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡGQD3kO3qrD
He kisses me and walks out of the bedroom back down the stairs to the others. I laugh and giggle my legs around his waist.
ns 15.158.61.44da2
