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當我盧仔再次上洗手間的時候，都會看清楚門牌上的「Gentleman」的英文字，才敢進入學校的「男」洗手間去：男女在某些事情上是不會有平等的？儘管內急，但依然要小心為尚，先行看清楚室內四周的一切設備，確定是男洗手間才敢走進廁格方便去。
然而……
然而……
然而……
真的有點像「墨菲定律」------就是說要出錯的，始終會出錯？當我舒暢了、方便了以後，一打開廁格的門；卻發現了幽小魂背向著我，但一臉緋紅的她卻倒映在鏡子的面前來。
「盧仔……」
幽小魂面向鏡子卻對著倒映在鏡子上的我，幽幽地說話：
「盧仔，你可以……可以放下張吉蒂(Kitty Cheung) 嗎？」
「我……你……」
我，根本不知道在此時此刻如何反應；幽小魂的心事？但願理解也願意……可是，突然之間，鏡子的倒影一變而為吉蒂，怎麼會這樣子？
「盧仔，你忘記了我嗎？你說過……一生一世的……」
「吉蒂，你回來了嗎？但我沒有說過……一生一世的……」
突然，那個女生轉過身來，忽地是幽小魂的臉龐，卻又忽地是張吉蒂的面孔，閃爍不定地在我的眼前去復往還，把我逼迫得只好走回廁格的裡面去，並且把門關上，我肯定是發噩夢；但卻也幽美的，兩個美少女的美麗臉孔，依舊在我的眼前揮之不去！
睜開眼睛，全身冷汗，下身濕濕的；我在黑暗中簡單清潔，把骯髒的處理後，穿上外套、褲子，因為始終夜涼如水！到書桌前來開窗、開燈，外面依然漆黑一片，夜中很寧靜，我想起了吉蒂她們是怎麼樣學習英文，其實端賴2E班的英文科老師Miss Fok；她是一個慈祥而幽雅的中年女士，她的金絲眼鏡下的高雅儀容，一口流行利的英式腔調------是她自己說的，我們2E班同學又怎麼會曉得分辨英式的、美式的？
曾幾何時，英文科老師Miss Fok為我們2E班的同學的改上了英文名字，最經典是如風的Windy、阿水的Walter！女班長則叫Thresa、高個子叫Vincent……反而，吉蒂較為容易，Kitty是也；王嘉明呢？是「Elise」，至於我盧仔，不會真的是Donkey吧？其實，因為盧仔太深入2E班的同學們的心中，反而忘了我的英文名字，並順便改我的渾名：「Donkey」！
英文科老師Miss Fok教我們聽歌學英文，尤其係學習Tenses；最記得是吉蒂Kitty買了一架小型的錄音機，把卡式錄音帶放進去，戴上有線耳筒。這時候的她陶醉在樂韻之中，你知道嘛？十四歲少女最美的臉容及姿態，都盡在吉蒂Kitty的身上來。
有一次，吉蒂Kitty跑來向我說：
「盧仔，聽聽這一首歌，旋律及調子都是很動聽的哩！」
「歌名是什麼？」
吉蒂把一邊的耳筒塞進我的耳朵裡去，我就問她歌名；只見她想了一會兒，笑了一下，說：
「歌名？都忘了，反正很動聽！」
究竟，是什麼英文歌？直到她退學離校後，我方才記得這樣的一首英文歌，翻查之下，原來是《Love's Not For Me》，由英國創作歌手Graham Gouldman一手包辦曲詞及主唱，是1980年卡通電影《Animalympics》的原聲歌曲。Graham Gouldman是英國搖滾組合「10cc」的主將。我把吉蒂送給我的錄音帶放進我新買的卡式錄音機，戴上有線耳筒慢慢細味我和吉蒂的相聚每一刻：
I've always run away73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcZowDuCxgM
From things that tie me down73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlzzhDduTWJ
My life I love73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡp8YJywBc8P
But love's not for me73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAucd2WLKTS
I see my goal ahead73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0lkvQxTTqs
With nothing in the way73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡq61Wz8Gbm8
If love should come73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHAUxq4t18Z
Then I'll run away73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3N126lUnYu
I've always been the type of man73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3h8pa5CLun
Who's dedicated to his cause73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcNgCCFmauV
And it's a lonely road I run73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4ix9UlXw0n
But I'll stay faithful to my course73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6v1am0CoLU
There's only one direction73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvc01jkFphn
There comes a time when you must choose73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡRjPn5PJpPj
About the path you're gonna take73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡT8IYkOFdgy
And you must take it win or lose73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡt9UwEs8VEs
And if you lose it's your mistake73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡrOGqMW1o5g
There's only one direction73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡZICGmHOLsW
So when the race is won73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡTOqE5ljLj5
And there's nothing left to do73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡs17g4L0wqr
Alone again but where are you73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3cs7bxl1ZL
Alone again but where are you
《Love's Not For Me》這首歌，好像跟電影《Animalympics》(動物奧運會，1978)的主題有點格格不入的感覺。但細心歌詞帶出的，Love並不是Win or Lose那麼簡單，總要有緣份，以及很多不確定的因素在其中，愛情又是否冥冥中自有主宰？
接著，是女歌手Charlene Duncan的《I've Never Been to Me》我記得吉蒂曾告訴我，這首歌是很女性的，很有女生自我覺醒的情歌。其實，我已經忘記了我和吉蒂是在哪兒聽這首歌；因為在哪兒或什麼時候都不重要，重要的是只有我跟吉蒂在一起兩人的時候……
Hey lady, you lady73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlqJlLOm2qD
Cursing at your life73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡuXfNaBDRvD
You're a discontented mother73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡQmXDU61dyl
And a regimented wife73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAdZyaCawx0
I 've no doubt73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡAihsihqAS8
You dream about the things you'll never do73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡbfgvgV6Zn9
But I wish someone had a talk to me like I wanna talk to you73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡNcKn3KpZVD
Ooh, I've been to Georgia and California and anywhere I could run73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡN9BvYViYEj
Took the hand of a preacher man73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡha0LMWoEsi
And we made love in the sun73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡBkpyiT6NEC
But I ran out of places and friendly faces73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvrgjAh5SPr
Because I had to be free
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ2uh9us9rO4
Please lady please lady73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡh3EXmcnBtg
Don't just walk away73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvV1ua21UsE
'Cause I have this need to tell you73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ4YQ1dJh453
Why I'm all alone today73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0petUQa1rb
I can see so much of me73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡPzELTdBMon
Still living in your eyes
Won't you share a part73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVQnHWdJbGg
Of a weary heart that has lived a million lives73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfyso2Cc80P
Ooh, I've been to Nice and the Isle of Greece73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡVyKt46aSfp
When I sipped champagne on a yacht73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡtxTTSgaSWx
I moved like Harlow in Monte Carlo73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ0KZdsm8L8C
And showed them what I've got73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡCbmxsAfOZP
I've been undressed by kings73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1tEzRMep1n
And I've seen some things that a woman ain't s'posed to see73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡjdUOIjrwuY
I've been to paradise but I've never been to me...73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡlGUvV4xbiK
Hey, you know what paradise is?73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡxF0fAQlqSy
It's a lie73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡF92vIaaymo
A fantasy we created about people and places73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡXhe88obgdU
As we like them to be73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡcXvrhTDvT9
But you know what truth is?
It's that little baby you're holding73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡL8SFwsGYVd
and it's that man you fought with this morning73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡSp8Mlx4D7M
The same one you are gonna make love to tonight73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡIMx45UB0BK
That's truth that's love73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ3o4Aplp5A2
Sometimes I've been to crying for unborn children73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvzFbRNcMdL
That might have made me complete73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡfopT366Z6V
But I, I took the sweet life73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡvh7W5u2aIn
I never knew I'd be bitter from the sweet73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ6HrLnYSiBN
I spent my life exploring73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡpynPbu9FZD
The subtle whoring73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ8xkRDpr0t9
That costs too much to be free73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ1BHNKlq9iy
Hey lady I've been to paradise73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡX33daXc6LE
But I've never been to me...73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡHoq1PmT3VS
I've been to paradise - never been to me73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡdJ9QVW33Z5
(I've been to Georgia and California, and anywhere I could run)73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9hjuFDsPvU
I've been to paradise - never been to me73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ9pTIC9E7U1
(I've been to Nice and the isle of Greece73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡ7qP1Ij4YJc
While I sipped champagne on a yacht)73Please respect copyright.ＰＥＮＡＮＡEMxVvYDUO6
I've been to paradise - never been to me
我盧仔……此刻滿有詩意，於是執筆寫了如下的：
在你與我之間
我想給你寫一首情詩
點了又點逗號
在你我之間
都只有偶爾有緣點落
欲言又止的
……
注定了在其中的
；
斷續往還
無數？的疑惑滿溢了思海潮汐漲退之間
！如流星雨點劃破夜空星碎殂落的驚嘆
「你我」的所願
卻始終有長長的------如銀河橫臥在其間
來一個圓圓的句號可會是痛快的終結
《你我》只不過是歷代詩人抒發的偶然
標點符號
我跟你相逢
，偶爾點落你我之間
欲言又止
……卻注定了在其中
；的往往還還
？溢滿了我你的思海潮汐漲退之間
！像流星雨般是你給我劃破夜空殂落星碎的驚嘆
「」在你我前後左右本是所願
------的銀河卻橫臥在我你之間
拉拉扯扯復復返返
一個圓圓的句號可會是結局的最終
繁星寄寓人間傳說的種種
一一盡在《》之中
我有一個夢想，在茫茫的字海裏，剔除所有的字與詞，還有標點符號，讓我可以緊貼你：我你你我我你你我……最終成不了意思卻最有意思。夢想抵擋不了現實，無奈是只有一條長又長的破折號在我──你之間，像銀河把天地阻隔，是神話裏的喜鵲橋，終於把你和我變成傳奇，合該套上書名號《你我》！
究竟，誰，才是妳？
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