Taylor's POV
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"Oh what are you drinking" Rach says invading my space heading for the Prosecco.
"Snap" I say laughing. We're both wearing black dresses. She sees mine and smiles and I know that all is well between us still.
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"Ive got a Matty special" I say laughing and she rolls her eyes.
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"Got him making drinks for you already" she laughs. Just a hint of jealousy.
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Matty is cooking, Jay and Ross are still chatting away and I am perched on the side of the dining table. Ironically just in the spot where things have happened between Matty and myself in the past. Very naughty things. I push that thought away.
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I watch Rach pour herself a drink and I give Nate a weak smile.
Jay is seated next to me in the chair and my hands find their way to his hair. Idly I play with his hair. His hand rests on my thigh, right at his eye level as I sit up on the table next to him.
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"We saw a bear" Jay is telling Ross. I love this side to Jay. The side that loves telling stories and enjoys making people react to him.
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"No you saw it" I add in.
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"I said to Tay to hold back, I scout forward a little, and there it is. Three times my size. It eyes me and lopes off" Jay says and I massage his hair pulling it through my fingers.
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"Didn't bother us again" he adds brushing my thigh.
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"Were you armed" Ross asks inquisitively.
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"Sure" Jay adds looking up at me tentatively.
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"Wouldn't have done shit to that beast though" he laughs.
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Jay the gunslinger. I laugh ruffle his hair up and sip my mocktail. I'm not being obvious about the no alcohol but if anyone were to ask I wouldn't mind telling them why.
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Rach sits down opposite us and I decide sitting down in a chair is a good bet since the food is nearly ready, I go over to Matty and take out the plates from the cupboard. I remember where everything is.
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"We are old" Rach says laughing
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I place a plate in front of her and smile.
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"Whatever do you mean" Matty says placing a bowl of rice on the table with a serving spoon.
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"We used to just come in and play games and smoke, now look at us" she says
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"You don't want a nice curry before playing games and smoking" Ross laughs teasing her like a little sister.
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"Thanks" I say taking a seat in between Jay and Ross.
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Matty smiles and sits where he always used to sit on the table, I wait for Rach to take some rice and a naan bread and then I serve up for Jay. I look at Ross talking and end up serving his food up too before my own. He smiles at me warmly and I want to hug him but I have been repressing that for sometime now. Trying everything to discourage his devotion for me.
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"I'll take a nice curry anytime" she says and rolls her eyes.
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"I hope you all like it" Matty says eyeing me.
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I push my hair back to flowing down my back and I eat slowly. The sickness isn't bound to just the mornings. However spicey food is a pretty big craving at the moment. And eating slow is difficult.
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"It's free food thanks Matty" Nate says.
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"However much I want to spend the whole night with you guys getting high" I begin out of the blue. Myself and Jay had discussed already in the car on the way here how that would be holy inappropriate right now, and that we will be leaving.
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"Ugh no Tay" Rach begins. And my pregnancy brain wants to squash her.
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"We are heading off after dinner" Jay finishes.
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"We are beginning moving tomorrow" I say as way of explanation.
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"No! But you need to have a good time too" Rach says.
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"You can have a good time without me" I say softly.
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"Guys we literally have parties coming up and the ball" I say looking at Ross who is currently giving me puppy dog eyes.
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“Stay for a game or two” Rach begs.
“You don’t even have to get drunk or high or whatever” she adds. This is a development for her. She looks at me like a friend who has been neglected and I cave.
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“Okay I’m in” I say. Jay smiles at me and my hormones take over and I full on kiss him at the table.
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“Okay okay, you two we get it” Rach laughs.
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I break the kiss away and chuckle.
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“We won’t even be getting high anyways, no weed” Matty says looking into his curry and anywhere but me.
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“No weed!?” Rach laughs.
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“Nope, this one finished it all” he retaliates laughing at Ross.
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“My bad, you’ll have to stick with the Prosecco then” he jibes at Rach.
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Once we’re all finished I help wash up with Jay, the others gather in what used to be my living room when I shared with Matty.
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“Rules” I say smiling at him. Rach always wants to play spin the bottle.
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“Rules” he laughs back.
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“Taylor” he whispers in my ear so close.
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“I know you’re with me, I know you want me don’t worry. Just enjoy yourself” he smiles and his soapy hands touch my engagement ring.
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I laugh reach my head up to his and kiss his lips softly.
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“I love you” I whisper.
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“I love you both” he smiles.
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“You look radiant” he adds and his hand traces up my side.
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“Stunning, so hot and sexy. I want to take this dress lift it up and make you mine right now” he says.
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“Do it” I say.
He chuckles.
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“You’re hormones are kicking in” he smiles.
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“No I just love you” I laugh stroke his hair back and we head into the living room.
